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The days soon passed into Christmas.
In previous years, Su Mu would receive apples every Christmas, and the most common one was when she was just in high school, and on Christmas Eve alone, she brought more than thirty apples home from school. At that time, there was a popular saying that on Christmas Eve, if you ate all the apples you received, you could spend the year in peace. For this reason, Su Mu locked himself in the room after returning home, hesitated for a long time in front of the pair of apples, and finally ate five of them, almost eating himself in the hospital. Later, although he had never had such a spectacular festival, Su Mu had never lacked apples to eat.
But this year, because of work, let alone collecting apples, Su Mu didn't even have time to get together with friends, and he was thankful that he could even get off work at a normal time. Moreover, she had been putting all her thoughts on Ling Feng recently, completely ignoring the fact that there would be a lot of customers at Christmas, so she didn't think of telling the boss to send her more people, so that when the first batch of customers came to the store in time to open and showed that they wanted to make things, Su Mu regretted it so much that she almost wanted to die.
Originally, Su Mu's countless expectations for Christmas were also taken away little by little when batches of customers left the store. By the time she finally sat down to rest around three o'clock in the afternoon, ready to order a takeout to settle lunch before anyone else had gone first, she was completely disappointed with this Christmas. The intense feeling of exhaustion not only made her limbs ache, but also caused her stomach to churn again. In this situation, not to mention what Christmas she is looking forward to, she can't wait for less than two hours today, get off work early, go home early, and then put on the quilt and sleep well.
Soon, Su Mu's takeaway arrived. When she opened the takeaway like a hungry tiger and subconsciously prepared to take a picture and send it to Ling Feng, she suddenly remembered that except for saying good morning to each other when she got up early, she had hardly received any news from Ling Feng all day today. If it was normal, even if the two of them didn't contact each other all morning, at noon, Ling Feng would call on time to urge her to eat. But today, not to mention whether he reported for class every day, he didn't receive any information from him even at noon, which couldn't help but make Su Mu feel puzzled.
In fact, a long time ago, Su Mu had already realized her own problems, since the boy was caught by her, she was a little sensitive to every thing that didn't make sense, as long as the other party had a little problem, even if it was only half an hour without replying to the message, she would irrepressibly associate with this aspect. After the incident, Su Mu would realize that her behavior was very problematic for the first time, and she also wanted to control herself, but no matter how well she thought about it, at this time, her thoughts were completely out of her control. No matter what she was doing, she would immediately shift her attention to this matter, and then automatically make up countless situations of how the other party would cheat, making herself flustered, and then thinking of retreating.
This time, although the subject was changed to Ling Feng, there were still no exceptions. When Su Mu realized this, she began to wonder if he had been to Christmas with other people, and the more she thought about it, the more she deviated from the normal track. This directly caused her to start to be unable to concentrate on other things, her hands also felt a little numb, even her breathing seemed to be out of rhythm, and even although she was hungry and tired, she didn't have a little appetite when she looked at the takeaway in front of her.
This situation has been maintained for a long time, and when the next batch of customers arrived, Su Mu couldn't take her mind back from this matter, so that she made frequent mistakes in her work, and almost caused complaints from customers.
You must know that Su Mu's current work place is particularly concerned about the problem complained by customers, and almost every day when the morning meeting is held, the leaders of the shopping mall have to deliberately emphasize this problem. Once there is a customer complaint, it will not only have a great impact on Su Mu's personal, but also bring unnecessary losses to the boss, so Su Mu has always been cautious when working, for fear that something will go wrong. It's really the first time that this situation has happened today, and if it weren't for the help of Sister Weiwei from the opposite store, she wouldn't know how to end up today.
It doesn't matter if her performance is not good, she still caused trouble on such an important day, so it's no wonder that she can keep her job.
After settling this matter, Su Mu felt as if he had lost half his life, his body was so weak that he could barely stand up, his face was as pale as paper, and there was no blood on his forehead. Sister Weiwei also knew that she hadn't eaten for a day, so she forced her to put down what she was doing and watched her eat the food one bite at a time before leaving.
Su Mu swallowed the nausea and ate the food, and after Sister Weiwei left, she rushed to the side of the pool as fast as she could, almost throwing up more than half of it. After suppressing this feeling, Su Mu sat on the chair and suddenly recalled that Leduo had taught her before, if this situation occurred, don't hesitate, don't think about those useless things, call directly and call until the other party answers, and then the two of them should quarrel and break up, just say break up, don't make so many troublesome things.
Su Mu also knew that this was the fastest and most concise way to solve the problem, but she had never done it before. The first is that she can't pull this face, so she called the other party for verification for this reason. The second is that she is also afraid that if the other party does not answer, then she may go crazy because of such suspicion. On top of that, if the call confirmed her idea, she really didn't know what to do.
After the betrayal of her last relationship, her pride and self-esteem have been ruined. She knew how she would behave in the face of such a situation, even if she thought back to the things she had done at that time, she felt so disgusting, how could she possibly let such a thing happen to her again.
Therefore, she would never make this call, and she would not take the initiative to contact Ling Feng. Even if she would never get this answer, she would definitely not ask Ling Feng this question.
So Su Mu held on like this, until she sent away another batch of guests. Just as she was packing up her tools and preparing to take advantage of no one to go to the bathroom, a courier message suddenly came from her mobile phone.