Chapter 44 (Vampire Knight)
After Izawa and the Black Lord Gray Yan reached a certain agreement, he and Zero returned to their dormitory together.
Zero walked to the windowsill in silence, the cold moonlight shining into his purple eyes, fragile eye waves rippling uneasily in the deepest depths.
Izawa didn't ask him if he had attacked Yuuki, and both of them stayed in the room quietly.
After a long time, Zero said hoarsely, "You go." β
"What? Does Zero hate me?" Izawa asked Zero with a smile as usual, "Do you think that between me and Yuki, you really don't have to offend your childhood sweetheart for me." β
Instead of answering Ize's question, Zero just repeated with difficulty what he had just said, "You go, don't leave me alone in the future." β
"Zero knows how much of an impact such a thing would have on me? I don't care if you suddenly lose your mind, in my heart, good brothers should take care of each other like this, regardless of each other. If Zero is so desperate to get rid of you, can you feel my feelings?I will be sad, it will be more painful than being sucked blood, and besides, I will hate you......" Izawa raised his eyebrows lightly, but it made people have a kind of strength to believe, "Even if Zero is in the mood to think about me, I will still hate you." β
Zero, who had his back to Ize, although he insisted on his indifference, still overflowed a trace of deep pain from the bottom of his eyes.
Sooner or later, you will turn into a monster and hurt the people closest to you. I used to be worried that I would attack Yuki, and I thought that maybe Yuki would gradually alienate herself. But what about the boy behind him? The boy who has been giving him warmth since he transferred to another school, should he also drive him away?
Izawa's blood tastes just as good as Yuki's, and it arouses the strongest blood-sucking desire in his heart. But Yuki's blood is just delicious and delicious...... And Ize's blood allows him to suppress more demonic nature, which seems to be a good medicine for levelE.
It is precisely because of this that Zero wants to get rid of Izawa even more.
He was afraid that one day, the boy who smiled at him would die in his arms.
"Do you think you're a monster too, and you think there will be a day when you will attack me and lose your mind and hurt me?" Izawa stretched out his right hand and slapped Zero on the shoulder, silently using his strength in his heart to pour into Zero's body. "Have you ever thought about it? If I care about you, and you misinterpret it as if I would abandon you for all sorts of outside reasons, it will make me feel that you have never taken me to heart. Someone who is desperately trying to help, but keeps pushing himself outward, does this practice care about his appearance?"
Confused by Izawa, Zero still insisted on his thoughts. He was determined that no matter what Izawa said, he couldn't hurt him because of himself.
Looking at Zero's stubborn back, Izawa smiled bitterly, "I know, even if it's Yuhime or the chairman, the person you never cared about is me." β
Zero Qiang held back the defense in his heart that wanted to break free from the mouth-
If this would allow him to leave safely, it would be misunderstood.
Obviously seeing the silence full of loopholes, Ize's eyes flashed with a sly light, and he continued to add fuel and vinegar: "That's right, I've only been with you for a few days, how can I compare to Yuki and the chairman? β
Zero shook his shoulders, still not moving.
"Before you drove me away, did you ever think about whose bedroom this is?" Ize simply took a dose of fierce medicine and poked at Zero's pain point, "If you want to go, you will go, won't you?"
Zero clutched the curtain with a stiff back, not because he didn't want to go out, but because he really didn't have the strength to move his steps. Just standing there had already consumed all his energy.
After waiting for a while, Izawa pulled the corners of his mouth, smiled secretly, and then acted seriously, "Okay, since you don't leave, I'll go!"
Pretty sure that Zero would regret it quickly, Izawa walked out of the dorm in a good mood. I plan to deal with some hidden dangers in the future during the period when I have zero figureout.
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"How long do you want to keep him in the day room?"
When Yuki, who had taken care of her wounds, was about to meet in the dormitory, a familiar voice suddenly sounded in the corridor where she was.
Is this -- cardinal?
The orange light shines through the next room, especially in the dimly lit hallway. There were constant voices of speech coming from inside.
"However, there is no precedent for moving from the daytime department to the nighttime department. The Black Lord Gray Yan said with one hand on his chin and pretending to be embarrassed.
"There is no precedent for this, Cone Zero can only be transferred to the Night Department......"
"What about Ze, how are you going to tell him then?" the Black Lord Gray Yan was the first to intercept the words and asked first, "Even if you really don't take him to heart, but for the sake of Yuki, you should be patient." β
Yuuki didn't hear their last words, and when she heard that Zero was about to turn to the night department, she turned around and ran down without hesitation.
She could understand what the cardinal said that it was natural for Zero, who had become a vampire, to enter the night department.
However, what kind of mood will Zero have when he hates the vampire to death......
How will she live without zero......
Yuki ran downstairs to Zero's dormitory, trying to go up but not daring to look up.
In the dark night, the girl's figure is slender and fragile.
*
Jiu Lanshu looked at Ize who suddenly pushed the door in, and frowned slightly.
"Was my brother surprised to see me?" Izawa nodded to the chairman with a smile, and waved at Jiu Lanshu, "Don't you want to see me appear at this time?"
Sit on the sidelines and watch the lively black master gray Yan lens shine brightly.
Does this kid really know?
"I don't want to talk about anything superfluous, and I won't interfere in any of your plans. I will not be a hindrance to you, and I will not be stingy if I can contribute to the harmony between vampires and humans. However, there is only one condition...... "Izawa lowered his eyes and couldn't see his expression clearly, "Leave the matter of zero to me, don't let him enter the night department." β
Jiu Lanshu didn't nod, but just looked at Ize with gloomy eyes, and his momentum was compelling.
Izawa chuckled unconsciously: "My brother wants to protect important people, can't I?" Don't worry, I won't let Zero hurt Yuki, swear by my life." β
The black lord Gray Yan interjected on the side, "I think Ze is very serious, Jiulan, you give him a chance." After all, you don't want Yuki to be snatched away by that person, do you?"
"If my brother still minds the incident of sucking Yuji's blood just now, you can rest assured. Ize's laughter was mixed with a hint of loneliness and desolation, "Zero has only sucked my blood, and Yuki has not been bitten at all. β
I don't know if it was the words of the black lord Gray Yan that worked, or Izawa's final confession. Jiu Lanshu really nodded in agreement.
After a symbolic greeting, Jiulanshu opened the door and left.
The rest of Izawa and the Black Lord Gray Yan looked at each other, and suddenly, Izawa chuckled, "Why is the chairman looking at me with a painful face?"
"Ze, I'm sorry. The black lord Gray Yan looked at Yi Ze seriously, with sincere guilt and distress in his eyes, "It's my dereliction of duty not to do anything for you, and to put you in this dilemma." β
Izawa's eyes widened exaggeratedly, and he burst out laughing, "Does the chairman think I'm still an infant baby? Or a girl like Yuki who needs a hundred times more care? What does my business have to do with you? Besides, I don't feel how pitiful I am." β
The Black Lord Gray Yan didn't seem to believe that Izawa really didn't care, so he just pretended to be strong, so he said again, "If there's anything you want me to help with, just look for me." β
Looking at the suddenly serious appearance of the chairman, who is usually mostly messy in convulsions, Izawa twitched the corners of his mouth very shamelessly.
Who will tell him, what is this kind of compassion and grief?
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Izawa, who was in a good mood, went back to bed, but found that Zero was not in the house.
Thinking about it, Izawa came up with an impossible possibility-
Zero can't really stand his own stimulation and wants to find a place to hide!
While running downstairs to find zero, I slandered in my heart: my heart is dark, I have lacked care since I was a child, and I really can't stimulate it!
It's just that I want to give him time to figure it out for himself, how can it backfire?
Walked quickly to the corner of the stairs where they had just met, and sure enough, they found Zero squatting there, moving from time to time.
The light in the hallway was dim, and only a vague outline could be seen. Izawa stepped forward and pulled him out without saying a word.
"Why? You think I'm an eyesore and finally want to leave, right? Something like that just happened, even if you want to leave, you should tell me, right?" Izawa pretended to be angry, but he was thinking about how to pull Zero back. "You're trying to make me feel guilty, aren't you?"
Zero was slightly stunned, and moved his eyes elsewhere at will, just not looking at Izawa, "No." β
"I don't want to say it...... Even though I've done a lot for you, you're still not willing to share it with me. Izawa lowered his head, his voice lowering, "That's right, what qualifications do I have to ask of you." β
"Ize, listen to me, I'm not trying to hide it from you. The flat voice set off a hint of urgency.
"What's that?" Izawa looked straight at Zero, and this time he must not let Zero run away.
"......" pursed his lips and still didn't say.
Izawa saw it in his eyes and frowned secretly.
Still doesn't work? Didn't let Zero let down his guard and fully accept him?
Inadvertently, seeing Zero's unnatural hands behind his back, thinking of the previous incident, Ize didn't care about forcing Zero to comply. He walked over and took his hands to see if there were any hidden wounds.
I didn't see any scars, but I was surprised to find that my hands were full of black things.
If you look closely, it turns out to be the chocolate that fell to the ground at that time.
At this moment, a different feeling suddenly surged in Izawa's heart. Astringent and warm, the sun seeps into every inch of skin, every pore, and it has never been more comfortable.
Suddenly, I wanted to hug Zero.
Thinking so, Izawa did the same.
I thought he wouldn't understand himself and turned around and walked away.
Originally, he had planned to curry favor with him in every possible way to retain him, as he had done in previous lives.
And now, this man turned out to be even more gentle than he had imagined.
Brain made up zero while he went out and came here secretly. In the dim light of picking up all the chocolates one by one, Izawa raised the corners of his mouth slightly.
Thanks...... Didn't misunderstand him.
It's a good feeling.
For a long time-
"I'm sorry. β
"Huh?" Izawa was stunned, not understanding why he had suddenly changed the subject.
Zero's hand rested on Izawa's injured forehead, but the bandage was already a little wet from the blood-soaked wound after a simple bandage.
After thinking for a moment, Izawa remembered that it was the place where he had been injured by Jiulanshu this morning. Because Zero was in a hurry to find Yuki at that time, he didn't take the wound on his head seriously, and now the wound is cracking open and oozing blood again.
"I'm sorry. Zero apologized once again. "Your injuries don't look good. β
I felt the fingers on my forehead that were carefully touched, and looked at the deep apology in Zero's eyes. Izawa was slightly stunned, and gently raised the corners of his mouth.
Do you apologize for forgetting your wound in order to find Yuuki in a hurry?
How can this person be so cute?
"Huh. The head resting on Zero's shoulder trembled slightly.
"What are you laughing at?"
"It's nothing, just thinking that there are a lot of people saying sorry to me today. Just now in the office, when Jiu Lanshu passed by him, he whispered this to him. It's as light as a gust of wind, and it blows away.
"Huh?"
"It's not a big deal, let's go back to sleep. Ah, I'm so sleepy!"
Pulling Zero back, in fact, Izawa didn't tell him that apologizing is the most meaningless way to express apologies.
Only people who can't do anything and can't make up for the mistakes they have made will say sorry.
He was really disgusted by this sentence and couldn't be more disgusting.
So, Zero, don't tell him I'm sorry, he doesn't want him to be sorry.
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