Chapter 26: Two Secrets
This girl who makes Yang Tian feel distressed is none other than her childhood sweetheart Du Xiaoqin, the girl who will feel distressed when she mentions her name Yang Tian.
To be honest, although Yang Tian wanted to be with Du Xiaoqin a little, now was obviously not the time, after all, this kind of occasion was not very good. And now Yang Tian and Xiaoqin are still underage, and they are not very good together. If you accept her affection calmly, it is obviously easy to be misunderstood that you need a girl to comfort you after failing to confess to Yan Qiuyu, and Xiaoqin is obviously easy to be misunderstood.
This is not fair to Xiaoqin, if she really likes her, she can't make her understand that she is the only one in her heart, but this thing seems to be difficult to do, so now she can only refuse Du Xiaoqin's kindness.
But Yang Tian couldn't bear to refuse Du Xiaoqin's kindness, if he refused, it would hurt the heart of such a lovely girl, and Yang Tian's heart was very unwilling. In Yang Tian's heart, he very much wanted to be with Du Xiaoqin, after all, he owed her all his life in his last life, and if he didn't make up for it, his conscience would be uneasy.
In fact, Yang Tian also liked Du Xiaoqin very much when he was young, but after he went to high school, he was slowly deeply attracted by Yan Qiuyu's invisible temperament, so that Yang Tian liked the new and hated the old, which was really undeserved.
It is undeniable that Du Xiaoqin is not ugly, but she is far less beautiful than Yan Qiuyu, and anyone who gets along for a long time will be annoyed, even Yang Tian in his previous life.
After all, Yang Tian is also a normal boy, seeing the extremely beautiful Yan Qiuyu, it is every boy's dream to desire the attention and heart of the goddess.
As the saying goes, what you can't get is always in turmoil, and those who are favored have nothing to fear. This is very reasonable, it is precisely because he hopes to get the attention of the goddess, Yang Tian naturally pays attention to the goddess's every move all the time. So much so that it was a lifelong regret to miss such a good partner in a previous life.
One of Yang Tian's biggest dreams in this life is to live up to Du Xiaoqin and make up for her. Of course, another dream is to find Xiang'er, no matter what, his wife will never let her be wronged in the slightest, no matter what, she must be found as soon as possible, this is also the most important thing for Yang Tian to do in this life, and now there is still no clue about Xiang'er, it is really difficult to find!
When it wasn't the time to see each other, Yang Tian felt that his heart was dripping blood. Even if I saw her very much, I could only pretend not to know.
In fact, Yang Tian's performance seemed normal to Du Xiaoqin, and Yang Tian in the past also turned a blind eye to so much of his affection, or didn't care at all.
But what you can't get is the best, not to mention your favorite brother Yang Tian. How can I give up, how much Brother Yang Tian has paid for himself, he must not.
I believe that sooner or later, Brother Yang Tian will definitely be moved by me, and finally understand my heart and be with me. As long as the end result is good, I am content.
In fact, even if Brother Yang Tian doesn't like me, as long as I can see him every day, I will be content. It's silly, but I'm happy.
Seriously, I envy Yan Qiuyu so much, I can get Brother Yang Tian's heart, but it's a pity that Brother Yang Tian never cares about my feelings.
Even if you can't get Brother Yang Tian's heart, it's good to just look at me! Brother Yang Tian, when will you understand Qin'er's heart? Do you know how much I like you, even if I dream of being with you.
I remember once being an older brother and finally being with Yan Qiuyu, I was really happy, heartbroken and desperate.
It turns out that I was so happy when my brother was happy! But this person is not me, and I will never have a chance again.
I want to cry, but when I think of my brother being happy, even if my heart is like a knife, I'm so happy. It turns out that the most painful and the happiest thing is this.
I still remember that time when I was depressed for days because of that dream, but as soon as I saw my brother, I forgot all about it.
I like you so I want you to be happy, I know you're lonely, so I'm willing to be with you. I like you as you like Yan Qiuyu, I don't ask for anything in return, I hope our love will come to fruition.
It's not that I can't accept that you like other women, as long as you have me in your heart, it's enough to like me, I don't care how many girls you like.
It's just that I've been with you for three years, maybe it's time for me to change myself. After all, you have the courage to confess to Yan Qiuyu, how could I not have the courage to confess to you.
I feel that I confessed to you tonight, and if I don't, I guess I will regret it for the rest of my life. I know that with your grades, you will not be able to get into a good university in the end, although with my grades there is no problem, but I am willing to accompany you in the countryside.
I believe that sooner or later, I will exchange my affection for your love for me. Even if it's a gamble with my own life, I'm willing to take a shot.
I hope you will like me, if this is the case, I don't have to spend my life to block, I will be by your side and live an ordinary little life with you.
Although my father often had a little illness, my mother wanted to marry a rich family and help my father heal, but she still wanted to pursue her own happiness.
This is not selfishness and unfilial piety, everyone has their own way to go, and it is impossible to rely on others. If you want to marry yourself, unless it is Brother Yang Tian, who has already married a girl.
However, looking at Brother Yang Tian's current appearance, it is estimated that it is impossible for anyone to like her for a period of time, so that he can dominate Brother Yang Tian alone, and he is really happy and distressed.
I don't know why, since my brother confessed to Yan Qiuyu, I always felt that my brother was different, but I couldn't feel it. I thought I could walk into my brother's heart this time, but it turned out to be the same, and my brother never looked at him.
Although Xiaoqin thought about it, she was still so sad, maybe it was time for me to make some changes, if I were brave enough to confess to Brother Yang Tian, what would the result be? Will it scare Brother Yang Tian, it turns out that we have always been very lacking in courage! Seeing Wang Jingjing's appearance, it is very likely that she will like Brother Yang Tian, no, I must make plans in advance.
In case Brother Yang Tian let Wang Jingjing take the lead, then he really wants to cry and has no place to cry! I have liked Brother Yang Tian for so long, and I have already decided that he is my own person, absolutely not, I can't be snatched away by anyone, if I don't allow it, Brother Yang can only be alone.
Yang Tian didn't know that it was because of his small actions that he had changed the history of the future, and he knew that everything in his previous life had become meaningless, of course, it was not completely meaningless, but many things would become useless! Or some things would happen according to the previous trajectory, all of which depended on what situation he faced in the future.
Originally, Yang Tian was a person who would be reborn, knowing that many things might happen, so he had a very good chance of living better than others, so he could keep changing, and then he would definitely live better and better.
But the previous history is quietly changing, and the advantage of being reborn in two days is gone, Yang Tian can't help but feel a little sad at this time, these things that have never been experienced one after another are coming, and it is really difficult to solve.
How should I get along with Yan Qiuyu in the future, and how should I solve the upcoming English mock theft incident?
Can I meet Xiang'er again? Will Xiang'er still appear in my life? If I can't meet him, will I be able to find my other half in this life, will this person be Xiaoqin? What if Xiaoqin is not with me in this life? You never know which surprise or fright will come earlier tomorrow.
Of course, these things are still relatively far away, but now there is a very urgent matter that Yang Tian needs to solve, that is, the problem about Xiaoqin.
Yang Tian didn't know how to face Du Xiaoqin in a short period of time, and it was even more difficult to accept that his intentions were not good. Even if Yang Tian's heart is like a knife now, and he cherishes this girl very much, but he can't show her his heart yet, which means that he hurts a heart, but the time has not yet come, and he shouldn't say it earlier!
If you show your heart to him, it will not only affect him, but also affect yourself, after all, you have just confessed to Yan Qiuyu, if you are confessing to another girl and explaining your intentions, then you are not thinking differently, the affectionate image you have created for many years is gone, and it will also affect this girl.
Yang Tianzhi cares what others think of him, after all, he is a boy and can bear it, but he is unwilling to let this girl endure some gossip.
I don't care what people say when I don't like her, but now that I like her, I will be very disgusted by any insignificant word from others.
I don't like her, she's a passerby in my eyes, and her life and death have nothing to do with me. But as long as it is someone I identify, I will take care of her with all my heart and not let her be hurt in the slightest.
One thought arises, thousands of rivers and thousands of mountains, and one thought is extinguished, the vicissitudes of life!
Yang Tian decided to get out of the classroom to take a breath and breathe in the fresh air. Who makes the morning the best time of the day?
At this time, the sun has not yet come out, and the sound of birds in the early morning is particularly pleasant.
For a while, Yang Tian felt that his mood had become a little better, and even his frowning brows had eased a lot. It is true that the environment can affect a person's mood and make the person different.
Yang Tian decided to find a very remote corner, take a little rest, and make his mind clearer, after all, the mood is really a little bad, although it is a little better, but it is still a little depressed.
Before Yang Tian sat down, he heard two voices coming, and Yang Tian couldn't help but cautiously approach the direction where the two of them were.
Because there are a lot of trees in this place, Yang Tian is hiding behind a big tree, and others naturally can't see Yang Tian, on the contrary, with the cover of a big tree, Yang Tian can just hear their conversation, and he doesn't have to worry about being discovered.
Yang Tian didn't care about this matter, after all, most people like to come out and talk after class. But slowly, Yang Tian felt that something was wrong, these two people were actually talking about their own affairs.
Although Yang Tian was full of doubts and didn't understand why someone would deal with him, Yang Tian still decided to listen carefully.
Because they were a little far away, and they were facing away from Yang Tian, Yang Tian didn't know who they were, but listening to the voice gave Yang Tian a very familiar feeling, it should be Yang Tian's class.
"Xiaofan, you did a good job this time, this English test paper is still a bit difficult, but you gave me the original question, and then I think I should be able to take the second place in the class this time, and I can make a big show in the class. ”
"Whatever Brother Yong says, he can serve you, that's how it should be. It is said that Yang Tian got a full score in the English test this time, so this time we can blame Yang Tian for this matter, and then Yang Tian will be difficult to argue, and he can't wash it by jumping into the Yellow River. ”
"What, Yang Tian got a perfect score in the exam, is this true? God helps me, Yang Tian got a full score in the exam, that's great, this time Yang Tian will see how you die." ”
"Brother Yong is really sorry, these people I found for you yesterday didn't teach Yang Tian a good lesson. In fact, I don't blame the brothers, it's just that I met a female policeman before and was disturbed by her, otherwise this Yang Tian would definitely not be able to get out of bed for a month. ”
"Forget it, if that's the case, then it's not your fault. But this Yang Tian will definitely be uncomfortable this time, and I can be regarded as having a bad breath. ”
The two didn't know that their conversation had been heard by Yang Tian, and they were still complacent about their conspiracy.
But at this time, Yang Tian's face turned blue, his hands clenched his fists tightly, and he really wanted to rush up and beat the two of them, but Yang Tian knew that he couldn't do this. Not to mention that this is a school, beating them will definitely affect their parents.
As a last resort, Yang Tian quietly retreated to avoid being discovered by the two. It turned out that these two were none other than Yang Tian's classmates Liu Yong and Zhao Fanfan.
At this time, Yang Tian was extremely angry and puzzled, Liu Yong could guess his own words, but why Zhao Fanfan also resented himself, he really didn't know.
Since he couldn't figure it out, Yang Tian didn't think about it again. Shaking his head, he quickly walked towards the classroom to avoid being discovered by the two, and if he was discovered, he would be in trouble, and he would not be able to solve the trouble he encountered by surprise.
Coincidentally, because Yang Tian was in a hurry, he suddenly felt that his body had touched something soft, which seemed to be a little fragrant, well, it was really strange! It seemed to be a girl! Yang Tian could clearly feel it.
"I'm sorry, I was really careless, not intentionally. Yang Tian said without thinking, although he didn't know who it was, but he still had to have the politeness and sincerity he should have.
Originally, Yang Tian thought that the person who was hit by himself on the other side would definitely get angry or forgive himself, but he didn't expect that he hadn't answered his words for a long time, and Yang Tian couldn't help but feel a little strange.
Yang Tian was embarrassed to bump into someone before, so he lowered his head. At this time, as soon as Yang Tian raised his head, he saw a girl staring at him intently, her little face was red, and she was extremely cute.
For a while, Yang Tian couldn't help but look stupid, such a beautiful girl, she was really the eighteenth change of the female university. It turned out that she was so beautiful, and she hadn't discovered it before.
For a while, Yang Tian couldn't help but feel a little numb, you said that it was not good for you to bump into someone, but you just bumped into this girl, isn't this uncomfortable for yourself?
Yang Tian wanted to cry very much, he was provoking someone, why did he appear the more he didn't want to face something. There was no way, Yang Tian took a deep breath and had to make his own decision.
After all, it's not a way to drag it out like this, and it's good to solve it now, but fortunately, there is no one here now, and it's time to talk about these things.