Chapter 18 Enlightening Life
At this moment, on the way to the wedding stands, Ma Lili slammed down, shook her sweater collar with both hands, and she quietly found that the number on the * in her arms was also quietly receding minute by minute, and she couldn't help but say casually, "Damn, fortunately, time is still abundant!"
I couldn't care so much anymore, and the two balloons inside the indulgent bra loomed arbitrarily.
After that, Ma Lili ran in front of her daughter Tiantian without a head and a brain, and stopped decisively. Squatted down her graceful body and took a deep breath several times before she brushed her hair, revealing a look of helplessness, frustration and grievance. However, it is more about horror, worry, and care.
At the same time, there is also the amazement of young and old.
Because she and Xia Xiaoxue look the same person.
At this time, Ma Lili carefully hugged her daughter Tiantian tightly in her arms, but she couldn't cry anymore. But what can the child understand at this time? Only a sweet cry, "Mom." ”
Then, Xiao Tiantian hugged her mother's clothes tightly with her two immature little hands, and the tears in her handsome face also flashed with a little longing.
Grandpa Tian, at this moment, who can understand that just this mother, the sky has collapsed, and the earth has cracked......
But Ma Lili was silent.
She, the pain in her heart, the grievance, in front of her daughter Tiantian, the pain but she couldn't speak, she could only bite her upper and lower lips, almost bleeding, but she still had to endure the hidden pain that she shouldn't have.
Yes, over the years, Ma Lili regretted that she had lost too many things.
I'm afraid that in a lifetime, even she can't tell.
And he is a supermodel, but he has invisibly become a plaything in other people's crotch for a long time, and he has also become the best candidate for other people's revenge tools.
And this big villain is still his adoptive father Ma Nansheng when he was a child. Not only can I not raise my head when I have suffering, but I can't pour out the bitter water no matter how much I pour it, only like a stuffy gourd, endure those pains, fate will really make people!"
Obviously, at this time, Ma Lili was not only deeply sad, but also disgusted with life.
Now, she not only hates herself, the so-called biological "father" Ma Nansheng, who used Han Cheng's daughter Tiantian as a weight to threaten and force herself to take revenge on Brother Xiao Nan many times, but also deeply hates Ma Nansheng who left the village after burning down the Zhou family's carpentry compound and causing a tragedy, and changed his name to Fu Qiao incognito for many years, but he is still doing all kinds of evil and evil in many places.
became the black boss and became a "ghost master".
At this moment, she thinks like this, it seems that Ma Lili must also have too many unfortunate pasts in her mind, and those entangled grievances and hatreds are inextricably entangled, thinking about it is not only heartbreaking, but also heart-dripping.
Just think, I'm afraid that even if she wants to take the time to recuperate her body and mind, almost, she doesn't have this personal freedom. Not to mention doing her duty as a mother by her daughter's side.
Many times, she couldn't sleep at night. I want to complain, but I have nowhere to say, and I want to cry, but I want to cry without tears. Because, in many dark nights, she herself had dried her tears.
Especially in her sleep, no one knows how many nights Ma Lili wet the pillow and how many nights she always thinks that she is a child from the moon, the moon, is her own mother.
And this planet, but it is lonely and alone. When I woke up, I didn't even dare to expect the stars to do it.
Since she was a child, although there are many people around her who love her selflessly, the injuries she has suffered physically and mentally have always made her feel that there is no real relative in this world.
So, right now, Tiantian's fate is not like this.
I want to see that a child who can't find his mother, without his mother's love, is really like a fluttering grass in the world, and his fate is always so wavering, or, more likely, there is no inch of land and direction suitable for him to settle down. It even seems to be able to dry up and drift away at any time with the season. However, if you really want to grow up and become self-reliant in the wind and rain of the world, you must pay many times the hardships and efforts of ordinary people.
Because success belongs not only to those who are prepared, but also to those who are hardworking, kind, ambitious and courageous.
As Amicius said, to live alone, be strong, be brave, do not let despair and vulgar sorrow overwhelm you, and keep the great soul open-minded and calm in the midst of suffering.
Then, as some people say, courage really leads to heaven, and cowardice really leads to hell.
Of course, we must know that a person must be responsible, moral, hardworking, simple, leisure, and responsible, because China has many traditional cultural virtues since ancient times.
Then, our descendants must not discard it lightly.
At any time, an adult is an adult, a child is a child, and he abides by his responsibilities, or it is the return to the basics of the original goodness of human nature.
In fact, in this world, everyone is a mirror and a book. When we are in general, we are all shining on each other's lonely souls, and we are all lonely and silently describing and writing the colorful stories of our own stormy lives.
Which tube is brilliant or not.
Which tube is not fluttering.
After that, even though we are all readers, it is ourselves who really can't read in this life.
Then, in addition to the contradictions and confusions of life, our responsibility in the contemporary era is to only follow the path of beauty, and only inherit the beautiful things, instead of ganging up and acting for the tiger to create some innocent hardships and man-made disasters for the people of the world for no reason and senselessly.
A good person will not create thorns for others. It will only benefit others!
So, what is happiness?
Answer: Happiness is actually very simple, happiness is harmony, happiness is health, happiness is a cup of hot tea, happiness is a steamed bun; in fact, happiness is understanding, happiness is care, happiness is tolerance, happiness is freedom. There are many, many kinds of happiness around us in life...... But as long as it is beautiful and positive, it is happiness!
Happiness surrounds us all the time. As long as we can keep ourselves physically and mentally healthy, happy, clean and simple from time to time, that is the greatest happiness in our lives.
Because any kind of happiness usually comes from feelings.
Of course, as long as we know how to discover and give, happiness and joy belong to us.
At the same time, many people in the world are desperately hoping that this society will become more and more harmonious. It is also urgent to hope that all kinds of reforms and economic and people's livelihood security systems in various countries in the world will gradually evolve and improve. In that way, as our contemporaries, hosts, and new human beings, we can all have human rights and equal and fair life competition, and we can all be favored by the government's system of improving the basic security of people's livelihood, and we can live peacefully and harmoniously in this new new world.
Then, we should all cherish all the good life that we have in modern times.
We need to think about how important health and harmony are.
Because we are all lucky in this new era. All the more because any action we do today will directly affect generations, and even future generations.
Therefore, the responsibility of our contemporary life is to uphold all the positive energy in the world, and resolutely reject any negative energy breeding.
A few decades ago, many of our Chinese and foreign friends experienced the days of patches and patches of clothing, and even the food and clothing of three meals a day was probably a kind of luxury. What's more, recalling the troubled times of the ancient Jin Ge Iron Horse. Just imagine, those corrupt officials and corrupt officials, who were mediocre and unscrupulous, who preyed on the common people and brought disaster to the country and the people, not only harmed the bandits and thieves and the people, but also caused natural and man-made disasters, ruined lives, and devastated their eyes.
Looking at the present day, there are too many positive energy and new things that fully reflect the glorious development of the new society. Therefore, the people of the whole world must unite and resolutely resist any form of black terrorist criminals. Because, we all have to know that these good days are really hard to come by. Especially those beautiful social virtues, we should all be prepared, and we must let this kind of villain become a real street rat in this world, everyone shouts and beats, and there is nowhere to hide.
Of course, there are also those black-hearted tigers and flies, which are even more to be defeated.
Especially a sinister and cunning person like the ghost master will only plant thorns for others.
said that at this moment, in Ma Lili's mind, she was thinking back to the words that Xiao Nange had said to herself in the coffee rooms on both sides of Daming Lake. Suddenly, she felt that many of the fears that had arisen from the "concept of life and death" had been reduced in her heart. On the contrary, invisibly, it was Brother Xiaonan's words full of life philosophy that added a little bit of firm belief to the villains to fight to the end.
For this reason, Ma Lili is full of confidence.
After thinking about it, I couldn't help but muttered silently: "Fucking a ball, what kind of manan is born! What kind of ghost can you count as a few bears* in the arms of the old lady? Now, my aunt and grandmother are not afraid of anything! I am not afraid of others, but why should I be afraid of death? Even if you want to deal with the shrewdness and courage of Xiao Nange, it will be difficult to succeed. ”
Full of confidence and hope, Ma Lili's cheeks were instantly stunning with a sneer, and the corners of her mouth were sweet and sweet, with two traces of rebirth. From her beautiful face, two dimples appeared in an instant, which was very cute and very long-avoided.
The smiling appearance suddenly became so beautiful.
"Hmph, you dead girl, don't be happy too early! It's not certain that the deer will die?"
At this time, it is not difficult for careful people to see that the tall man wearing a very decent black trench coat in the hall is likely to be the evil demon lord today.
His appearance is a bit like the royal movie star Zhang Tielin.
However, at this moment, he was like a poisonous snake, secretly wandering around the hall strangely, flashing by.
In between, Ma Lili also secretly searched for him.
"Yes, Brother Xiao Nan is right, there is always a poisonous snake living in the heart of bad people, and from time to time they will plant thorns and inject venom into others. I hope I really don't become one of them. ”
While Ma Lili admired Xiao Nan in her heart, she was also more worried about the lives of everyone in and outside the hall.
So, Brother Xiao Nan's disregard for past suspicions, Brother Xiaonan's open-mindedness, Brother Xiaonan's forgiveness, and Brother Xiaonan's greatness made Ma Lili instantly a little more charming in her eyes of memory.
At the same time, it also made her feel in her heart again, and once again felt that Xiao Nan was indeed a good man.
"Alas, it's a pity that this boutique man will never belong to himself. Sometimes there are too many unfairness and too many regrets in this world!"
In the midst of the sigh, Ma Lili's face crossed a particularly lost expression.
In fact, people are like this, when pain and misfortune come, they always feel that fate is too unfair. But when happiness and happiness are around, they never ask the same question.
As a result, you can't really understand life.