Chapter 048: Is It Really Happy
"Heh, what you want to ask is whether he will marry you because he is pregnant, whether he marries or not, if he marries because he is pregnant, then I don't think this man is bad, why can't he say that he is married before he is pregnant, and then he is not pregnant?
"Say it, talk about it...... You guys, you don't want me to be good, why don't you want me to live a happy life, you haven't looked at him, why do you still conclude like this, you are not afraid of ruining my happiness, hard-won happiness, you are not afraid that you may not meet it in the future if you miss it, then you ...... You compensate me, stay with me!"
"What's the matter? Why do you still say compensation, what compensation, people, or happiness!"
Xu Yu said speechlessly, "People's words, definitely not, but you don't understand now, you will thank us in the future, as for happiness, not to mention, people can't do it, where is happiness, even if there is now, it is also stolen happiness, just like the time you want to grow up, in the end, it is still not grown up, the time to come is short, and happiness is the same, in the future, you may, it should be said that it is unlikely to feel happy, but now you are fascinated by feelings, just want to open up." ”
"No matter how you want to open, I want to be pregnant, give birth! How do you want me to be calm, how to be calm, even if it is stealing, anyway, we are happy now, and in the future, I believe that we are all happy and happy. ”
Xu Yu looked at the excited Xu Meng and couldn't help but shrug her shoulders, "Are you happy? Are you really happy? Don't say that you are likely to be pregnant now, even if you are really pregnant, you think he will marry you, absolutely impossible, if you marry, my Xu Yu's 'Xu' will be written backwards?"
"How could it be, he said, he said ......"
"He said that he said, always he said, why don't you come to what you say, what you say, why do you believe what you say in your life, do you have your own opinions, if you really love, don't you need to come here alone to make a wish? Do you need to do this? You make two people's wishes alone, how useful is it? Feelings are not something you say is good, and you say that it will be concluded, so many examples of life, don't you see? Why do you always deceive yourself, why?!"
Xu Yu said excitedly, and his fingers poked Xu Meng's neck from time to time.
Regardless of the eyes of others, the world seems to be just the two of them, and the excited two seem to want to distinguish between right and wrong at this moment!
"I didn't, I didn't, I didn't!" Xu Meng also shouted hysterically with excitement, and after shouting, he squatted on the bench on the side, hiding his face with his hands and crying.
It was as if the bench was like a school table, and the man was crooked on the ground, leaning on the back of the chair and crying, crying uncontrollably.
Xu Yu sighed, but she didn't want to, so dragging it made her sad, but Xu Yu, who came over, softened her attitude and said gently.
"Actually, you understand a lot of things yourself, why, I don't understand why you still have to deceive yourself, the stars of that day, I think you must have doubted, without doubt, there are no doubts, there is no communication with the stars, the stars speak or something, this can only show that you yourself have been doubting, reason tells you not to believe!
"I believe it, who said I don't believe it, I believe it!" Xu Meng's tone was also softened at this time, just with a crying tone.
"If you really believe it, do you need to ask me questions? Do you need the time of an adult? Ten minutes or an hour can only mean that you don't believe it, you don't believe it in your heart!"
"I believe, why do you say I don't believe it, don't I believe that I don't know, I don't ...... myself"
Xu Yu sighed, "Maybe you believe it, but reason is doubtful, your reason prevails, so there are those doubts, but your emotions are more guided and deceive you to believe, believe what he says, even if it is obvious." ”
Xu Yu got up and got down the moment he sat on the bench, squatted in front of Xu Meng, and looked at Xu Meng.
Xu Yu spoke earnestly, word by word, and said slowly: "If a person is really strong, he will not say that he is strong, and if a person is really happy, it is not that he talks about happiness, just like the people you have seen, there are a few drunk people who say that they are not drunk, and those who can really drink are shouting 'drunk, drunk', they are all covering up and being afraid." ”
Xu Yu paused, stroked Xu Meng's body that was decadent on the ground, tilted her head, *** her shoulder twice, and slowly continued, "You just don't want to face it, you need to face it, you need someone to pull you out to face it, these things are over, it's good to survive it, the boat will be straight to the bridge, and everything will pass...... Why bother thinking about those things all the time, it's good to be over, it's good to be over. ”
Seeing that Xu Meng's choked voice became smaller, but she didn't speak, looking dumbfounded, Xu Yu knew that she had acquiesced to some words, but she didn't want to say anything.
Xu Yu turned around, looked at everything around him and said: "This place, if I guessed correctly, it is that he brought you here, or you yourself really wanted to come, but he never came, just like your dream, you want to have him, then you have to have this idea with him, so that the dream can be realized, a dream is like a person's idea without identity, and it is useless to really agree in the heart."
At the same time, what I want to tell you is that no matter how many times I have been to such a place before, don't come in the future, I thought you would see him with me, but I didn't expect it to ......" Xu Yu meant that he thought that coming by car would be to see the boy, but when he came to make a wish, Xu Yu felt funny.
Xu Yu thought about it and smiled bitterly, and said: "Two people make a wish is romantic, one person makes a wish is lonely, even if you make an earth-shattering promise or wish, a person, a little powerless and helpless! Why don't you let go of yourself, it is meaningless to say again and again that happiness is meaningless, you can only deceive yourself at most, that's all, there is a saying, in psychology, the more people lack something, the more they want to show off? Think about this sentence yourself!"
Xu Yu means that Xu Meng's repeated talk about her happiness just shows that she is not confident in her feelings and the future in her heart, as well as a kind of self-paralysis of the boy and her own state.
Just like if a person is strong, then her words and deeds will let those who see her know that she is powerful, not what she says, and such a powerful person often does not say it herself, but others say it.
Her happiness is too, it's not that she's really happy!