Sorry, let's end the story here
I haven't given you a response in the past few days, but I'm actually giving myself time to think about it.
It's not that chapter 129 is not well written, and it was criticized by some book friends, so it was glassy. Flipping through the review area of my last book, it's basically a miasma, and my ability to bear it is probably okay.
The problem was myself, I had nothing left in my head and didn't know how to continue the story.
In fact, since I woke up that day and found that the evaluation of chapter 129 was not good, I haven't written a word until now, and I have been thinking about how to reverse this situation and how to solve it.
I sat in front of the computer in a daze, forcing myself to think and think, but for days I didn't have a clue at all.
It's like I'm in a dead end and can't get out, the plot is frozen in place, I can't push it at all, and I can't even think of how to develop, but whenever there is a solution, or if you need to rest and rest to be able to write, I just sent a leaflet to make it clear, it should be changed and the text should be changed, and it should be taken off to ask for leave.
So where did the problem begin?
I made full preparations for the plot at the beginning, and it was crafted out little by little, but after it was put on the shelves, the chase kept dropping, in order to catch up with the schedule, or in order to retain more people, in the case of insufficient preparation, increase the amount of updates, and then force yourself to write......
Then I fell into such a vicious circle, the writing became more and more coarse, and the characters that were finally erected began to become more and more pale.
Well, it's not a question of one...... But as long as there are follow-up ideas, or the state is normal, I will revise the text, or directly cross this plot, it will not be delayed. Now I just don't know how to solve it, I don't know how to push the plot, and I can't think of a solution is the biggest problem.
And the outline was changed by me halfway.,I don't remember that chapter.,Hand the dean the planning book there.,I want the Internet + League.,It's very enthusiastic when I write it.,After the blood is over, I start to feel uneasy.,It doesn't seem like I'm ready at all how to write this big plot?
moved the outline, couldn't fill the big hole of the league, the takeaway line dragged on for too long and couldn't end it, and the plot was framed in the school without a side line, which was scary, but I still had to continue to write it.
I'm too tired, I have to go to work when I open my eyes, start coding words between work, meal time codes, mobile phone codes on the way home from work, stay up late, get up in the morning and continue to code, from physical strength to mental overdraft...... I'm probably going to drive myself crazy.
In fact, it's been a long time since I've felt so good after writing a plot. About half a month ago, I knew that there was a problem, and I was anxious and couldn't find a solution, so I was tired and at a loss.
I'm not good at emotional dramas, I've always known this. So in the case of a plot, I won't be thankless to write an emotional drama. Then I suddenly wrote this now, not because I didn't deliberately respond to everyone, because I didn't have to write, I didn't know what to write, I wanted to use emotional drama to rush it, make a transition, and write it first......
Ah, that's how it turned out.
A good book, which I wrote in fragments, has a kind of powerlessness that I want to cry but can't.
Even until now, I can't judge right or wrong, judge the plot, until the 129 chapters were sent out, everyone blamed, and I had no way to comfort myself because the readers were fattening, because the writing was poor, so I lost a lot of readers, and finally collapsed myself.
When a eunuch drops a book, most of the author numbers that have been worked so hard to raise will be abolished, which is also the reason why I have hesitated, feared, and anxious these days. Even this book is currently ordered for two or three thousand, and it is not difficult to write and write at will, and get a small badge of high-quality products, and it is not difficult to pay one or two hundred thousand manuscripts per month.
This manuscript fee may be very average or not worth mentioning for other authors, but for me, it is really a lot, and I definitely don't want to give up if I can not give up.
But I thought about it, if the plot keeps collapsing like this, there will only be more scolding at that time, and problems like 129 that collapse the character, plot, and poison point will turn all readers into enemies...... Because I can't control this book anymore......
So...... Let's stop here.
Sorry to disappoint everyone.