Fei Yan felt really uncomfortable and curious at this time, because why did he think Ou Ruoxi had to enter the entertainment industry at this time, isn't there a better choice? Isn't he by his side, and this has made a compromise in this regard, and he has promised him that he will not go abroad again to stay here to accompany him to finish high school, and after studying here in the future, they will start a business together and build their own happy little family together, he has already done this thing, why is Ou Ruoxi still so persistent and persistent?

Of course, Ou Ruoxi has his own reasons, of course, he can't say this reason so clearly, and this thing, if you treat me in such a way, that kind of thing is sad, you must feel a little suspicious or a little uncomfortable.

Fei Yan said: "I don't know why you have to be in this entertainment industry, I don't know what temptation the entertainment industry has for you to these things? Do you feel that in this prosperous place, it seems that you can get a kind of value multiplication, so that everyone can envy you, do you need this feeling, you feel that life is perfect, or it is your most important highlight moment, I really can't understand, you must use this way to prove yourself, you can prove yourself in many ways, you can get admitted to college, to read what you want to do, these can be done in any way, because what is going to go around a circle at this critical moment, I really don't understand why you have such an understanding way to do it？”

Fei Yan felt that he had already said it very directly, and he was generally bitter that he had already recommended it to him, and gave him such a big space.

Ou Ruoxi looked at Fei Yan's anxious appearance, he wanted to tell him everything that happened, but sometimes he didn't know how to say it, maybe he felt that he didn't understand himself at all about fifteen or sixteen, and he didn't believe in himself at all, and he seemed to regard himself as a very vain woman in the process.

Ou Ruoxi said: "I don't know what to say, I don't know what to say, but I know that there are some things I have to do, I like the entertainment industry, I like acting, I like, I love these things, don't I even have the right to choose? ”

Fei Yan really felt that Ou Ruoxi was completely unreasonable when she spoke here, why did a girl who is usually very gentle insist on being so stubborn in this market, she was completely a complete compilation freak.

Fei Yan: "But you can do a lot of things, why do you have to do this kind of thing, let me tell you, if I don't like you to do this kind of entertainment industry, I don't like you to do this kind of performance, I want you to quit now, do you want to? If you don't have any money in your family, you tell me, I can support you, I can help you, but I don't let you do this, you tell me, if you really lack this money in your family, just tell me......"

Fei Yan was very angry, of course, he didn't know why he suddenly said these things, he didn't mean to say this kind of thing, of course, he just didn't know why, he suddenly blurted out that he was very remorseful, why did he talk about this money in front of Ou Ruoxi?

This part is for fun, and it can't be talked about, Fei Yan knows that Ou Ruoxi's family living conditions are not good, and he still lives in a slum.

When he usually contacts him, he doesn't use too many ways to make himself feel that there is too much gap between the two sides, or that there is too much distance in money?

So he is very remorseful now, I don't know what to say about him, and I'm a little sorry.

"Ou Ruoxi, I really didn't say that, I just said it too quickly, I didn't mean that, I didn't mean to express it, I know this is not what I want to say, I mean if you have any difficulties in your family, if you can't solve and help now, then we can do too many things, let's solve each other, we can support each other, I mean so, so you ......"

Fei Yan's words just now really hurt Ou Ruoxi's self-esteem, he felt that these words really didn't expect him to say such things like this, and this kind of words really hurt his sincerity very much, he does have a very big difference from him, his family is so rich, and his family is so poor?

Then this kind of thing is understandable, he can't understand it, when you live in a poor family, sometimes you have to be like this feeling from an early age, you don't know what it means to cook without rice, you don't know what it means to feel very uncomfortable.

Maybe he simply takes life for granted, milk and bread, and doesn't know that sometimes life is just coarse tea and light rice, and he doesn't understand it at all.

He can't stand on the same parallel line as himself, to understand the contradictions in his life that he is in now.

But at this time he was very angry, he was a little annoyed, he felt that he was just being poor and poor, but the two of them should be equal in soul, why did he treat himself in such a way, so he was very angry at this time and said directly to him.

"Fei Yan, it's my family that has no money, I'm actually poor, but I don't want to accept any facts, I don't know your rich people, I don't know how your rich people live, but I know what kind of life I should live, I don't think, I joined a group in this process, I went to make my movies, I used my hands to earn this money quietly, cleanly, I don't think I have any kind of one, I want to feel ashamed, or I feel as if I have been suppressed in this life, I think I am an upright and upright thing, so it doesn't matter if you understand it or not, you don't even have to worry about this!"

The second crackle When he finished saying this, he didn't want to say anything more to him, he just turned his head and ran while trying to cry He felt very lost deep in his heart, why was it good today, why did the two of them eat something like this, as if they had eaten firecrackers, why did they have no way to control their emotions?

It's just that you care too much about each other, or care too much about each other, and are afraid and lose each other, that you have such a feeling of gain and loss.

The meeting will make his students like a tight mystery, and it will collapse all of a sudden.

In the past few days, the two of them have been in a very contradictory state, and have been in a state of cold war, just like a team of couples, they can't understand each other's thoughts in the process, and they can't understand each other's emotions in it, so their situation is completely natural, and they have a cold war for a week.

So within this time, Ou Ruoxi does not have any free time, because he must be busy with his studies now, and at the same time, he must be busy with rehearsals and exercises in the entertainment industry.

Neither of these things can be delayed, so now in the process of rehearsal, he has taken some energy to work overtime in the evening to make up for his studies.

Ou Ruoxi has no choice, although he has now joined the entertainment industry for rehearsals and made some preparations in all aspects, but he has no way to give up this academy, and he will directly participate in this college entrance examination when the time comes.

At that time, I will be sure that I will not be able to study in school in such a comprehensive way, which is so ideal, but at least I can satisfy and realize one of my wishes.

Therefore, within half a year, he was also conscientious and did not give up to seize all possible time to study.

Ou Ruoxi is really busy sometimes, so busy that sometimes he really even sleeps, and he may only sleep for 34 hours a day, so he doesn't have much time to deal with the contradictions with Fei Yan at all, he can only let himself be contradictory, slowly digest and fade over time.

Maybe when the time comes, they will understand and themselves, or when the time comes, they can slowly recover this feeling, he hopes so, he doesn't want this feeling to be dull in his own torture.

A week of cold war has passed, and it seems that Fei Yan did not come to Ou Ruoxi Ou Ruoxi, and he was also busy with his work and studies, so the two of them began to drift apart, I don't know why.

When a contradiction suddenly arises, if you want to use another way to slowly lose it, then it is actually quite stressful, and this pressure is in the process.

You will feel that this kind of joy of life is difficult to achieve, and you will feel that life will be very boring, so Ou Ruoxi is suppressing the emotion in his heart at this time, and he has to do more things now, because now he has to face the reality and can't escape it.

Sometimes whenever he is reincarnated at midnight, he suddenly remembers the relationship between himself and Fei Yan, and the sweet past between him and Fei Yan, and he is still very lost in his heart.

How much he hoped that Fei Yan would suddenly appear in front of him at this time, and suddenly want to send him a bouquet of roses, he would not hesitate to promise that he would understand him.

Or to overturn all the previous things, and even apologize to him, but the private photos don't get any of his possibilities now, these words he always sometimes feels that the beginning between himself and Fei Yan was wrong from the beginning, maybe Fei Yan is just a joke, maybe he is not very serious, maybe he has already empathized at this time.

With a condition like him, an identity like him, a woman who likes him can really directly see how much Huangpu River wants, if he likes other girls and other girls will catch up with him directly.

This is also an extenuating thing, after all, how can you not be liked and appreciated by others for such an excellent man?

It's been a long time, another week has passed, and these things have slowly disappeared in a kind of mutual cold war between the two sides, and sometimes you don't even know what will happen to the other side.

When all these things happen by chance, you will feel that many things are not what you imagined at all, or what you have gotten, when all these things happen.

You will feel that many things have become indispensable virtues in life.

……

Today is the weekend, and it happens to be Fei Derivation Day, so when this birthday time comes.

Ou Ruoxi was also very entangled, and didn't know whether to celebrate, because after all, after such a period of time, should she contact him, maybe Fei Yan didn't like to contact him in this regard at all.

So Ou Ruoxi is the most entangled time for herself today, I don't know if I should or shouldn't?

Fei Yan was actually very entangled in his heart at this time, he was entangled with himself, or secretly angry with himself, or for the kind of behavior he had done before, he actually wanted to apologize to Ou Ruoxi, and he also wanted to seriously invite Ou Ruoxi to spend the first birthday with him

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Even if Fei Yan is angry again, he can't face anything, but he can't face his emotions, these emotions have been very loyal to tell him that he can't do without Ou Ruoxi, and all his emotions have been completely in Ou Ruoxi.

Because Ou Ruoxi has joined the entertainment industry, and has begun to prepare for a normal filming, then there is no way to face this matter, and there is no way to ignore it, this has become part of the fact, if you have to deny this matter, it is impossible, this fact is the fact.

So this kind of thing has only compromise, only it is ending, and there is only no way, because Ou Ruoxi has too few things, because he now spends most of his energy on a rehearsal of an acting, and a small part of the time is spent on studying, so he has more time to talk, so he can only find him.

Fei Yan went directly to Ou Ruoxi's rehearsal place, and saw that Ou Ruoxi was dancing these ballets very seriously and hard, although Ou Ruoxi had also learned these things before, but now it is still a little difficult to use them again, so it is still very hard to look at him.

After Fei Yan found Ou Ruoxi directly at this time, he said to Ou Ruoxi.

"Today is enough, I see that you have been practicing here for nearly 5 hours, I see that your whole movement is completely standardized, do you want to rest a little, we can finish early today, can you accompany me today, today is a very important thing, I want you to accompany me for a meal, okay?"

Of course Fei Yan was embarrassed to say his birthday in front of three sides, in fact, he had already told Ou Ruoxi that today was his birthday, but Ou Ruoxi didn't remember that it was his business, so if he brought this matter up to him again at this time, he felt that he was particularly funny, or that he was particularly unconfident.

"Fei Yan, I don't know why, I'm probably very busy during this time, because I'm about to go to the place where I perform a role, if I don't play this thing completely, then I will give up a lot of my previous efforts, so I really can't do this performance now, I think I'm not very satisfied with my role and my actions at all, so I have to go all out to get this role~"

When Ou Ruoxi was in the dance hall, he looked at himself in the mirror and was a little annoyed, he said very seriously, but he didn't find that he had too many mood fluctuations in the process.

Fei Yan stood behind him, with a very bitter smile on his face, feeling that what should he say about this kind of thing, others don't care about him at all, and today's birthday is not clear to the other party, maybe he won't remember his own things at all, so he sent such an invitation to him just now, Ou Ruoxi is still using this way to feel politely rejecting herself.

The three didn't pay much attention, Fei Yan is now completely immersed in his role, he hopes to grasp this role well, and slowly play the body movements of these dances.

Because I immediately had an audition for a performance, if I didn't succeed in my work, then I wouldn't be able to get such a role at all, so I wouldn't be able to get this role.

Then the 100,000 yuan must be no chance at all, so my mother is waiting for the 100,000 yuan to do a good and effective treatment.

After Ou Ruoxi was deliberately performing, he said loudly to Fei Yan.

"I'm rehearsing now, you see if you have something to do, you can go and work on your business first, I'll contact you when I'm busy, can you see it? I'm finishing this thing with a little time now......

Ou Ruoxi was completely immersed in his own state, and he really couldn't take care of Fei Yan's emotions too much at this time, because he knew that time was really important to him at this time, and he might not have much time to eat this bowl of rice with him at all.

Because after practicing, he may only be able to take a simple shower, and he will immediately read a book, because every minute and every second of this time is too extravagant for his time.

He didn't have much time to do more things, because that time was not allocated to him.

An hour passed, and Ou Ruoxi was still gently investing.

Self-flow silently watched Ou Ruoxi's performance next to him, he didn't know why at this time, he felt a sense of unspeakable thinking in his heart, as if he was banning this girl, sometimes he seemed to feel that he couldn't get into one of this girl's hearts?

Why did he wait here for so long, today is his birthday, why he doesn't remember at all and is still fully engaged in his own world.

Isn't he important to him at all?

It really doesn't matter at all, why bother to be together, is it wrong for you to choose these things in the first place?