Chapter 23: Chu Ci and Gu Zhizhou hugged each other on the cover of the magazine
The sixth day of the Lunar New Year.
Chu Ci sat in the recliner with his hands on his knees, Xiao An in the crib was already asleep, and the room was silent as if time had stood still.
Since the 100-day banquet, Chu Ci has often stayed like this all day, even if he has a little reaction, it is because Xiao An is crying non-stop, and the confinement sister-in-law invited by Gu Zhizhou can't take it.
Gu Zhizhou bought some fruit and came over, and when he saw Chu Ci looking out of the window in a daze, he shook his head, his eyes full of distress.
Gu Zhizhou walked over and came to her side, Chu Ci didn't notice it at all, she was immersed in her own world.
"Xiao Ci, I heard Sister-in-law Lin say that you have a bad appetite, I bought some fruit, do you want to taste it?"
Chu Ci's eyes flashed slightly, he fixed his mind and shook his head.
Gu Zhizhou couldn't stand it, and said with hatred: "Xiao Ci, you can't keep giving up on yourself like this, you should live better, let them see, you Chu Ci will not be defeated by anything, your life has just begun, you think about your children." ”
The last sentence of "child" made Chu Ci's eyes shine, tears.
Chu Ciqiang held back the tears rolling in her eyes, no one could understand the pain of her frantically missing her children day and night, and no one would understand the heartbreak of her five years of youth and her heartfelt feelings being trampled under her feet.
Looking at the tears in the corners of Chu Ci's eyes, Gu Zhizhou couldn't bear it, and eased his tone: "Xiao Ci, I'll take you out for a walk and relax." ”
Chu Ci knew that Gu Zhizhou was for her good, so he finally changed his clothes and went out.
The cold wind blows the brain, and the person is a little sober.
Now Chu Ci can express his meaning in simple sign language, Gu Zhizhou has been with her for a long time, and he can understand it, sometimes with a look, a move, he knows what Chu Ci is thinking and what he wants to do.
Gu Zhizhou took Chu Ci to the crowded pedestrian street, he wanted Chu Ci to feel the breath of life, trying to inspire Chu Ci's confidence in life.
It was a little cold, Gu Zhizhou bought two cups of hot milk tea and handed them to Chu Ci: "It's not cold in the palm of your hand." ”
Chu Ci was stunned, only if you really love someone, you will think about everything thoughtfully, and you can't wait to give each other the warmth of the world.
Chu Ci also always remembered Gu Zhizhou's declaration to Tang Qing on the day of the 100-day banquet.
Chu Ci looked at the man in front of him, his eyes were full of love and tenderness when he looked at her, which she had never seen in Tang Qing's eyes, and she also knew that as long as she turned around, Gu Zhizhou was behind her, waiting silently.
The tip of Chu Ci's nose was sour, she couldn't give Gu Zhizhou the love she wanted, she gave all her love to Tang Qing, after several years of dedication and lingering, it was him in her mind, it was him who gave her warmth in the winter night, it was him who made her go home early, and for more than a thousand days and nights, she sat in the deserted living room and waited for him night after night.
The secrets she carefully kept in her heart were all his.
He was the one who left her in tears.
It's Tang Qing.
The memories of the past were replayed in my mind, and tears fell.
Gu Zhizhou looked at Chu Ci, who was crying silently in front of him, and he knew that she was thinking about that person again.
Gu Zhizhou sighed, stretched out his hand and hugged her: "Take your time, time will allow the wound to heal, I will accompany you for another walk." ”
Gu Zhizhou's tall body hugged her petite body and blocked all the wind and snow for her.
Not his taste, Chu Ci closed her eyes, but she seemed to smell the breath on Tang Qing's body, the familiar breath was a good medicine, she sucked greedily, couldn't help it, and raised her hand to put it on Gu Zhizhou's waist.
Chu Ci's response made Gu Zhizhou's heart happy, his body stiffened, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
The two hugged each other on the street, with pedestrians coming and going, and the snow was flying all over the sky, as beautiful as a painting.
There was a click, and neither of them knew that this scene had been filmed.
The photographer was overjoyed, and after several days of standing guard on the streets, he finally got the material he was happy with.
Looking at the two people hugging each other in the camera, he smiled and hurriedly sent a message to his friend: "I already have the cover of the next issue, I'll send it to you when I get back." ”
Chu Ci took a deep breath, a rare smile appeared on his face, and left from Gu Zhizhou's arms.
She walked forward, holding the milk tea he gave, her palms were warm, and her heart was already empty.
Gu Zhizhou trotted to follow, and the figures of the two shuttled through the lively streets and alleys.
Passing by a wedding dress shop, Chu Ci suddenly stopped, and his eyes fell on a white wedding dress in the display case.
"Xiao Ci, do you like it?" Gu Zhizhou walked up to her.
Chu Ci shook his head, not that he didn't like it, but it was just a subconscious action.
A year ago, when Mu Qingwan didn't come back, he asked the same thing, and she shook her head at the time.
At that time, it was not that she didn't like it, but she didn't believe that she could wear a wedding dress and marry the person she liked.
Chu Ci withdrew his gaze and continued to walk forward.
Walking around outside and seeing the hustle and bustle of the city, she was in a much better mood.
The two had a hot pot, Gu Zhizhou sent Chu back to the hotel, and he went to the hospital when he turned around.
Gu Zhizhou couldn't eat hot pot, but in order to make Chu Ci happy, he kept holding back.
Gu Zhizhou, who was lying in the hospital for infusion, did not forget to tell Sister-in-law Lin to take care of Chu Ci and Xiao An.
A woman in a white coat walked in, put down a piece of white porridge, and spoke unceremoniously: "Senior brother, for a Chu Ci, you really worked hard, she doesn't have you in her heart, is it interesting to be sentimental?"
"It's like a feast. Gu Zhizhou was not angry, and said with a smile: "Qingqing, when you meet the person you want to be with for the rest of your life, you will understand." ”
Ruan Yuqing frowned slightly, with a cold iceberg face: "You eat it yourself, I still have patients." ”
in the hotel.
Chu Ci accompanied Xiao An, Gu Zhizhou was right, she couldn't be decadent forever, she still had Xiao Ye, Xiao An.
Only by living a better life can she recognize her children.
Chu Ci started looking for a job, she can't speak now, and it's hard to find a job.
No matter how hard it is, she has to start over.
With hands and feet, she can't trouble Gu Zhizhou all the time.
After Chu Ci figured it out, he went to the street to find a job, even if he was a waiter, he had to be self-reliant.
Chu Ci was rejected by several in a row, passed by a small newspaper kiosk, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a magazine cover on a magazine stand, and was stunned.
On the cover, she and Gu Zhizhou hugged on the street that day.
Why did she and Gu Zhizhou get on the cover of the magazine?
Chu Ci paid for the magazine, and when he saw the photographer Lin Feng printed on the cover, he felt that the name was a little familiar.
Chu Ci immediately took the magazine and looked for it according to the address of the company where the magazine was published.
This issue of the magazine sold well, and Tang Qing's secretary went into the office with a stack of magazines to replace the old ones on the shelves.
After Tang Qing finished processing the documents, he looked up and caught a glimpse of the scene of Chu Ci and Gu Zhizhou hugging each other on the cover of the magazine, and his eyes sank: "Give me the magazine." ”