936 931 [Return Chapter 5] 520 Special No Responsibility
Countless times later, Severus Snape would feel a trance when he recalled that seemingly fateful night.
In my memory, he didn't have a good day that day. The end of Dumbledore's life was drawn to an end from the Dark Lord's growing pressure, and even—the inexplicable restlessness he felt after learning of the return of the real Lily made him feel upset.
He remembered the look on Dumbledore's face when he told him the secret. The old Headmaster, who had not shown a relaxed expression in front of him for a long time, suddenly winked his eyes at him when his face was ugly and could not be more ugly because he heard the secret. Then, Dumbledore said in a relaxed tone, "Originally, they had made an unbreakable spell to keep this secret until victory came...... However, because I don't think I have much time left, and I think you deserve a little encouragement...... That's why I've given you the extra news - until then, Severus, for the sake of victory. ”
He didn't know what kind of expression to put on his face. He didn't even have to look in the mirror to guess that the expression on his face must be terrifying. Because the magic portraits in the headmaster's room suddenly became noisy, and although Dumbledore cast a mute charm when he talked about it, the people in the portraits could not hear what they were saying, but he could hear the words they said about his face.
"Merlin, his face is almost the same as that of Mibu Mibao!"
"Scared a horned camel to death!"
"Maybe breathe fire like a Hungarian tree bee!"
Snape felt a nerve twitch in his face. He was tempted to pull out his wand and give each of the paintings hanging on the wall a "torn apart" as a gift.
He dared to say that Dumbledore must have seen his anger, but he pretended not to, and laughed.
Then, suddenly, in a poetic tone, Dumbledore chanted in a poetic tone, "What does the name matter?"
Snape: "......"
He simply didn't want to say a word more about the old wizard who was like a father, a teacher, and a friend, who played the role of all the important elders in his life.
But he still responded politely: "...... Do you need me to make an unbreakable spell?"
Dumbledore was smiling, but there was something different in the deep and wise old eyes that stared at him. Listening to Snape's answer, he smiled and shook his head, and instead of responding to Snape's words, he chanted more eloquently:
"Roses are not called roses, they are still fragrant. ”
Snape felt like he had nothing to say.
Of course, he knew that Dumbledore hoped that these two specious verses would make him think about it and forgive the impostor magnanimously. After all, Lily had been through a lot of pain, but it had a good ending—Lily's fame was greater than when she was still alive, and the name Lily Evans was seen as a trustworthy and admirable representation of a good witch, and now that Lily was back, there was always a way to return her soul to her original shell...... At first glance, the impostor didn't do anything bad for Lily, but did a lot of good things for the name Lily Evans, good for Dumbledore, for Harry Potter, for the side of justice - and even for himself. So, what is the reason for him to stubbornly insist on not forgiving her?
Was it what she used to hide?...... However, Dumbledore also concealed some important things from others. For example, didn't he ask Snape to wait until the final battle to tell Harry that he had to die in order to actually kill Voldemort's secret?
Was it a deception she once had?...... But didn't he also deceive others in certain things? Who is more innocent than whom?
Snape understood all these reasons. He's not that stupid yet.
However, he just didn't want to let go of the condemnation and resentment against her easily, and stubbornly emphasized again and again how much she had done to him in the past—as if ...... Once he let go of those, there was no longer any grudge between him and her, and there was no relationship at the same time.
......
Of course, this kind of thinking is not always there.
For example, on that fateful night, when he was about to rest—he wasn't the one scheduled for the night patrol—he suddenly heard the door of his office slammed.
He knew in an instant who the person outside the door was. It was the impostor—and she was the only one—who would pound his door in such a blunt, rude, impolite way, as if he were going to kick it open in the next second—but when he hurried over to open it for her, she didn't have a clue to drop a word that made him feel bad.
She said: Neither Dumbledore nor Harry were in the castle.
It wasn't a big deal that Dumbledore wasn't in the castle, but the point was that he went out with that broken boy anyway! And was it necessary for her to run around the castle like a cannonball to inform him?
The next second he knew that it was really important.
Because the black mark on his left arm suddenly burned and ached.
It's the villains who're gathering helpers they think they can use—
He couldn't help but distort his features.
Then he realized this - he lost control of his expression in front of others at such a critical and important moment, that is, let others get some important information from the change of his expression -
It's dangerous. This shouldn't have happened.
Habits are terrible. When you're used to showing an expression in front of someone who is strong enough to reveal your emotions, that's a fatal flaw.
...... Unlike the little trolls, and unlike others who were frightened by his gloomy face, she seemed to have been born with an evil inhibition immune to his cold face. No matter how harsh or terrible his expression was, no matter how hurtful or cold he uttered, she seemed to turn a deaf ear, always acting at her own pace, always speaking only according to her own heart—
The feeling of teasing others in the palm of her hand is very proud, isn't it? The feeling of manipulating other people's emotions is funny, isn't it? The person who did the wrong thing was obviously her all the time, but she always acted so high-minded, saying that she was going to do something that was beneficial to him, but in fact she was playing tricks on others, and everything she did seemed to be empathetic, but when you looked closely, it was like condescending tolerance, mercy, and grace—
Why did he want to fulfill her hobby of being a great good person, a great sage?! Why could she, after depriving others of the only hope in their lives, still be able to retreat and accept the admiration and admiration of those ignorant and ignorant fools?!
A fierce outrage—surging up, prompted him to step forward and grab her wrist and flick it deeper into the room—snatching her wand from her hand.
Things are messy enough and bad enough. There was no need for an impulsive and reckless Gryffindor like her to cause any more trouble. As one of the Dark Lord's apparent henchmen, he knew very well how much hatred her actions had attracted to the Dark Lord for herself. To be precise, the Dark Lord was trying to take her to the knife - a Muggle wizard, a prominent representative of Gryffindor, a confidant of Dumbledore, a key member of the Order of the Phoenix, and a professor of Muggle Studies at Hogwarts...... Every trait in her body is enough to attract the Dark Lord's murderous intentions! Not to mention that she is a collection of all the traits that the Dark Lord hates!
Snape was about to lecture her about "You have an obligation to preserve Lily's body, so you'd better not die yourself" when she felt a flash in front of her eyes—
That impostor actually pounced on him and hit him directly in the chest!
He was caught off guard, and his normally calm and proud brain exploded, and for a few seconds it stopped completely.
By the time the sudden paralysis of his body had passed—it seemed to have lasted only a few seconds—and he was confident in his self-control—he found that she had regained her wand from him!
...... It turns out that she pounced just to retrieve her wand?
This realization came to his mind, and in an instant it made his brain burst into flames, and in an instant it spread throughout his body, and he felt as if he was about to be scorched alive by the flame of shame and anger that had not been able to fight back immediately because he had been humiliated and teased, and that he had somehow been defeated in front of her.
He stiffened and gritted his teeth. He heard his own voice as if it were about to be distorted by the extreme rage.
"Let it go, impostor!"
But the impostor had no intention of letting go—she had never heard of him, before and still.
She hugged his waist tightly. And through so many layers of clothes, he still seemed to be able to feel the almost burning heat brought by her body temperature directly ironing against the surface of his skin, making his whole body seem to smoke -
What the hell is going on with this person? Why is she the only one who still clung to him when the whole world has abandoned him? Why can't she just leave him in the dark like everyone else, so that he can get eternal peace? Why can't she do a good job as her villain, don't care about him, don't rush over and catch him, make him upset, and want to deduct 10,000 points from Gryffindor?!......
【To Be Continued...】
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May 20:
Since everyone is cracking the wall and asking for a professor's perspective, okay, let's have an article.
Today is a good day, so it's better to hit the day hhh
Let's talk about it first.,Since it's irresponsible.,If I write something clichéd or collapsed.,Let's pretend you didn't see it.ww.
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