Chapter 57 (Conan)
It's been nearly half a month since his last awakening, and Izawa is able to simply take care of himself and do his daily movement exercises, but due to the unstable dìng factor, he still lies in bed most of the time to recuperate.
No one asked him about what had happened before, or about his previous identity or other details. It seems that he is really just an ordinary patient, and the most important thing every day is to recuperate.
The biggest change is that the caretaker during the morning, noon and evening break has been replaced by a student named Shinichi Kudo, and it seems that the police are trying to ease his psychological tension and sense of rejection, if he is the original owner of the body, maybe he will not lie down so calmly and passively accept. But he did not inherit the memory of the original owner, and just followed their speculation and pretended to be a frightened patient with a confused mind - he did not speak, resisted the approach of all strangers, did not express his feelings, and his only expression was panic and suspicion, typical of persecution of Yan zhòng patients.
Although it has deceived the police, what should I do next?
After going through so many worlds, from the initial enthusiasm and eagerness to get the soul fragments as soon as possible, to the fact that more and more things beyond my control have become more and more depressed. Izawa began to wonder if it was really right to persist like this, and what was the point of taking every step so calculatedly, every word and every action for the sake of people who didn't like him.
Is this what it feels like to live? Depressed and dull, it seems that it can't be penetrated, and it is so heavy that it is suffocating.
He really flinched a little.
I desperately want to live, but I don't know how to go on with my life after that day. If he is still living like this, then what is he trying to do?
Izawa frowned irritably, unable to tell what was feeling in his heart.
There was a sudden soft knock on the door, and Shinichi Kudo, who had gone to find a medical staff to change his dressing, walked in.
He had a tray in his hand, but there was no sign of the medical staff.
"That...... This is the medicine you take orally every day and the bandage to replace your knee, and the doctor said that you can change the dressing now for your family, because you have to do similar things after you are discharged from the hospital, so you have to adapt to it from now on. Kudo Shinichi looked at Izawa's obviously stiff posture in embarrassment, a little uneasy.
Because they didn't want to cause a sensation, the police did not fail to take action against the juvenile in the open. Sending it to the hospital is only secretly ordered, and only a very few people know about it. Therefore, the attitude of most medical staff is uniform.
After half a month of contact, Izawa is now no longer disgusted with his existence. However, if you trust him completely, I'm afraid there is still a bit of a gap in the current situation.
The words that came to my mind raced to explain, "If you're scared or something, I can call a doctor...... You wait. ”
As soon as he turned around, he heard a series of "Xi Xi Suosuo" sounds. Looking back, Izawa was slowly sitting up, untying the bandages from his body little by little. I don't know if it's nervousness or hindered movement, my fingers tremble slightly.
"Hey, don't move!" Kudo Shinichi hurriedly turned back to stop the boy from moving, and before he had time to think about it, he reached out and shook the boy's hand, and at the moment he didn't have time to think about whether such a reckless move would frighten him. It wasn't until the other party stiffened for a moment that he lowered his head intently, carefully and gently changed the original bandage, and rewrapped the new bandage with the ointment.
Izawa struggled only a few times before letting Kudo Shinichi move. Sitting quietly on the hospital bed, at first glance, the two people are in rare harmony.
It's a very simple step, but doing it all makes Kudo Shinichi sweat profusely.
Wipe the sweat off your forehead and sit next to the bed. Feeling a slight chill on his cheeks, Kudo Shinichi looked up. Izawa held a small bottle of water, as if he didn't expect him to stare at him, and his hand shrank back slightly, but he didn't take it back.
Just stunned for a moment, Kudo Shinichi immediately smiled happily and took the water bottle: "Thank you." ”
Izawa watched as Shinichi Kudo unscrewed the cap and took a big sip, smiling shamefully.
Harmless on the outside, but complaining on the inside-
Compared with any previous brother, this kid's personality is really normal! If he were his own brother, would he be more obedient?
Before Izawa could think about it, there was a soft knock on the door.
Looking at Miwako Sato, who came in with a bag of fruits, Izawa didn't show a sense of repulsion. This beautiful female police officer has been here a few times, is capable and has a hearty personality, and is a very capable and easy person to get along with.
Sato came to the side of the bed, gently put the things in his hand on the table, looked up at the drip that was being infusioned, naturally touched Izawa's head, and asked with some concern, "How do you feel?"
Izawa shook his head, signaling that he was okay.
Shinichi Kudo stood up, gave up his seat to Sato, and smiled at Izawa, who came over, "I'll return the tray and I'll be back right away." ”
After the door closed, Sato paused for a moment before speaking, "Have you had any nightmares lately?"
Again, the answer is the same.
Before entering the ward, Sato had already asked Izawa's attending physician for a detailed situation. After observation and test reports in the last few days, Izawa's physical and psychological health can be discharged from the hospital and recover on his own.
Originally, this result was something that the police were looking forward to, but after Izawa woke up and found that his memory was incomplete, it became a little tricky.
Should he be placed under house arrest in a safe place, or should he be assigned a reliable person to take care of his daily life?
The former is not conducive to Izawa's psychological recovery, and the latter is beneficial to Izawa's treatment, and it can also prompt him to recover his broken memory layer faster, but it is dangerous and troublesome.
After a short period of thought, Sato took out the orange from the bag and plucked it, and said casually, "Did you think that you knew anyone else?" The doctor said that you can be discharged from the hospital, and I think that being discharged from the hospital is also very good for your physical recovery, and if you have any relatives, we can send you there and protect your safety. ”
Izawa tilted his head in confusion, frowned, pursed his lips again, and finally shook his head.
I don't know if I didn't remember it or I didn't have relatives, and it was impossible for Sato to hold on to him and keep asking.
One person continues to be in a daze, and the other picks oranges.
Kudo Shinichi estimated that Sato would open the door when he was about to finish asking, and he happened to see this kind of scene that was not embarrassing or embarrassing. He looked at Izawa and then at Sato, thinking about how to break the silence.
"The doctor said he could be discharged from the hospital, and the injuries on his body were almost healed. Sato looked at Shinichi Kudo.
Kudo Shin nodded, looking extremely happy. After all, he has been with Izawa for half a month, and he has long regarded him as a good friend. At this time, when he heard that the other party could be discharged from the hospital, he didn't think too much about it, and directly expressed his most fundamental feelings. "Really? Great. I'm going to get him out of the hospital and take him to the playground to relax. ”
Sato Fu's ...... Don't you think it's messy enough? Where there are many people, what a kid who rises up and thinks about what. Seeing that Izawa bowed his head and was silent, Sato sighed and patiently persuaded: "Is there any place you want to go? Discharge from the hospital will be more beneficial to your physical recovery, and our protection of you will not be reduced." ”
Izawa looked at Sato and then at Shinichi Kudo, falling silent.
Just when Sato and Kudo Shinichi thought that he would not answer, Izawa slowly reached out and pulled the corner of Kudo Shinichi's clothes. The mouth opened slightly, and he slowly spit out a sentence: "Brother Shinichi......"
This light and weak sentence, mixed with the hoarseness and a little out of tune that he had not spoken for many days, and the timid and persistent voice not only shocked Sato, but also made Kudo Shinichi stunned in place, not knowing how to answer.
After a while, Sato coughed lightly, "I'll call a doctor." ”
As soon as she walked out of the ward, she immediately took out her mobile phone and reported the situation to the police station.
Obviously, Izawa's ability to speak was a big surprise to them, and they had to reconsider a series of issues such as Izawa's future arrangements.
Shinichi Kudo, who remained in the ward, gradually recovered from the shock, his eyes lit up, and his tone was even more brisk. He sat on the hospital bed and hugged Izawa tightly, and said incoherently excitedly: "Great, you can talk!
Izawa was a little speechless by him, obviously his limbs were a little painful, but he let the other party move because of the comfort that flowed inexplicably from the bottom of his heart.
This feeling was strange, and it made Izawa think of Hakuya Kuchigi and Tsuruga Ren, who had held him in his arms a long time ago.
It's the same hug, but the mood is not the same. Remembering Kuchigi Hakuya's painful roar and Tsuruga Ren's gloomy eyes before he left that world, do they still remember themselves? What kind of mood did they feel when they recalled? Was there a moment when they felt that having a younger brother wasn't all trouble?
After the initial ecstasy passed, he realized that the person in his arms did not react, and Kudo Shinichi couldn't help but let go of him with some concern, "What's wrong? Did I hurt you?"
Izawa, who came back to his senses, shook his head, and secretly laughed in his heart that he had inexplicable convulsions, and recalling the past was not suitable for him at all.
"What the hell is going on? Just tell me if there's anything, aren't we good friends?" Kudo Shinichi carefully observed Izawa's expression, for fear that something wrong would irritate him.
Teased by Kudo Shinichi's frightened look, Izawa simply threw himself into the other party's arms, and his shoulders trembled slightly because of the laughter. It wasn't until he was about to be asked again that he barely suppressed his smile and replied: "Is it okay to live with, with the new brother?"
"Huh?" Apparently not expecting Izawa to say this, Kudo Shinichi froze again.
As a young detective, he has never been shaken several times. Only Izawa can do that in one day.
Seeing that Kudo Shinichi didn't speak, Izawa's eyes showed an undisguised depression, "Can't you?"
Feeling the tremor of the boy's shoulders in both hands, Shinichi Kudo lost his mind again.
Although he solves the case rigorously and rationally, and he is not as impulsive and reckless as he should be when he is half an age, he is still a teenager after all. After so many days of getting along and taking care of it, because my parents usually go abroad, Kudo Shinichi, who lives mostly independently, regards Izawa as his family early in the morning. At this time, seeing the young man sad, he also had an indescribable sourness in his heart. It's all children, why are everyone else playing, but Ize has to bear these unsightly darkness and pain.
You can ignore Izawa's suspicious identity and hug him tightly.
Shinichi Kudo made the first reckless decision in his life-
"Okay, I'll take you home. ”
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