Chapter 31: A Childhood Joke
"Brother Yang Tian! Do you say that we are going to be separated when we grow up, I really can't bear to be Brother Yang Tian! Xiaoqin, I want to be with you all the time! Every time I encounter something unhappy, as long as I see Brother Yang Tian, I feel that no matter how big the difficulties are, I can be solved, and I feel very secure. That time, Du Xiaoqin said to Yang Tian.
Listening to his sister Du Xiaoqin's words, Yang Tian was still very happy. It's just that Yang Tian knows that he will eventually be separated from Xiaoqin when he grows up, although he is a little reluctant to this little girl, but he can't say what will happen at that time.
Chatting can only promise in my heart that no matter how far away from Xiaoqin is in the future, I will strengthen communication with Xiaoqin, and I will not snub Xiaoqin, I will always be the good brother who can shelter Xiaoqin.
"Xiaoqin, your words, my brother is so heartwarming to hear, I am also very happy, I hope to have a sister like you to make me love, but sooner or later one day we will be separated. I don't know what kind of ideals you want to be when you grow up, what kind of person you want to become, what kind of person you want to marry? Or after a long time, when you have a family and a career, will you forget your brother. When he was a child, Yang Tian asked softly while gently stroking Du Xiaoqin's head.
This is the person he loves day and night, and Xiaoqin is also very sticky to Yang Tian. After listening to Brother Yang Tian's words, Xiaoqin gave her own answer without thinking. In Xiaoqin's heart, she had never considered separating from Brother Yang Tian. The idol in my mind has always been my brother Yang Tian.
This person always protects himself from the slightest harm from all sides, whether in a crisis or in a peaceful life.
"Brother, Xiaoqin, I, when I grow up, I will definitely find someone who is willing to protect me like you, after all, brother, you are my closest person, if you can't do it, just marry my brother! I definitely won't dislike my brother, I don't know if you will dislike me when you come, brother." After all, in my heart, I have always been my brother's oil bottle, in fact, I don't want to be your drag many times, and I also hope to be able to solve things with my own efforts. Xiaoqin looked at Yang Tian with big eyes every time and said seriously.
And at this time, Yang Tian generally didn't care. After all, they are still young now, and Yang Tian just thinks that Xiaoqin is talking and playing, after all, children will rely on their brother very much.
The world of childhood is generally beautiful and simple, not as complex and changeable as the world of adults. People often miss the time when they were young as they grow up, but after all, it is the years that can never be returned.
Many of the dreams and vows of childhood will eventually be washed away by the long river of time, and there will be nothing. And the vows and agreements that can remain unchanged in the long river of years are indeed very rare.
A trivial word, a seemingly absurd agreement was never thought of, but Xiaoqin took a lifetime to realize.
This is something that Yang Tian obviously didn't expect, it turns out that a person's sincerity and affection can last so long, and he will not waver after a long time.
On the contrary, he lived as he hated, and he was muddy and dark all day long. A little disease-free ** feeling, not enterprising. This is the true portrayal of Yang Tian in his previous life.
Don't care about the consequences of doing something, do it boldly with confidence, and have no regrets even if you fail. As long as it is something you like, something you love, even if it takes ten or twenty years, it is worth it.
On the contrary, to spend some time on meaningless things, even if it is only for a brief moment, is a waste of life, irresponsible to oneself, irresponsible to others.
Yang Tian will obviously not repeat the mistakes of the past and live as the person he hates. In this life, Yang Tian will no longer be indecisive, he will do what he wants to do recklessly, even if he can't succeed, then he must learn from the experience of failure, and try again and again until he reaches the other side of success.
Regarding the past of Yang Tian and Du Xiaoqin, as long as Yang Tian thinks about it, he will feel very warm now. It turns out that someone likes it, and it feels good!
What Yang Tian didn't know, in fact, the person he had always liked in his heart was Xiaoqin, but he was hidden very deeply, and he had never been discovered by himself.
Occasionally, one or two excavations were also decisively forgotten by themselves because of their own unbravery. You must know that liking your sister is not supposed to be, even if she is a sister who is not related by any blood, Yang Tian is not willing to endure other people's discussions.
This can only be said to be Yang Tian's wishful thinking, if Yang Tian was so brave at the beginning, he would have no regrets, and Xiaoqin's life would not be ruined.
A sister who is not related by blood, even if she likes it, so what, she can be together. Others will not be as pointed out by Yang Tian at all, and others also have their own things to do, and they will not care about these at all. It can only be said that Yang Tian is a little narcissistic, and what he thinks is so important, but in the eyes of others, Yang Tian is not so important.
Maybe it's because Yang Tian couldn't let go of his previous life and didn't dare to reveal his true heart, so that an infatuated person would be scarred and bruised all over his body.
Yes, I don't like Xiaoqin, it's just that I used to treat her as my sister, but slowly Yang Tian found that he had some different feelings for Xiaoqin, but he kept avoiding it.
I agreed that as long as I found someone I liked, I kept thinking that she would forget Xiaoqin, but this obviously can't completely forget someone.
This world is like this, the more you want to quickly forget the things you don't want to talk about, it will appear in your heart again and again, and so on.
Many things can be wiped out through time, but feelings and memories that are unforgettable and deliberately want to escape are never washed away by time.
In the previous life, every time Yang Tian wanted and was about to completely forget Xiaoqin, Xiaoqin would inadvertently break into Yang Tiandi's mind, which made Yang Tian very distressed, and later, Yang Tian endured this extremely uncomfortable thought alone until he was thirty years old, even after Yang Tian got married, he was not able to forget Xiaoqin.
Life is like this, people who can treat the earth sincerely can never be easily forgotten, time can not erase all memories, those who have experienced the erosion of time and clear memories are your most real and precious memories, whether it is joy or pain.
As Xiaoqindi continues to grow up, Yang Tian can only transfer his inexplicable feelings for Xiaoqindi, as the saying goes, rabbits don't eat grass next to the nest, how can they fall in love with Xiaoqin, this is absolutely impossible, although they are not biological brothers and sisters are not related by blood, but they can't pass the hurdle in their hearts.
Yang Tian has always regarded Xiaoqin as his own sister, and suddenly had such thoughts about Xiaoqin, Yang Tian didn't dare to say it to anyone, so it would cause regrets in his previous life for life, and the result was also a big reason why Yang Tian couldn't look directly at his own center!
If Yang Tian could show the courage and courage of a man at that time, why would he regret it for the rest of his life.
Looking at Du Xiaoqin, who was still the girl from before, without the slightest change, Yang Tian's eyes couldn't help but moisten a little, whether he was moved or because this girl was not worth it, how much he wanted to say "I love you" to Xiaoqin at this time!
It's just that it's not allowed now, I definitely can't say it first, and if I don't let Du Xiaoqin lose her mind, she will definitely lose her mind and snuggle up to her side, it will be difficult to separate in the future, and it may affect each other's learning.
Yang Tian is not worried about himself, he has this and that ability, he doesn't have to think about the exam and won't do the questions, Yang Tian is worried that Du Xiaoqin will not study well because of his relationship, that is, he has harmed Xiaoqin's life.
In the previous life, he had already harmed Xiaoqin all his life, and in this life, he said that he could not harm Xiaoqin again, and that kind of thing must not happen.
Now Di Yangtian's eyes are full of love for Du Xiaoqin, and Du Xiaoqin is naturally aware of it, but he feels that his stupid brother has finally opened his mind.
It's just that Du Xiaoqin still has a little regret, I don't know when Brother Yang Tian will be able to tell his mind, you must know that although there is only a veil between love and speaking, it can change the fate of a lifetime.
There are many people who are obviously in love with each other, but they don't express their hearts, and they wait until they die without results.
After experiencing the events of his previous life, Yang Tian naturally couldn't let this happen to him, Yang Tian decided that he couldn't live like this anymore, he had to change himself, otherwise what was waiting for him was still the fate of the previous place.
For the sake of yourself and for a better future, you must change yourself and do something that is not beneficial in a short period of time and something that you know is good but dare not do it.
In this life, I definitely can't find a wife until I'm thirty years old, I have to become strong.