(23) The time spent alone with Weiyang

It took Su Mu a long time on the road to let herself barely suppress this gap, and when she saw Weiyang, she tried her best to put on a very happy appearance, trying to shift her attention to her, as if none of the unpleasantness had happened before.

However, she could see these things that Su Mu pretended to come out of Weiyang very clearly, every time Su Mu was absent-minded, when she took out her mobile phone and pretended to look at the time, she knew that she was expecting Ling Feng to contact her, but every time she was disappointed. She really wanted Su Mu to come out with these disappointments and unhappiness, but she also knew that Su Mu didn't want these things, and if she exposed them, Su Mu would only feel more uncomfortable, so she had to endure her urge to ask her, and go shopping and eating with her as if nothing happened, as if she hadn't found anything.

Maybe it's because he is familiar with Weiyang and is in tune, so after a morning, Su Mu's mood has improved somewhat. In the following time, Su Mu had no feeling of traveling at all, just like going out to shop and eat with his friends at home, ordinary, and finally found a very relaxed feeling. So she couldn't help but have an idea, thinking that she wanted to stay here and live with Weiyang.

I have to say that in fact, Su Mu's idea is very beneficial to her personally. First, because the economic level of Xi'an is much higher than that of her family, if she is looking for a job here, it will definitely have a higher income than at home, although the cost may be a little larger, but there is Weiyang here, it will be much more convenient to rent a house or something, and two people can also cook by themselves, which can save a lot of money, which can be regarded as a flattening. Moreover, this city is actually very suitable for Su Mu to live, she has the historical charm that Su Mu wants, and she is not out of touch with modern society because she is addicted to history, this is simply the city that Su Mu wants to live in, if she has the opportunity to live here, it is much happier than asking her to go to other cities that her family wants her to go to.

Su Mu's mother originally hoped that Su Mu could live by her side, so when Su Mu wanted to stay in Ice City, she tried her best to call her back. She always thought that she could arrange an iron job for Su Mu, but she did so, but she didn't expect that Su Mu was unwilling to accept it. The mother and daughter fought for more than two years for this matter, and in the end, Su Mu's mother compromised first and did not care about Su Mu's work.

Su Mu knew that her mother did this for her good, because in the eyes of the older generation, as long as she found a safe and stable job with five insurances and one housing fund, Su Mu would not have to worry about it in her life. But Su Mu is not a rare and stable person, for Su Mulai, it is true that work is an iron rice bowl, but what is unreliable is that she is a person, knowing how long she can stay in such a boring position, in case she really can't compromise and has no way to accept such a job, even if this position is impossible to lose for a lifetime, Su Mu will not hesitate to resign.

Su Mu's mother never believed that Su Mu would do such a thing, so she just kept saying that Su Mu was unwilling to try. Su Mu didn't refute either, after all, she was really reluctant to try, so the two of them persisted for so long. After that, her mother compromised, Su Mu was quite lucky, but since then, no matter what kind of job she is looking for, in the eyes of her mother, it is not a serious job, and even for a certain period of time, she was once asked by her family to go to other cities to find a job.

Although the recent turmoil has stopped for the time being, if she mentions it with her mother, she thinks her mother will definitely agree. She really had this plan, and even wanted to discuss these things with Weiyang, but after she calmed down and thought that if this was the case, then she would have even fewer chances to meet Ling Feng, so she had to suppress this idea.

Su Mu actually has a great psychological shadow of a long-distance relationship, because the last boyfriend was involved in such a thing because of the long-distance relationship. Although there are some problems in the relationship between the nails of the two people, after all, after being together for two and a half years, they have not been able to meet the two of them, which is really difficult for Su Mu to accept. And it was precisely because of these experiences that Su Mu was very unsafe in this regard, Fu Su Mu and Ling Feng had such a problem, but because the two of them were in a different place from the beginning, and Ling Feng behaved very well, looking very trustworthy, Su Mu could reluctantly accept that the two of them began to develop a long-distance relationship.

At first, Su Mu was quite confident, but he didn't expect that things were not so easy, and after these three months, Su Mu's sense of security became even less. If she really plans to stay in Xi'an, then basically there is no possibility for the two of them to get together, and they may not see each other for five or six years.

If you can break up like this, it's nothing, and it's acceptable to give it away, but if you want to break up because of this matter and can't break up, then Su Mu may not be able to accept it.

Su Mu doesn't like procrastination, nor does he like to quarrel, and he is not used to delaying his other lives because of emotional matters, but since he was with Ling Feng, all things have been dragged out and unresolved, and the two of them often quarrel over these unresolved contradictions. But there's still no way to stop these things from happening. And because of the quarrel, there are more things that affect work. Su Mu would often be depressed because of quarrels with Ling Feng, which would affect his work. So thinking that such a thing would happen if they were to break up, Su Mu would feel very irritable. Even if he doesn't like it, when it comes to this matter, Su Mu would rather make do with it and continue to live than keep arguing because of the breakup.

It was because of this thought that Su Mu had to put this idea aside for the time being, and did not mention it to Weiyang. But because she was really interested in this matter, so, even though she didn't, she thought about it silently many times in her heart, and almost before she went back, her mind was filled with these things.

The two of them went shopping and eating and eating like this, and soon, the whole time was used up. When the two of them finally returned to the hotel, Su Mu was lying on the bed, feeling as if he was about to fall apart.

It's really not that Su Mu's combat effectiveness is low, and she feels tired after walking around the street for a while, but because the impact of climbing the mountain yesterday has not subsided, her legs and two arms hurt terribly, so tossing and turning, Su Mu feels that half of her life is gone. But to tell the truth, although she was very tired, she was really happy, although there were some unpleasant thoughts interspersed with it, but overall, this life was quite rewarding.

Originally, I thought that by being so happy, the relationship between her and Ling Feng should also be eased. But in fact, when Su Mu took out her phone and found that there was still no news of Ling Feng, she was finally no longer just disappointed, but began to get angry.

She held her phone and hesitated for a while, whether she wanted to talk to Ling Feng about it. She didn't really want to show that the two of them had a bad relationship in front of outsiders, so she didn't want to quarrel with Ling Feng in front of Weiyang. But now in this situation, he feels that she can't bear it anymore, and with Weiyang here, if something goes wrong, she may be able to help her come up with ideas, instead of being like she was on the Internet before, she can't do anything else except that.

So Su Mu took advantage of the time when the two of them had nothing to do, and went over all these things that Ling Feng had done with Weiyang.

Although the time spent together was not long enough, if it was converted into words to describe it, it took Su Mu a lot of time, and when she finished these words, Weiyang was almost crazy with anger, and couldn't help yelling at Su Mu, why is it already like this, and you still have to be with him.

This one question made Su Mu embarrassed, she couldn't find the reason for thinking about it for a long time, and finally she had to shake her head.

"I don't know why I'm with him, but for me, I don't really feel like I need him in my life. You also know me, I'm living well on my own, and with you by my side, I don't need a boyfriend to enrich my life. I also wondered why I didn't want to break up like this. To be honest, I haven't thought of the reason until now, maybe when I think about the reason, I may remember it and go back to my own life. ”

When Su Mu was doing this, he was a little helpless, and he was quite a little calm inside. If Weiyang didn't know Su Mu so well, she would probably be deceived by these things, and then end this topic, but there is no way that Weiyang really knows Su Mu too well, so when she heard these words, she snorted coldly and did not hesitate to expose what Su Mu wanted to cover up.

"Don't quibble, you just like him, although there is no reason, but you just like him, you don't want to leave because you like it, because you like to make yourself very humble, but don't you think it's not a normal relationship?"

"It's you and me, a good relationship should be two people who complement each other and make each other better. You've been asking me to find a boyfriend like that, so why can't you find someone like that to be your boyfriend?"

"You always keep making excuses for him, one moment he is young and inexperienced, and the other time he is spoiled and has not established the correct three views. I really don't understand what you're doing, what's the difference between you doing this and doting on his old mother? My ah, I ask you, you're only twenty-seven years old, you're not fifty-seven years old, other people's children are not well educated, you really don't need to be educated, that's a fucking thing, you're a girlfriend, you should sit back and enjoy your success. You're very good to him, aren't you? Doesn't this cancel each other out, so why do you have an extra role as an instructor? He hasn't been taught well, and his family is not responsible, so you are responsible? Are you or her girlfriend?"

Weiyang's questions made Su Mu speechless, she stared at the flower board for a long time and almost couldn't explain a single question, and Weiyang saw her like this, she was even more angry, and continued to say to her very angrily:

"I know what you think, you think you like someone, you have to do something for him, and you should be responsible for what happens to him. You're right, if only you both thought so. But now the problem is, he doesn't think that way at all, he feels that it's your fault between the two of you, and he puts the blame on you. I just want to ask you, do you think this is what a man should do? How can you just shirk responsibility at your age? What about when you grow up? Forget if you kill someone, I'm sorry? Now, can't you stop fueling his unhealthy tendency?"

"I ......"

Su Mu has always felt that his eloquence is very good, and he has almost never lost logically in the time of quarreling, but since he had Ling Feng, she shouldn't have quarreled with them, and she has never won a quarrel with someone because of him. Su Mu himself felt very helpless, but there was no way to do it

So seeing that the quarrel was unbearable, Su Mu tried to reason with Weiyang:

"But when the two of you are together, you definitely need someone to take care of you a little more, I think I'm okay, I'm pretty good, I don't need him to take care of me, that's not natural, I have to take care of him a little more. ”

"Oh my eye, can you not be angry with me?"

Weiyang was so angry by Su Mu's words that he almost betrayed it.

She really couldn't imagine how Su Mu, who was full of passion and full of strange ideas when she was talking to her, could become like this because of a man. This is why Ling Feng is not by their side now, if he is still there, Weiyang will have to slap him in the face, and then tell him to hurry up and stay away from Su Mu, and stop ruining her feelings.

"You're acting okay, so do you know how much you can get in exchange for this kind of performance from others? He gave you that little bit and still felt like he was very remarkable, was he really sick? Where did he get so much confidence? Is it because of the water in his brain, or are you spoiled for him?"