Chapter 143: The Man in the Heart
Although Su Linwan himself understands a truth, that is, the living can never win the dead.
When Lu Yu'an heard Su Linwan's question, his brows furrowed slightly.
Seeing his expression, Su Lin didn't need Lu Yu'an to answer her question every night.
Because from his expression, Su Linwan already knew the answer.
"Okay, I see. ”
Hearing this, Lu Yu'an hurriedly spoke: "What do you understand? I haven't said anything yet, Su Linwan, you can't be so unreasonable, you can't start to be pampered and arrogant because I like you now." ”
Hearing this, Su Linwan couldn't help laughing, but her smile was more ugly than crying.
"Pampered and proud? I wish I had been pampered and proud, but now I can't even compare to a dead man. ”
Lu Yuan can actually tell lies to Su Linwan, but he can't use lies to deceive Su Linwan.
"Su Linwan, what do you want? Lin Yu is now dead, she wouldn't pose any threat to you in the first place, do you have to figure out these issues?"
Hearing this, Su Linwan raised her eyes and looked at Lu Yu'an with her watery eyes, and then said loudly: "Yes, I just have to figure it out, because if I don't figure it out, how long I stay by your side, I will feel that I have been a stand-in for how long." ”
Sure enough, I still can't get around the word stand-in.
But in fact, Su Linwan is so aggressive today because she loves Lu Yu'an very much, but if Lu Yu'an doesn't love her, she will turn around and leave immediately, and there will be no nostalgia.
"In that case, I don't want to lie to you, I like you now, and I want to live with you all the time, but it is undeniable that part of my heart is reserved for Su Linyu. ”
Lu Yuan didn't want to lie to Su Linwan, and he hoped that Su Linwan would understand his words.
After all, when Su Linyu had an accident, the two were already talking about marriage, and in Lu Yu'an's heart, Su Linyu still had a special meaning for him.
Hearing this, Su Linwan's eyes suddenly turned red.
Seeing this, Lu Yuan wanted to sit down and hug Su Linwan, but Su Linwan immediately waved his hand after seeing Lu Yuan's movements.
"You don't come here, we're just sitting there, but I want to know why?"
At this point, it didn't seem interesting for Lu Yu'an to hide it anymore, so he said: "Because Lin Yu has a special meaning for me, I became a pen pal when we didn't know each other, and she let me survive my simplest period, so I'm sorry I ......."
Hearing this, Su Linwan couldn't help it at all, she didn't think that the original reason was this, and she didn't want to listen to it anymore.
Because those things are not the secrets of Su Linyu and Lu Yu'an at all, but the secrets of her and Lu Yu'an, she is the one who was stolen from her life.
"Okay, I don't want to hear it, you don't have to say it, I'll digest these things slowly, but if you don't want to be with me, remember to inform me, I'll be separated from you. ”
After speaking, Su Linwan got up and left the study.
Looking at Su Linwan's straight back, Lu Yuan frowned and didn't know what he was thinking.
But after Su Linwan walked out of the study, Su Linwan collapsed.
Just now she knew that Lu Yu'an was looking at me, so she pretended to be very calm, but if there was someone in front of Su Linwan at this time, she could clearly see that Su Linwan's face was full of tears.
The moment she walked out of the study and went to the guest room, Su Linwan sat directly on the ground against the door panel.
Lu Yu'an sat in the study for a while before returning to the bedroom, but he searched all over and didn't see Su Linwan's figure.
Immediately, Lu Yu'an guessed that Su Linwan should be in the guest room, and after thinking about it, Lu Yu'an walked over.
I put my hand on the doorknob and tried to open the door of the guest room, but the inside was already locked.
Seeing this, Lu Yuan raised his hand and knocked on the door, and then said gently: "Lin Wan, are you inside?"
At this time, Su Linwan and Lu Yu'an were just a door apart, and Su Linwan, who was still in pain, raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face after hearing Lu Yu'an's voice, and after recovering his emotions, he said: "I will stay in the guest room tonight, I want to calm down by myself, I am fine, don't worry." ”
As soon as he heard this tone, Lu Yu'an knew that Su Linwan should be crying, so how could he not be worried.
Lu Yu'an didn't leave because of Su Linwan's words, but continued: "Then you have to open the door and let me take a look, so I can rest assured." ”
Of course, Su Linwan knew that her current state was not suitable for opening the door, so she shook her head.
But after doing this action, Su Linwan realized that Lu Yu'an would not see her movements at all.
So Su Linwan spoke again: "I'm really fine. ”
Said An, no matter what Lu Yuan said outside the door, Su Lin didn't reply at night.
In this way, how could Lu Yuan rest assured.
Immediately, Lu Yuan turned around and went downstairs.
Hearing the footsteps of Lu Yu'an leaving, Su Linwan's whole person began to feel sad again.
Mother Lin, where did you put the key to the guest room?"
In order to be able to open the door of the guest room, Lu Yuan went downstairs directly to find Lin Ma to get the key.
Hearing what Lu Yu'an said, Lin Ma probably also had a guess in her heart.
"Is there a contradiction? It's good to make a contradiction, Lin Wan is not an unreasonable girl, you two have to be good. ”
Hearing this, Lu Yuan nodded.
Of course, Lu Yuan knew that Su Linwan was not an unreasonable person, but she was a stubborn person.
For example, today's incident, she didn't listen to Lu Yu'an's explanations at all, and directly passed Lu Yu'an's explanations.
After a while, Mother Lin came out with a key.
"You guys have a good talk. ”
Hearing this, Lu Yuan nodded.
Walking to the door of the guest room again, Lu Yu'an said, "Lin Wan, you open the door, otherwise I will open the door and come in by myself." ”
Hearing this, Su Linwan immediately stood up from the ground, but she didn't open the door, but lay down directly on the bed, pretending to be asleep.
After waiting for a while and no one answered, Lu Yuan directly opened the door with the key.
Seeing the person lying on the bed, Lu Yu'an breathed a sigh of relief.
He walked to the side of the bed and said to Su Linwan: "Lin Wan, I don't know if you are pretending to be asleep or really asleep, but there are some things I still have to make clear to you, that is, the person in my heart is you now." ”