Chapter 486: Visiting Mother
"Okay, thank you, teacher, I will definitely take good care of my body, I will definitely not miss this year's graduate exams, and I will definitely not miss your expectations. ”
"Actually, you don't have to be too polite, the people in your family have already thanked me, so you don't have to be too polite. ”
I was completely stunned for a moment, have the people in my family thanked me? At present, only Luo Jin is left in my family, has the other party already seen Zhao Yijun and the two of them have already met?
Could it be that the purple rabbit head tied to the tree just now was a real purpose that Zhao Yijun told himself.
In fact, I really don't want to tell the other party too clearly, for Luo Jin, I haven't seen him until now, he has been busy with things, that is, he has met the two of them, anyway, Luo Jin will not be indifferent to my robbery this time, what kind of request is there, he will never care too much about me.
But I never expected that he would actually meet Zhao Yijun.
"123, in fact, I think the people in your family are very concerned about you, and ask a lot about some things in school, such as how are your grades, how do you get along with your classmates, which of your subjects is your strength, which subject is not your advantage, and which of your best friends do you like the most in school, what kind of food you usually eat in the cafeteria, and do you have the habit of living in school? ”
I was stunned, I didn't expect Luo Jin to talk to him at all, it was like a parent investigating his own child, whether any of them could get into trouble at school.
I find it really funny.
Zhao Yijun paused and continued.
"Actually, your family also said that I didn't expect to encounter such a situation so close to the school, and I hope that our school will ask for more security in the security area, and a device can protect more safety for students. Think about how well your home is facing you, so if you wait for you to get better, you come to my office, and I will communicate with you about this happening, and in the future, we will try our best to protect the safety of every student in our school. ”
"Thank you very much, teacher, if I get better, I will call you as soon as possible and come back to the office to find you later. ”
"Then you should take care of your body, everything is focused on your body, don't worry too much about learning this aspect of things, and wait until you get better, okay? Okay, goodbye. ”
"Okay, goodbye, teacher!"
I finished talking to him about the official language, and I already knew a lot of it, or a kind of secret conversation between us, in fact, the other party already knew each other.
This is the tacit understanding between me and him, or in order to prevent our phone call from causing misunderstanding by others, we can only communicate in secret in this way.
After taking a shower, I changed into clean pajamas and felt a lot better, because after a day and a night of sleep, my body recovered quickly.
When I got back to the bedroom, I saw that there were still some pills and a piece of water on the table, and there was a bowl of millet porridge, I picked it up and looked at it, and it turned out that these things were ordinary normal antipyretic tablets.
Maybe I slept really heavily last night, because I was really tired, and when Aunt Liu's abortion came in, I didn't know at all, maybe Aunt Liu had arranged for these fever reducers to be placed here.
Although the whole state has recovered a lot, but the whole state of the person is still very tired, I really don't know why, after this blow, my body and mind feel very tired, people have a very trance and haggard look, no matter how can I get up my spirits.
I let out a long yawn and lifted the quilt and was about to go to sleep again, when suddenly I noticed a hair on my pillow, black and thick, and short.
I looked at the hair in a daze, if I guessed correctly, he should have entered my room, when he came into my room, when he was lying on this couch with me, I didn't feel it at all.
My sheets are basically changed every day, but it is obvious that this hair must be somebody, definitely not mine, and I feel a pounding heartbeat in my heart, when will he come home and not take a picture with me.
I immediately picked up the phone and called Luo Jin.
It was Xiao Dao who answered the phone, maybe he was busy with something else, Xiao Dao went straight to the point: "Miss, you should be sleeping at this time, now the young master is busy with work, it is inconvenient to answer your call now, I can tell you what you have to do." ”
"I don't need to tell him, I want him to call right now, and I said right away. ”
Xiaodao was not shaken at all, especially for a person of my status, how could he listen to my words, although his attitude was still so fair, but it was obvious that he was refusing.
"The young master is busy with other things, if there is anything, you can just tell me directly. ”
I remember hanging up the phone fiercely, and I suddenly felt that many things were really completely different from what I imagined, and I had a feeling of despair in my hands, why would it appear in my life.
Why would you use this way to directly and unceremoniously enter my whole life, and you are rejecting me?
I suddenly had a kind of ignorance, just put on my clothes and walked out with the door open.
I saw Aunt Liu directly in the stairwell, he was making this millet porridge for me, and he had already brought it up, and I was very startled when I came out now, and I couldn't help but ask me worriedly.
"Miss, I was about to bring this millet porridge to you into the room, why did you come out, it was very windy outside, you are not in a very good state now, you must not go outside, and your current situation will lose your temper if the young master knows about it." ”
"Leave me alone, I want to walk outside. ”
"Miss, do you want to call the driver right now, where do you want to go and send you there like this? It's chaotic outside, and it's already night. ”
"I said don't ask anyone to send me, I'll just take a taxi, I told you, don't care about me anymore!"
I've suddenly become a little annoyed, I'm so much at the management of others, maybe I should be grateful to Dade, maybe maybe I don't know what to do.
But I always felt that I was a kind of bird in a canary, and my every move was clearly understood by them.
I was so angry that I felt suffocated.
Aunt Liu was still worried, as if she didn't dare to make any judgment on this matter, but she just talked about these reasons.
"Miss, the young master has already ordered, don't go out at night, and your body has just recovered, no matter what, if you go out, you don't need to be arranged by the housekeeper, the car will be sent to your destination, otherwise what will happen at that time, how to explain to the young master, isn't it good for us to be subordinates?"
"When did he distribute this content to you?"
Aunt Liu was obviously stunned for a moment, and immediately replied: "The young master has been talking to us about this for several days, so no matter what, Miss Xing, can you not be so willful anyway?"
"What time did Luo Jin come home last night?"
Aunt Liu avoided my eyes for a moment, and said with a smile, maybe she didn't dare to make any answers.
"Miss, I didn't know very well last night, I happened to go to my grandson's place last night to check on the situation, and I didn't know when the young master came back. I probably haven't been back. ”
"Forget it, you immediately ask the driver to arrange the car, and I will go out immediately. ”
Actually, I didn't really want to go out, I actually really thought, I don't know what the outside world is like, I always feel like I want to breathe fresh air.
I don't want to stay in this house, I think I'm going to go crazy if I stay here.
All these people said they were deceiving me, they were hiding from me.
After I got into the car, the driver asked me respectfully.
"Miss, I will be at your service wherever you need to go, where do you want to go now?"
I suddenly found out that this driver is not the original pick-up, my old driver to the school has been replaced by a new person, this driver is Luo Jin's driver, I don't think this person knows why, anyway, I don't know him, or I don't know him very well, I just know that his surname is Liu, usually silent, but what, the vision is really the same as a knife.
I never expected this to happen.
"Please take me to the hospital to have a look, you should know the hospital I said, it's my mother's. ”
I haven't been to the hospital to see my mother for a while, but I actually visit my mother every month, and if I come secretly or too often, I will be punished by the stay, and I will feel that I regret doing a lot of things.
He asked me not to see my mother more than three times a month.
The rest of the time I would go to see it secretly, watching my mother carry him, but I knew that there were some things that I couldn't blatantly look at my mother in front of him, and I couldn't offend him, and if I offended him, I couldn't afford it.
But today I went to see my mother so blatantly, I wanted to fight him, I wanted him to punish me, I wanted him to yell at me.
Or maybe I just want to break with him face to face.
There's one last chance this month, so I'm going to use it anyway, or I won't miss it.
I have the guts, but for the sake of my mother, we have to compromise on many things.
When the car drove into this hospital.
I am very scared in my heart, this hospital will always be like this, full of disinfectant water, always white, making you feel a life and you are getting farther and farther away.
I came to my mother's ward, my mother's ward is still very clean, 4 weeks full of sound nurses with instruments, after I have settled my mother well, my mother has been sitting in this car, her eyes are very swollen, my mother has been in this state since the stroke, I never know what year it is.
I sat next to me with my hands in my hands, and I was very sad and uncomfortable when I saw my mother's appearance, because my mother's appearance really had too many waves, because there were too many stories in it, and there were too many traces of me in this story.
"Mother, I'm 123, I've come to see you, are you okay now? Do you know? Mother, I've been missing you, every day. ”
Mother looked at her in silence, he didn't know what was going on with these things, or if his world had already collapsed.
There was only a void left in his world, and I don't know when he will recover.
But I still regard my mother as the only kind of dependence in my heart, and I still believe that my mother can understand my every word and every confession.
"Mother, I have always been very good, I am very good in school, I just took the exam last time to be a translation translator school, and soon came to recruit, I quickly passed the graduate exam, I may choose a foreign school, but what, mother, I will not go, because I am reluctant to you, when I earn enough money, I will take you abroad, where the medical conditions are very good, let's go there to introduce an advanced medical condition, okay?"
"Mother, no matter what, I will definitely study hard, get this graduation certificate as soon as possible, after the graduation certificate, I will find a good job, no matter what, I will be able to do multiple jobs every day, I work during the day, I can do part-time work at night, and then I will definitely arrange you to do it in a good place, and my mother and daughter can finally be united." ”
"Mother, you have to live a good and strong life, have you ever encountered an unhappy place recently, is the doctor here kind to you? Is your food good, if you think it's not good, can you nod to me? Mother, do you know? I love you very much, I'm sad, I'm sad, how I want to cry in front of you." ”
I said a lot that night, I don't know why I said my mouth was dry, most of it was me editing beautifully.
I said that I thought my mother would hear everything I said, and I edited a wonderful world for her to let her know that I was living a good life and that I was happy.
He didn't have to worry too much, and the only thing I could do was comfort my mother and take care of him in such a cheap way.
However, my mother still did not answer my question at all, because the doctor had told me many times that my mother's brain cells were dead and irreversibly awake, even though she still had a heartbeat.
But this life, forever, can only be maintained by these abandoned systems of life.
If these instruments are unplugged, unplugged or a switch is pressed, the mother will immediately disappear with the turn off of these instruments.
Maybe there may really be only one person in this world, and it is really just that I can be so close to my mother, my only relative in this world, I don't take care of my mother, who takes care of my mother.
And I wear a deep sense of guilt for my mother, every day I live I live for my mother, I learn from the devil between Luo Jin, all this is for my mother, if there is no this issue.
I have long followed my mother and I am gone, I will not let myself follow Luo Jin so gloomily.
I sat in my mother's room for a long, long time until it was very late, and the doctor came and gave my mother a nutrient solution and said hello when he saw me.
"Miss 123, have you come to visit your mother again? Your mother is actually recovering, although she doesn't understand what you are talking about, but you have to believe that some things are in the dark, maybe you may understand or may not understand. ”
I smiled at him, I knew that Miss Nurse was just comforting me, and I knew better than anyone else that my mother was irreversible.
"Thank you, Miss Nurse. ”
"Miss 123's bill on the 5th of this month is about to expire, but if there are a few medicines, we are going to call them from abroad, which may be more expensive than usual, of course, the doctor is asking you if you want to increase the amount of these drugs, so if you use these drugs, it may have a better effect on your mother's usual measles, because after all, summer is coming soon. ”
"Okay, Miss Guo, please tell the doctor that all these drugs should be used on my mother, and I will send this bill here on time on the 5th, thank you for taking care of my mother all the time. ”
I also stood up after the nurse left, and I looked at my mother's haggard eyes, and I could only say to my mother lightly.
"Mother, I will come over next month, you can rest assured, there is a day when I am here, you will be in this day and all this will not fall, everything will become the past, our mother and daughter still have to see the sea, and we have to face the sea, spring is blooming, I promise you. ”
Every time I walked back from the hospital, I really didn't want to go home, I really felt like I was really tired.
Every time I come home, I am reminded of a lot of unbearable memories, which are like a kind of heart-rending that makes me miserable, makes me unable to sleep, and makes me unable to sleep.
I ate some food out and I didn't want to go home and eat anything at all, I just wanted to bring a little more and more with me when I was out and I could touch him less.
Luo Jin's driver is a very responsible person, he just does what I ask, he won't ask me a word, I will go home directly after eating, because probably many things he has already explained by Luo Jin, he will not go to the thunder pool.
But I also want to go to the mall.