Chen Minhao learned that the trio was going to be replaced by a different person, although the person who was going to be kicked away was not himself. But he was no longer in the mood to make small talk with Kang Hui.

Kang Hui saw it and told Chen Minhao to come to his office at 10 a.m. next Wednesday and let Chen Minhao go home.

.......

On weekends, fitness coaches and guitar teachers are resting, and Chen Minhao, who has no scheduled classes, learns the online open class "Music Basic Knowledge Learning and Training - Ear Training" at home according to his own plan.

But I was very irritated by the news that Takashima and Zhou Mingrui were going to be kicked out, and the learning efficiency was relatively low.

This irritability reached its peak after Takashima and Zhou Mingrui asked Chen Minhao out to buy private clothes, and he refused on the pretext of being unwell.

Chen Minhao simply didn't learn music theory.

When you were upset in your previous life, you can write the word "quiet" to calm yourself.

If you don't have a brush, you can write with a carbon pen.

Write over and over again.

Chen Minhao found that this method index did not cure the root cause, and the more he wrote, the more irritable he became, so he simply used the method of self-analysis to analyze his own mentality.

"The news that Takashima and Zhou Mingrui are going to be kicked is just a trigger for his irritability, because he is not very close to the two of them. ”

The root cause of his upset is more likely to be the insecurity caused by Takashima and Zhou Mingrui being kicked by one of them. ”

"In the previous life, the reading exams were all in accordance with the rules, and there was a reward for the effort. Those who score 90 points will be despised by 99 points, and those who take home a paper with 79 points will not look good. The value and status of each person are all in the numbers. The teacher places special emphasis on initiative, "as long as you work hard, you can achieve something", "only if you are knowledgeable, you can do something". It seems that "as long as" you do 1234, you will be able to get 5678 logically. ”

"Now that I have entered the society and the entertainment industry, the more I know, the more panic I become. Because it's not the same way to play with school. "Even if I improve, I won't necessarily achieve anything", "Even if I know more, the probability of success can only rise slightly" I am currently in a kind of "God defaults" type of confusion and confusion, which leads to irritability. ”

In short, the source of the current irritability should be that you are insecure, and the only thing that can bring you security is money, fame, and power. ”

He changed a red pen and wrote down the three words after the crossing: "money", "fame" and "power".

He also wrote down the second small goal after the crossing: "Participate in the kiwifruit platform "Artist Trainee" and become the last 9 people." ”

Before Chen Minhao closed the notebook, he wrote a sentence he had read in his previous life with a black pen to motivate himself: "Being able to do something uncertain with limited resources under extremely restrictive conditions, and calmly accept unsatisfactory results, this is the normal state of life that has not been psped." ”

After determining the small goal, Chen Minhao has a backbone for the future, and the panic, wandering and uneasiness are all swept away.

Chen Minhao reopened the online open class "Music Basic Knowledge Learning and Training - Ear Training".

......

Chen Minhao, who was nibbling on a steamed bun at half past eight on Monday morning, appeared in the corridor on the 9th floor and suddenly heard someone crying in the No. 4 practice room next to him.

Curiosity drove him to listen, and neither of the two in the practice room deliberately suppressed their voices, so she didn't have to put her ears on the door, and he could hear them very clearly when she stood at the door.

Zhou Mingrui was crying. I can hear two people talking.

Takashima said comfortingly, "I won't cry if I fall, maybe I will fall in the pile of money, so ah, if there are bad things, there are good things." ”

Zhou Mingrui cried even more: "Then what is my good thing? I am 21 years old this year." He's only 19 years old and he's already debuted, so why should he come to rob me of my chance?"

Takashima paused and said, "If Seon loses his horse, he doesn't know if it's a blessing. ”

Chen Minhao felt that he was a little unable to listen.

Compared with Saion's loss of fortune and knowing whether it is blessed, such a sentence without any logic, he prefers what Zhou Guoping said: how pompous the words that beautify suffering are, and how contrived all the gestures of showing off suffering are.

Seeing that it was Chen Minhao who came in, Zhou Mingrui looked up at Chen Minhao and said, "You also know, you are also here to comfort me?"

Chen Minhao shook his head and said, "I do already know, but I'm not here to comfort you, I'm just here to warn you not to cry so loudly, I can hear your crying at the gym door." “

Gao Dao and Zhou Mingrui were stunned, they didn't expect Chen Minhao to say such a thing.

Ignoring the differences between the two, Chen Minhao continued to add: "My junior high school Chinese teacher said such a passage when teaching "Peacock Flying Southeast". 'I went to the church to worship my mother, and my mother was angry. The reason why my mother was angry was because she thought that after she took Liu Lanzhi off, Liu Lanzhi would lose her soul, "But how did Liu Lanzhi do it?"

"The rooster crows and wants to dawn, and the bride puts on strict makeup. I embroidered the skirt, and everything was done in four or five ways. Silk shoes on the feet, tortoiseshell light on the head. The waist is like a stream, and the ears are bright and moonless. The finger is like peeling the root of the onion, and the mouth is like containing Zhu Dan. Slender steps, exquisite and unparalleled. ”

"Remember: life will inevitably have times of disappointment, but no matter what, you must exit beautifully. ”

Zhou Mingrui nodded after listening: "When I finally realized that I would never get those things, I was relieved, some efforts are exhausting, I don't want to go on like this." You go out first, and let me be alone for a while. ”

Hui Chen Minhao and Takashima smiled faintly, relieved and helpless.

Chen Minhao sat down and looked into Zhou Mingrui's eyes and said, "You are still practicing hard, believe me, I will definitely help you if I have the opportunity." ”

Chen Minhao made a decision in his heart, in his opinion, Zhou Mingrui is a person worth investing in.

Only now, the time has not come.