(7) Forgiveness
The two of them were in such a stalemate, and soon it was time for Su Mu to sleep. Although Su Mu had been controlling herself, it was probably because of work and crying in the afternoon, Su Mu felt very sleepy at this time, so sleepy that she seemed to be able to fall asleep immediately as soon as she closed her eyes, so when Ling Feng was silent and didn't know how to answer her, she finally fell asleep directly.
When he got up in the morning, Su Mu felt very regretful, and kept asking himself how he could still fall asleep under such circumstances. This is simply the best opportunity to miss the breakup with Ling Feng, because with Ling Feng's cognition, he will definitely think that if she can fall asleep, it means that the war between the two of them is over, then he just needs to continue to get along with Su Mu as if nothing had happened. And for Su Mu, this is equivalent to repeating the mistakes of the past again.
Why not insist on breaking up?
Su Muzi asked herself this question countless times in the future, although Ling Feng after that disappointed her again and again, and did even more than now, but every time the two of them quarreled, or they quarreled for ten days and half a month, even if they solved all the problems. Su Mu never understood why she didn't break up, and even sometimes she felt as if she had some masochistic tendencies, because under normal circumstances, no girl would be able to endure Ling Feng for so long, but she endured it again and again, even if she cried countless times, she would eventually accept Ling Feng's pursuit again.
Le Duo always said that Su Mu was asking for her own hardships, and Su Mu never argued with it, because even she felt so herself, every time she reconciled with Ling Feng, it was that she was making trouble for herself. Later, Le Duo summed it up, that is, Su Mu was like some addict who still had reason, knowing that Ling Feng was not suitable for her, but he still had no way to control himself to really give up on her.
Su Mu felt that this was almost the most apt description of Leduo in history, but maybe everyone would have such a person in their lives, but Su Mu's was a little different from ordinary people.
After knowing that the breakup would be put on hold, Su Mu had no choice but to accept her fate, she sent a good morning to Ling Feng as usual, and then began to prepare for today's work.
Before Ling Feng didn't reply to the message, everything was developing normally, and Su Mu had nothing to worry about. But when it was almost half past eleven, Su Mu began to worry.
In fact, Su Mu had one thing he wanted to ask Ling Feng very early, that is, he hadn't asked Su Mu too early for a long time, no matter what time he got up or what time he went to class, the words he said to Su Mu must have been when he got out of class, sometimes it was ten o'clock, sometimes it was half past eleven, so Su Mu didn't know how he spent the morning. But before that, as long as he got up, he would say good morning to Su Mu, and he would contact her during and after class, and he would definitely not let Su Mu not know what he had done. What's more, it doesn't matter if he doesn't say it himself, as long as Su Mu doesn't say good morning to him on time one day, he will grasp this point and always say that Su Mu cries once before it ends.
After coming down a few times, Su Muju never forgot about getting up early to talk to Ling Feng, and at the same time, she began to be afraid of contacting Ling Feng.
Looking back, in the past nearly a month, the two of them have hardly had a normal chat, except for quarrels, they are quarreling, that is, there may be some sweeter interactions occasionally, but in the end it will always develop into war. Su Mu is the least fond of quarrels, although she used to have a big temper, and she would lose her temper if she didn't go well at all, and she was also the kind of messy hair, whoever met her was unlucky, but after all these years of exercise, her temper was really much better than before, and she almost wouldn't quarrel with anyone anymore. However, despite this, she still couldn't stand Ling Feng at all, as long as Ling Feng had a tendency to quarrel, she would definitely not give in at all, and she would definitely quarrel with him to achieve a result.
In fact, every time this kind of thing happened, Su Mu would feel very naΓ―ve. First of all, this kind of quarrel is like playing at home, in addition to breaking up the feelings between the two people, it will not solve the problems between the two of them as Su Mu thought. What's more, she obviously understands those truths, but she can't apply them to her actual actions, which makes her waste time and feelings, as well as past experiences.
Just when Su Mu was worried and hesitating, Ling Feng's phone came on time. Su Mu subconsciously wanted to hang up, but when she thought that she didn't have any suitable reason to do this, she picked up the phone very helplessly.
"Wife, I'm out of class, what are you doing?"
Ling Feng's voice on the phone was as gentle as when they first met, so much so that Su Mu thought that Ling Feng had made the wrong call, and he was stunned for a long time without reacting. After all, he really hadn't spoken to her like this for a long time, even if he sometimes called to admit his mistake to Su Mu, he hadn't used such a tone. And Ling Feng, who didn't know this, saw that Su Mu hadn't answered for a long time, so he raised his voice, but he still continued to ask Su Mu in the same tone:
"Hey, wife, what are you doing? Why don't you speak?"
"Ah...... Yes...... Didn't do anything...... I...... I'm cleaning up, and it's not easy to hold the phone. β
At this time, Su Mu's face was already red, and it was difficult to even speak completely, let alone lie. So Ling Feng immediately heard that Su Mu was wrong, and immediately hung up the phone and called the video directly.
Su Mu didn't expect Ling Feng to send a video at such a time, and immediately became even more panicked, she kept trying to cool down her face with her hands, but everything was to no avail, so at the moment when the video was passed, Ling Feng saw a Su Mu with a flushed face.
This situation can be said to have not happened in a hundred years, so that the two of them did not speak at the beginning, and stared at each other like this, until Ling Feng did not hold back, and spoke first in a very puzzled manner:
"Wife, why is your face so red......
"Who blushed, which eye of yours saw me blushing?"
Su Mu, who was eager to justify, spoke so fast that he almost bit his tongue, but at this time, Ling Feng had not yet reacted, and continued:
"I can see both eyes, wife, you can see for yourself, your face is really red......"
"What red is red, I'm hot, it's too hot today, you still don't let me wear half sleeves. β
"How can you wear half-sleeves in winter? Even in the shopping mall, the environment is not suitable for wearing half-sleeves, and I said that if you don't wear it, you can't wear it. β
In the past, when Ling Feng said this, his tone must have been particularly harsh, as if his parents were teaching disobedient children. But today, no matter how Su Mu listened, he felt that he was coquettish, and it could be described by the adjective "milk fierce". This was a word that Su Mu had just learned from the short video software, but she didn't expect it to be used on someone she knew so quickly, and it was so apt that she felt that Ling Feng still seemed to be a little attractive to her.
But then again, if Ling Feng could talk to her with such a tone and attitude every time, she felt that even if Ling Feng made any more excessive requests, she would be able to accept them, even if it was unreasonable, she felt that it didn't matter, and she could bear it all. But unfortunately, she had never experienced this treatment, in the past days, every time there was a quarrel, Ling Feng's tone made Su Mu feel that it was really a big pity that she didn't strangle him.
In this way, Su Mu's mind no longer knew where it had gone, and he had forgotten to respond to Ling Feng at all. Ling Feng saw that Su Mu's eyes began to fade from having light, and he knew that she was starting to think about those who had and didn't have them again, so he had to start calling her name again and again, trying to call her back.
After Ling Feng shouted a few times, Su Mu finally came back to her senses, so she immediately apologized to Ling Feng, but did not mention why she had slipped away.
However, just because she didn't want to mention it didn't mean that Ling Feng didn't want to ask, and after Su Mu finished speaking, Ling Feng immediately asked:
"What were you thinking?"
"Didn't think about anything, didn't think about anything......"
"What do you think is wrong with you, you always slip away when you talk, am I so unattractive or what?"
"No, no, I'd love to talk to you. β
"And what were you just thinking?"
When she heard Ling Feng's question again, Su Mu knew that she had to give Ling Feng an answer today. But to be honest, she didn't want Ling Feng to know what she was thinking just now, but she also felt that since she didn't want Ling Feng to deceive her, then she also had to set an example, so after she hesitated for a moment, she still told Ling Feng the truth.
"I was just thinking, if you can always be so gentle, if you can always be so gentle, I will definitely not quarrel with you, I will definitely admit my mistake immediately if I am wrong, even if you are wrong, I can think that I am wrong. β
After Su Mu finished saying this, both of them were silent for a long time, and then Ling Feng thought about it again and again, and then said to Su Mu cautiously and a little aggrieved:
"I know my wife, I will already pay attention to these things in the future, so don't be angry with me, okay, and don't break up with me again in the future, okay?"
For a person like Su Mu who eats soft rather than hard, Ling Feng's words were simply a critical hit, directly hitting Su Mu's little heart. At that moment, Su Mu seemed to have completely lost his mind, and without thinking about it, he nodded frantically, and then pretended to be calm and said to Ling Feng:
"Yesterday I was too impulsive to say anything that I shouldn't have said, so I won't say it in the future. β
"Then you just promised me, you can't break up with me anymore, you are not allowed to leave me, you are not allowed to leave me for the rest of your life. β
"Heck, didn't I say it, as long as you don't let go, I won't break up first. β
"That's what you said before, but you told me yesterday that you broke up. β
When Ling Feng said this, he was so aggrieved that he felt like he was about to cry. Su Mu suddenly felt that she seemed to have gone too far yesterday, after all, she had indeed promised Ling Feng before, and again she had just wanted others to recognize the two of them, but she wanted to give up just because of such a thing, which was really a bit unspeakable. However, this did not mean that Ling Feng had not made a mistake, so Su Mu hesitated for a moment before saying to Ling Feng:
"I know I went a little too far yesterday, and I shouldn't have broken up with you anyway. But you must know that you also went too far yesterday, and if you hadn't said that first, it hurt me and I didn't realize it, and I wouldn't be disappointed in you. It is precisely because the relationship between the two of us is different from that of others that we should pay more attention to proportionality when we quarrel. Both of us were at fault this time, so can we not do that next time?"
"Wife, I don't know what's wrong with me, I've always wanted to lose my temper with you lately, it's not right to see what you're doing, but you believe me, I really didn't mean to, and I don't know why I can't control my temper, every time I lose my temper with you, listen to you cry, and when you ignore me, I feel very regretful and feel that I shouldn't do it. But wife, you believe me, I really don't want to be like this, I don't want you to cry because of me all the time, that will make you think I'm useless, I want to take care of you, I want to be good to you, but I don't seem to have found any suitable way, you wait for me, don't leave me......"
When Su Mu heard Ling Feng say this, her tears fell uncontrollably. She had never dared to believe that Ling Feng would say such a thing, during this time, she didn't even feel that Ling Feng loved her at all, but now, she felt that she could forgive Ling Feng.
Although she didn't know when he would be able to change it, and she didn't know what he could change it to, Su Mu felt that she should give Ling Feng another chance.
Ling Feng also realized that Su Mu should be crying, and when Su Mu couldn't answer him because he was choked, he continued to say to Ling Feng:
"Wife, we won't be bitter in the future, okay, I will definitely take good care of you and won't make you cry anymore. β
"Can you do what you say this time?"
"Absolutely. β
"Liar, you used to say the same thing, but you didn't do it either, you have been making me cry all the time lately, crying all the time. β
Su Mu said that she would no longer hide the fact that she was crying here, she was like a little girl who had been wronged, and she began to lie coquettish with Ling Feng with her tears. Ling Feng had actually always liked Su Mu to be coquettish, but this situation was simply too extravagant for him, so when Prologue chose to face him in this way, he knew that Su Mu had already forgiven him.
Fortunately, this time the rescue was quite timely, and he didn't let Su Mu leave like this, otherwise, Ling Feng didn't know how much he would regret it in the future. Take a hundred plating and read the latest chapter of "My Shengqing Weisheng Claw Book House" for free for the first time.