Chapter 17 (Beginning of the World+skip)

After Ritsu Onodera stepped into Izawa's original apartment, he had been in a state of fugue and had no response to anything he said. Dumbfounded, like a confused white rabbit.

Originally, all of Izawa's belongings were moved to Tsuruga Ren's house, and the large living room was even more empty. If it weren't for the fear of being found out about his relationship with Tsuruga-ren, he wouldn't have made an appointment with Ritsu Onodera here. The crisp voice echoed slightly, "Hey, the dot is going to be on your face." ”

Holding the utility knife in his hand, Onodera Ritsu's eyes slowly focused, looking at Izawa for a long time, and then the roots of his ears were slightly red, and he said slightly apologetically: "I'm sorry, it's me who got distracted." ”

"It doesn't matter, anyway, if the dot is crooked, the manuscript will be scrapped, and it's not a big deal. Izawa tilted his head, winked and smirked, "When the time comes, you can redraw it according to me." ”

Ritsu Onodera's mouth opened wide, and he couldn't have been surprised to please Izawa, and he laughed happily. "I still have brushes and paper here, so I don't have to worry about the materials. ”

"But...... I can't, I can't draw, and I didn't get very high marks in art classes when I was a kid. ”

Izawa looked at the little editor steadily, his face flushed, and fine sweat faintly broke out on his forehead, and he suddenly pointed at Ritsu Onodera, who was still in trouble, and laughed. He lay on his side on the ground, holding his stomach and shaking, and the uncontrollable laughter kept coming out, "Oh, no, how can you be so simple, haha, it's so funny!"

Ritsu Onodera, who wanted to understand, looked at Izawa who was rolling on the ground with an ugly face, and didn't know what to say about him.

"I said, what did you just think? Izawa finally held back a smile and leaned over to Ritsu Onodera from the ground, with a narrow light in his dark golden eyes, "It can't be love." ”

"You're talking nonsense!" Onodera Ritsu didn't think about it and began to retort, his face turned from pink at the beginning to fiery red, and the temperature could scald the eggs, "I...... I'm thinking about what's going to happen next in the manga. ”

"Oh. Izawa suddenly realized, but his voice circled many times and provoked upward, "I remember that this comic has ended, and the next plot, do you mean that you want to help me open another sequel?"

The clumsy lie was poked, and Ritsu Onodera wanted to dig a hole to hide himself, which was too humiliating.

"It turns out that our Ono has also begun to fall in love, come, tell me which beautiful woman it is, and I can also help you with the staff officer. With a playful expression, the two brothers patted their shoulders kindly.

was provoked by Izawa to bury the past buried in his heart, Onodera Ritsu was stunned, and tried to speak several times, but found that his throat was sore and he couldn't speak at all.

She is not a beauty at all, and she has no love network to fall into, let alone a staff officer or anything. In fact, if you think about it carefully, from the beginning to the present, it is all wishful thinking. Like a clown, following the man, secretly reading the books he has read, sitting in the seat he has sitted, walking the path he has walked, and always feeling that if it goes on like that, even if it is not understood and accepted, it will be satisfying to simply be obsessed.

But there is greed, there is the idea of wanting to go further. If you don't let go of the warmth that doesn't belong to you, you will undoubtedly be retributed. How good the beginning is, how cruel the ending will be.

His chase, his efforts, his joy, were all mere jokes to amusement in the eyes of the man.

In the end, he thought about it, and he let it go. After so many years of deliberate forgetting, I thought I would do better and more perfectly, but after walking around, I still returned to the original point.

It's just that he is even more wolf than then.

There is less courage and perseverance back then, and more hesitation and suspicion that I hate.

Ritsu Onodera took a deep breath, trying to calm the frenzy that had stirred up in his heart.

Perhaps, because there is still a trace of attachment and unwillingness...... Let him be a little sensitive at the moment.

Ritsu Onodera thought to herself, a little self-deprecatingly.

Now it seems that in the cognition of ordinary people in society, such feelings will not have good results. No matter how much effort and hope you put into it, you will not want to end it as you hope.

When he was in a daze, his hair was crumpled into a ball.

"Liking others is not a shameless thing, if you can't let go, you should take the initiative to fight for it, instead of feeling sorry for yourself here. The frivolity of the right person to flirt completely disappeared, and was replaced by a sincere and gentle smile" The editor-in-chief of Takano is not such an unkind person. ”

Onodera Ritsu looked at Izawa dumbfounded, his expression incredulous, as if he had seen a ghost.

How would he know? What did Takano say? He shouldn't be like that...... Who is that, or was that kiss on the couch seen by someone else?

Seeing Ritsu Onodera constantly changing his expression, Izawa snickered. Finally, his conscience found out: "Did he kiss you again?" or did he ......."

The tail note is long, for fear that others will not know his implication.

"No ......" Onodera Ritsu's face was simply a piece of red iron, as if he remembered something, hesitated for a long time, and finally gritted his teeth and said: "He is my first love, we ...... I've been dating for a while!

Next, under the inducement of Izawa, Onefifteen Ten explained the whole process of the two people exactly what. As he spoke, the lower his head became, the more he became, like a frustrated and inferior little animal.

"If I were you, I'd be happy. After listening to the story, Izawa had a really like this expression, and began to help Onodera Ritsu analyze it. "He obviously didn't forget about you. At that time, laughter was not the meaning of ridicule at all, it was the mood of being very happy that you liked him. You big idiot really misunderstood him. If he didn't care about you, he wouldn't tell you that he had changed his name. After all, wouldn't it be more fulfilling not to tell you the truth, to secretly trick you, and let you be aggrieved and still be kept in your bones?"

"Is that so?" Onodera murmured in disbelief.

If this is the case, it is too much to think.

"Don't believe me?" Izawa smiled mischievously and pulled his phone out of his pocket, "Why don't I make a call and make sure I tell you." ”

Saying that, really started to press the number.

"Don't!" Onodera Ritsu hurriedly grabbed it, with some panic and fear in his eyes, as if he didn't want the other party to know his attitude. "Please, Izawa, don't sue him. ”

"Why? Don't you like him? If you don't like it, you have to make it clear, he has rejected many suitors in recent years, and has been saying that he is waiting for a student lover, and everyone thinks he is perfunctory. ”

Rejected a lot of suitors? The lover of his student days? Are you talking about him? Onodera Ritsu inexplicably rose a warm current of pleasure in his heart, and the wasabi that had been going on for many years seemed to have dissipated a lot. But the hand was still blocking Izawa, "No, it's not like this......"

"Is that what you like?" Izawa insisted on asking about the other party's attitude, with a rogue expression that if you don't say anything, I'll call.

Under the strong questioning, Onodera Ritsu had no choice but to nod.

"If I had said it earlier, I wouldn't have wasted my time and energy. When Izawa saw that he was okay, he put down his phone and looked at Onodera Ritsu's cloud-like cheeks with a smile.

Unable to stand Izawa's inquiring eyes, Onodera Ritsu turned his head away, and found a topic to divert his attention in a panic, "How are the flowers you sent?

Izawa was obviously stunned, and then he seemed to lose his eyelids, covering the shimmer of playfulness at the bottom of his eyes. His fingers are white and slender, especially in the joints, round and beautiful, like the most delicate handicraft. Unconsciously clutching the mobile phone in his hand, his slender fingers were blue due to the emotional exposure, and he trembled slightly.

"He doesn't seem to like me very much. ”

I have to come up with some more ways to make Tsuruga Lian like herself.

"I didn't dare to tell him that I gave him the flowers and chocolates, for fear that he would get angry and misunderstand. But if I keep hiding it like this, I am very unwilling. I wondered if there was a way to get close to him that would make him feel some affection for me...... After that, I will sue him ......"

When he raised his eyes again, those dark golden eyes seemed to be glowing with water, and he looked at Onodera Ritsu aggrievedly, mixed with unspeakable sadness and depression.

For Izawa's sudden change, Onodera Ritsu was obviously a little difficult to adapt. He came back to his senses and said, "Don't be too anxious, maybe she just doesn't get used to it, take your time and let her accept you gradually." ”

"How?"

Ritsu Onodera racked his brains and thought that he didn't have much experience with girls either. However, don't they all say that girls like boys to be attentive and caring?

"It's very busy, so we don't usually have the opportunity to see each other. And he's a public figure, and it's inconvenient for me to follow him all the time, and I'll get him in trouble. ”

Sure enough, there was no time to gossip about which public figure it was, and Ritsu Onodera was eager to get Izawa to come over, "You can do some trivial things to make her feel that her life is your shadow, such as cooking some food, or housework, and help her do what she wants to do but can't do because of her identity." In this way, she will definitely be grateful to you and have a good impression of you. ”

"Cooking?" said Izawa, pondering.

Ritsu Onodera nodded affirmatively.

*

After returning home from the last announcement, Tsuruga Ren was shocked by Izawa's outfit.

The boy is wearing Doraemon's apron and clutching a ball of rice in his hand, and is trying to wrap it in nori and egg rolls. Crab roe and sashimi were thrown everywhere, and the seaweed was torn to pieces, and a small piece was still stuck to the collar. The boy was so busy with the things in hand that he didn't notice the sound of Tsuruga Ren closing the door. His cheeks were slightly flushed, there were some fine beads of sweat on his neck and side of his face, and there were still a few grains of rice stuck to his bangs, and he muttered: "This is too ugly, my brother will definitely not like it, well, it's better to eliminate it while he's not at home." ”

As he spoke, he threw the freshly wrapped sushi into his mouth, puffed up a large piece of his face, and chewed slowly like a small bun.

When Tsuruga Ren saw this, her amber eyes brought a hint of gentle affection.

Since Tsuruga Ren's position was blocked by a giant fish tank in the hall, Izawa didn't notice that there was one more person in the room.

He continued his work, eating it again and again, until he hiccuped, and then realized that he had eaten all the ingredients in the cooking. Scratching the back of his head, blinking his eyes, tilting his head and smiling, he said, "Forget it, let's make a tempura." ”

Turning around to get the ingredients, he suddenly stood in place again, and said to himself: "Do you want to cook the stuffing first, or wrap it before frying it?" There is no cooking oil at home, so I don't know if sesame oil is okay?"

Putting down the greens, he picked up the kitchen knife and thought, "Do you want to make a wooden fish flower soup......?" No fish. ”

With that, his eyes fell on the giant fish tank, and his eyes followed the swimming fish firmly. Perhaps the goldfish sensed a strong sense of crisis and hid in the rockery one after another, refusing to come out. A chubby red fat fish couldn't squeeze in, and its big tail swam outside, and it was still a little trembling.

The corners of Tsuruga Lian's mouth twitched, this kid wouldn't be beating their minds.

The author has something to say: It's been updated so late for Mao these days!

During the day, I don't have much work, and I come back late, so I'm really sorry.

Decide that you have to be early tomorrow and try not to make the cones wait too late.