Chapter 603: Xi Zhan, I Love You
Xi Zhan was very familiar with this place, and he didn't need to navigate to drive to a nearby beach, which was clean and uninhabited.
The sky is blue, the sea is clear, the sand is still fine white, Xi Zhan stopped the car and I followed him to get out of the car, he opened the rear door, Mu Yi Mu Er quickly ran out of the car and chased in the beach, seeing them so active I smiled and said: "We rarely go back here, they rarely have such a relaxing moment." ”
"Well, you won't be able to go into the sea later. ”
Looking at Xi Zhan, who was picking up something in the car, I asked him suspiciously, "Why?" But I didn't take a swimsuit either. ”
"Your wound can't be blistered for long. ”
"It's all a long time ago. ”
Xi Zhan was silent, he took the basket and tablecloth with food, took off his shoes and socks and walked on the beach, he first spread out the tablecloth and then put the food on it, and then went back to the car and took a huge white cloth and put it next to the tablecloth, I took off my shoes and stepped on the warm and fine sand, he turned around and took the toy ball and frisbee of Mu Yimu and Mu Er, I took out the glass of red wine from the basket and poured a glass for the man and put it away.
Xi Zhan threw the frisbee into the sea, Mu Yimu quickly ran to the beach as if he had been instructed, and jumped into the sea without hesitation to find the frisbee, Xi Zhan threw the frisbee and sat next to me and took a shallow sip of the glass of red wine.
Then he looked up and enjoyed the summer sun.
The man tilted his chin, the contour of the side face was still so sharp, the black hair was slightly raised, and the posture facing the sun was too dazzling.
I lay my head on his lap in his arms, and he raised his hand and rubbed my cheek familiarly without saying a word.
I shouted softly, "Second brother." ”
The man's deep voice responded to me, "Huh?"
It's like it's coming out of your throat!
"The sun was warm and comfortable. I said.
The man was silent again.
Mu Er ran to Xi Zhan's side with a frisbee in his mouth, but he didn't dare to put on the cloth, and sat beside Xi Zhan with his tail wagging obediently, waiting for a new order, Xi Zhan raised his hand and rubbed its head and took the frisbee in its mouth and threw it farther away.
Xi Zhan suddenly said, "Yuan You is almost here." ”
I sat up in surprise, "Isn't it tomorrow?". / .. /
"He left early with his three kids, so we still had about two hours to be alone. ”
"I'll see them later. ”
Xi Zhan hummed faintly, I lay back on his legs, he rubbed my head and suddenly said, "Do you remember when the two of us first did that?"
Xi Zhan is serious!!
I suddenly remembered two years ago, when I was ...... with him I didn't know him for sure to be together, but at that time I was drugged and Xi Zhan was the only one who could help me!!
The location at that time was by the sea!!
And at that time, I realized that I liked him, but he kept rejecting me, Xi Zhan was very cold at that time, no matter how I expressed my heart, he rejected me indifferently, Xi Zhan at that time was really cold and reserved!
But he gave himself to me after all.
The first time I was in the sea with him.
In the case of my unconsciousness!
I can still remember the joy of that time.
"Well, I was scared that you would reject me. ”
I held his palm, the man looked at me with lowered eyes, his eyes were slightly cold, and he asked softly for a long time, "Do you want to do it again?"
"I ......"
I want to say I do.
But I was suddenly embarrassed.
In the distance, Mu Yi Mu Er ran back with a frisbee in his mouth, Xi Zhan got up with me and went to the beach, behind a huge rock, Xi Zhan put me flat into the sea, "That night I always thought about whether to endure or bring you into my own world." ”
The sea was slightly cool, but it quickly got used to it.
"That night, you didn't turn me down. ”
He finally compromised that night.
I haven't been officially with him since then, and I thought he was excluding me from the world so I kept avoiding him.
One night he lit a cigarette and smoked it against the car, and then he snuffed out the cigarette and asked me, "Since you want to be with me, are you ready?"
I asked him, "What did you say?"
He still said in his indifferent and nice voice: "Yun'er, I promise to be with you." ”
I remember the scene clearly, and I promised him that I was urgent: "As long as you love me, I will never leave this life." ”
But he replied: "Shi Sheng, you don't need to promise me. ”
At the time, I was hurt by what he said.
Later, he said, "I only look at the people and things in front of me. ”
He didn't care what the future holds.
In fact, Xi Zhan has always known what he wants!
He is a man who cherishes the moment in particular.
"Well, you are bold, speak unscrupulously, and challenge my bottom line in every word, but you are so afraid of me...... You are a very interesting person, although you have been through so many hardships at that time, you are still living in the sun, you are always hopeful in the midst of difficulties, you always want to be loved. ”
I smiled and asked, "So you didn't reject me?" /.. /
Xi Zhan shook his head, his voice was particularly good, "I am Xi Zhan, Xi Zhan, who is never threatened and soft-hearted, in my twenty-seven years of life, I thought I was enough to be invulnerable to knife wounds, but that night...... My Yun'er was a small lump on the beach, her body was in a mess, she was obviously desperate in her heart, but her eyes were shining again, she called out to my second brother to let me save her, and when she saw that I was unmoved, she called me Xi Zhan again, so how can I refuse again if I am guilty and longing for me? But when I choose to give myself to you...... Yun'er, from that moment on, you are the person I Xi Zhan has chosen in this life, no matter how hesitant you are in the future, I will hold on to you. ”
Xi Zhan stretched out his hand to untie his belt, and he said in a gentle voice: "The biggest difference between me and others, I will grasp the people and things I want, I have always lived in the moment." ”
He grabbed my wrist, his black hair wet from the waves, and I smiled softly and let him into my body.
The sky in the distance is so blue, the clouds are still so white, very beautiful, and my heart is very sweet.
By the way, the waves are so soft.
The sea is still warm.
Mu Yi Mu Er is still chasing on the shore.
It seems that everything is beautiful.
"Xi Zhan, I love you. ”