When the car drove into the old community, I first pressed the window to observe whether my luggage had been moved out by Zhang Rixuan, and the result made me satisfied, although I did not keep the agreement, there was no luggage downstairs, and it seemed that my last warning worked.

Lu fluttered upstairs, opened the door but the house was dark, looked at Zhang Rixuan's room, there was no light in the crack of the door, it turned out that she didn't come back tonight, no wonder she didn't see her car downstairs, no wonder she didn't move my luggage and didn't come back, tonight I can stay overnight, maybe this is the only thing God gave me at the end of the day After a simple wash, I lay on the bed, turned off the light and closed my eyes, the world suddenly quieted down......

I thought I would soon be able to fall asleep in this state, but some fragments recklessly entered my mind.

These clips are all about the past, recalling the past, and tearing out the emptiness and fall of the present, I don't understand, why Fang Yuan and Yan Yan were able to persist after graduation and finally get married, while Angel and I ended so bleakly, what did I do not do well enough, I really hope that Angel can tell me in person, but such a simple request has become a luxury!

So I suffered in unexplained clarity for 2 years, and erosion for 2 years. I wiped my face heavily, sat up from the bed, sat for a long time, and got out of bed to find the dusty Ji from the cupboard

He, I want to sing a song, give it to myself, ...... to Anqi.

Tune the tone with the tuner, pluck the strings, and the song Yinghao's "Lost" hummed out of his mouth.

"Who can see this prosperity clearly, again, the eyes are blurred; Who can hide from this hustle and bustle, once again, erodes you; Who has mentioned this past, once again, forgotten you; Who will meet in this afterlife, and once again be able to fall in love with me and get lost, I can't find the map, and the road of this feeling is so hard; I'm lost, I can't find a way out, how the world has changed

It's so numb; I got lost, I couldn't find the way I came, and the people around me were strangers; I got lost and stood still, while

Your heart has flown far away..."

When I sang the last line, there was a feeling of warmth in the corners of my eyes, I was lost, really lost, I thought I had been in the past two years

Walked a long way, but on a map called love on the same place, but her heart flew to the distance to light a cigarette, just took a puff, the door was suddenly knocked, scared me almost tore the guitar strings, is there no one at home!!

Zhang Rixuan's voice came from outside the door: "If you are very interested in singing, please find a place where there is no one, this is a resident."

I put on slippers and opened the door, Zhang Rixuan stood in front of me in suspender pajamas, his bumpy figure was comparable to Yan Yan, and his pretty face was there

It was so quiet in the dim light, which made her temperament incomparable.

"Didn't you hear me sing just now: Am I lost? I'm lost and I still find a place where no one is!" I said with a smile: "Strong words!

I ignored Zhang Rixuan's dissatisfaction

"I've been there. ”

"I didn't see your car downstairs!"

"Stopped in the open space opposite. ”

"No wonder!" I sighed and immediately wanted to close the door, for fear that Zhang Rixuan and I would mention the matter of moving, and it was almost late at night, where could I move. Zhang Rixuan pushed the door with both hands and didn't let me get it

I glared at her and asked, "You're not really planning to let me move out at this point, are you?"

"It's not. After a pause, Zhang Rixuan said again: "Don't you want to sing and get lost, I can take you to find a place where no one is around."

Fang, let you vent to your heart's content. ”

"Really, you're that good?" I asked warily.

"Anyway, I'm not sleepy because you're arguing, if you're still interested, I can be your listener. After thinking about it, he added, "Your voice is good!"

I think this is Zhang Rixuan who took the initiative to repair the relationship with me, or she was amazed by my singing, or she pitied me for a decadent man, anyway, no matter what the motive is, I feel that I can agree to her request, because I also have insomnia, so let's go crazy together!

After a while, Zhang Rixuan changed her clothes, and I walked downstairs with her in my pajamas, slippers, and a guitar in my hand

Zhang Rixuan drove his own car, I opened the door and sat in the passenger seat, it's not that I haven't sat in a luxury car, but Q7 is the first time, I can't help but take a few more looks. Before I could fasten my seat belt, Zhang Rixuan had already stepped on the accelerator heavily, and the strong back thrust of the Q7 almost knocked me to death on the car glass

"Do you want a corpse to sit next to you on this big night?" I touched the sore head that was hit and said angrily at Zhang Rixuan.

"Whoever told you not to wear a seatbelt, who didn't follow the rules, deserved to be hit!" Zhang Rixuan said lukewarmly.

I pointed at Zhang Rixuan angrily but helplessly said: You TM will retaliate against me!

Zhang Rixuan didn't pay attention to me at all, and still drove without any expression. About 20 minutes later, Zhang Rixuan really took me to a suburban wasteland where no one would come at all, and she stopped the car and took her hand

Finally, he said to me, "There's no one here, sing as much as you want." "The space in the car is too small to be opened. ”

"Then you go down and sing.

"You are a fool to me, you will drive the car away later, where will I cry out. I said vigilantly, since she had just started the car while I was not wearing a seatbelt, I suspected that she was not doing it well.

"You talk a lot of nonsense!" Zhang Rixuan said and loosened the seat belt, and got out of the car first, and I also got out of the car with the appearance of her gentleman and frank villain, standing side by side with Zhang Rixuan, looking at the sky, and realized: The weather is good this night, the moon is bright and the stars are thin, and the air is also

Yes, I had a feeling of finally escaping the hustle and bustle.

My heart gradually quieted down, but I am really grateful to Zhang Rixuan for taking me to this quiet place with such interest, I need to vent, vent the many unhappiness in my heart and my dissatisfaction with reality.

Pulling the guitar strings, he took the lead in singing Jin Wulin's "Metamorphosis".

After singing, Zhang Rixuan unexpectedly applauded me and asked, "Do you also like serious music?"

"YES, if there are more instruments, it will be more enjoyable to sing. ”

I said, I was also a little surprised that Zhang Rixuan actually knew this song, you must know that serious music is not popular, artistic and academic are strong, both singers and appreciators need a certain aesthetic ability.

Zhang Rixuan nodded and said, "You're not as straw as you seem!"

"Judging people by their appearance is your narrow-mindedness. ”

Zhang Rixuan didn't care about me and her confrontation, and said to me, "Please continue." ”

I put down the guitar and said to Zhang Rixuan, "You should know a lot about music, do you know how to play the guitar?" ”

"Say I'll be the listener, you can go ahead. ”

I nodded, and in such a bleak night, in the boundless wilderness, there was a beautiful woman who was willing to be my listener, yes

A gift from heaven to me! Thinking about it like this, I suddenly felt more guilty for being so rude to Zhang Rixuan before, in fact, she was quite good to me, and she borrowed me money again, and took me in for an extra night, and now again

Accompany me to vent my depression, maybe my rough temper should really change!

A cold wind blew, and Zhang Rixuan subconsciously tucked some thin clothes. I couldn't bear to say to her, "You get in the car, I'll vent and vent myself." ”

"Are you sure?"

I nodded.

Zhang Rixuan opened the car door and sat in the car without being completely isolated from me, she pressed the window and looked at me with one hand on her chin, as if she was looking forward to my next song. I plucked the guitar strings and sang another song, when the car behind me suddenly started, I turned around suddenly, Zhang Rixuan had already fastened her seat belt, and she said to me with a smile

"Your voice is really good... But I'll have to go first, it's a punishment for not keeping your promises and being rude and unreasonable. With that, the car broke through the darkness of the night like an arrow from the string

curtain

"you!" I took off my slippers and threw them at her car, but it didn't hurt.

"Your uncle, you are a three-eight, I know that you are not kind... Using my sympathy, you watch out for the thunder of the sky... I

&&ahh I spun around in a hurry, and scolded incoherently at Zhang Rixuan, who had disappeared from my sight.

I've always been familiar with everyone.,It's easy to trust and don't like to be defensive.,I really deserve to end up like this!!

(End of chapter)