Chapter 389: I'm Used to Being Lonely
The night was dark, Ji Nuan's face was also gloomy, Lan Gongzi suddenly raised his hand to wrap Ji Nuan's palm, and asked Chen Shen in a cold tone, "Although it is a truth or dare, it is too much for you to embarrass my Mrs. Lan like this! Mr. Chen, there is a bottom line for playing games." ”
The first to maintain Ji Nuan was Lan Gongzi.
Chen Shen sneered: "Didn't you start first? Why? You can't afford to play and lose? Besides, I didn't ask you, what does it matter to you?"
Chen Shen's tone is really going to tear his face!
He spoke straight to Ji Nuan, "Do you love me?"
Ji Nuan's mask was only worn to the bridge of her nose, and she could see half of her face above, her face was unusually pale, her eyes were full of panic, the answer seemed to be self-evident, and the people present roughly guessed some, I was busy looking at Lan Gongzi, his eyebrows were cold, and he was extremely cold.
Lan Gongzi got up and wanted to take Ji Nuan back to the tent, but Ji Nuan suddenly looked firm, and slowly spit out a word from his lips, "Love." ”
I stared at Lan Gongzi closely, I don't know how to describe his expression, it was indeed cold, but it was conniving and angry, but in addition to that, there was inexplicable trust, and he seemed to trust the woman beside him!
Chen Shen's frowning eyebrows relaxed, "I know." ”
He stretched out his palm to Ji Nuan, as if waiting for Ji Nuan to make a choice, but the latter said slowly: "I do love you, just because it takes time to forget you, but it's not that I can't forget you! Just like two years ago...... I plucked up the courage to give up, and Chen Chu chose the same as you. ”
Chen Shen's face sank fiercely, "What do you mean by this? Don't say that you love me because Chen Chu is not there, and so on! Nuan Nuan, don't you know me? What I want must be obtained!"
Ji Nuan shook his head and said, "Chen Shen, you were very decisive on the day of the divorce, but I still agreed to let you go, and what I said that day was clear, what is your current entanglement?
She asked fiercely, "What do you want from me?"
Ji Nuan's words were indeed very decisive, Chen Shen's face was not very good, and it was very desolate against the moonlight, "You don't know what I want?"
"Good horses don't eat back grass!" Ji Nuan said in a resolute tone: "I won't return to your side again, I won't have any entanglement with you anymore, I do still love you, but I will definitely be able to forget you......! Hahaha, uncle, I can forget that I have been thinking about Chen Chu for more than ten years and choose you, you will know how thin and cold I am by nature! Not to mention that I now have my husband and a man I want to rely on, and I can only be my brother's Mrs. Lan in the future. ”
Ji Nuan called Brother Lan Gongzi in such a situation, which made Lan Gongzi, who had cold eyebrows, a lot softer, and stared at her tenderly.
Seems to believe that she can handle this matter herself!
I didn't expect a truth or dare to be so tense, Yuan You looked shocked, but there was a gossip in his eyes that couldn't be concealed, and I quietly threw a small stone at him!
He was smashed to look back at me.
I was silent, "Look at the trouble you're in. ”
Yuan You replied to me innocently, "What does it have to do with me?"
We use lip language, no one can hear.
The atmosphere at the scene was even heavier because of Ji Nuan's words, Chen Shen looked at her indifferently and asked, "Do you think I will let you go so easily?" Nuan Nuan, you have always known what kind of man I am!"
"In that case......
It was Lan Gongzi who said this.
He looked at Chen Shen with calm eyes, "Then try it." ”
The super-rich Lan Gongzi is not afraid of any threat.
Ji Nuan clenched his hand and shook his head, Chen Shen was even more embarrassed because of her action, she bit her lip and threatened him in turn: "I only have this life, it's your business to spoil whatever you want, but please believe that I will never return to your side." ”
Chen Shen seemed to remember something and said, "You're going to threaten me with suicide again?"
"Uncle, I'm the only one who can threaten you, but it works, doesn't it? If you do this again, it doesn't hurt me to leave this world. Anyway, I'm very depressed, and I can't bear it anymore!"
Ji Nuan's words are so depressed!
It's too much of a broken jar!
A trace of panic flashed on my face, Chen Shen didn't dare to say anything to annoy her when he saw her like this, the previous gentleness in Lan Gongzi's eyes was gone, and the eight people present at this time were quite calm except for Xi Zhan.
Yuan You said in an active atmosphere: "How beautiful this world is, why do you have such thoughts, Ji!"
Ji Nuan didn't answer, this truth or dare couldn't go on, Yuan You took the initiative to withdraw and said: "Let's play here tonight, disperse, rest early, see you tomorrow morning!"
Yuan You, He Ming and Yi Zheng withdrew quickly, and Chen Shen snorted coldly and said to Ji Nuan: "Give you a few more days." ”
He left directly like Hull and Zhou Mo!
He went this trip just to deliberately ask some heart-piercing questions?!
There were only four of us left at the scene, and the atmosphere was still a little awkward, so I used water to extinguish the bonfire and comforted Ji Nuan: "Nuan'er, don't think about those messy things, let alone irresponsible words, rest early first, if there is anything, it will be fine tomorrow, good night!"
Ji Nuan nodded and said, "Well, I just threatened him." ”
Lan Gongzi walked in front, Ji Nuan followed him timidly, looking at the backs of the two of them, I asked Xi Zhan, "What kind of man is Chen Shen, will he really not let Ji Nuan go?"
Xi Zhan affirmed: "He is a paranoid man. ”
I asked, "What do you mean by paranoia?"
"He is a man who is willing to destroy himself! Chen Shen is a man who has risen from poverty and whiteness, life and death, he wants to live the most, but he also cares about life the most, a very contradictory existence!"
Such an existence......
……
Lan Gongzi walked in front, Ji Nuan slowly followed behind, in fact, she noticed that he was angry, but she didn't know why he was angry, she looked at Lan Gongzi who was dressed in a casual style and felt a little worried in her heart, and after thinking about it carefully, she felt that she had just slapped him in the face!
After all, his wife said frankly in front of those people that she still loved another man, whether Lan Gongzi loved her or not, she hurt Lan Gongzi's self-esteem, which made her feel guilty and annoyed, because she felt that such a man like an immortal should not be so wronged, and this grievance was given to him by herself!
Walking to the door of the tent, Lan Gongzi went to the side of the mineral water at the tent to wash, and after coming back again, he took care of himself and went into the tent.
He didn't even look at Ji Nuan next to him.
Ji Nuan silently changed her slippers to the side to wash, she brushed her teeth behind the tent, and in the distance were the continuous peaks, which looked thorough and faint under the moonlight, very much like the man.
She washed and washed her feet and returned to the tent, in fact, she was a little hesitant, she didn't know whether to sleep with him, but as his wife, she shouldn't be so deliberate, but she couldn't take the initiative.
She crouched at the door of the tent and called softly, "Mr. Lan." ”
She called out to him again, Mr. Blue.
At this moment, she felt awkward to call her brother.
The man in the tent did not respond to her.
She continued to shout, "Lan Di." ”
The man in the tent remained silent.
Ji Nuan thought for a while and shouted, "Brother is angry with me?"
A voice came from inside, "How could I ever be angry with you?"
Ji Nuan said: "I can feel that you are angry. ”
There was another silence inside.
Ji Nuan thought about opening the zipper of the tent and went in, at this time Lan Gongzi was sitting leisurely on the bed, with the white futon under his feet.
The tent is large enough to accommodate a seat of five or six people.
And it's very high, counting as a small separate room.
She went in and knelt down opposite him, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I just said that hurt you, and I didn't protect your face in time! ”
"Your answer tonight is very good. He said.
Ji Nuan thought about his countless answers, although he wouldn't blame her according to his character, he never thought that he would praise her, and it was a sincere tone, Ji Nuan muttered, "Lan Yan." ”
Lan Gongzi raised his eyebrows, "Huh?"
He didn't seem to like the title.
Ji Nuan immediately noticed: "Why doesn't my brother blame me?"
"Why don't I blame you?" he asked.
Lan Gongzi reached out and took off his coat, leaving only a thin short sleeve, he thought about it and took off this short sleeve in front of Ji Nuan, in front of Ji Nuan was a man with a bare chest!
He has an excellent figure and clear mermaid lines.
It's not like a lazy boy.
Ji Nuan subconsciously retracted his gaze, and heard Lan Gongzi's shallow voice coming from above his head, "I can connive at your mistakes, connive at your mistakes in front of me, conniving at you to say that you love him in front of me! Even if you want anything, I can give it to you, even if it is a star in the sky, I am willing to take it off and give it to you, but I don't allow you to say things that ruin yourself! Mrs. Lan, life is your own, but it is just a few years, I hope you can cherish it." ”
Ji Nuan was stunned and asked, "Are you angry because of this?"
Lan Gongzi raised his eyebrows, "What?"
Ji Nuan smiled and admitted his mistake: "I was wrong!"
Her attitude was excellent, and Lan Gongzi didn't dig deeper.
Ji Nuan asked him rhetorically, "Can my brother pick stars for me?"
Lan Gongzi replied to her with a sentence, "My brother is rich, and money can make ghosts grind, not to mention that it is just a star and a broken stone." ”
Lan Gongzi's tone was really arrogant.
But Ji Nuan inexplicably believed.
Believe he can do it.
Somehow, Ji Nuan's impetuous heart has been appeased, and those depressed thoughts have been alleviated recently, she knelt on the ground in a proper manner and saluted Lan Gongzi with Japanese etiquette, and said respectfully: "Thank you, Lan Gongzi." ”
She rarely calls the name Lan Gongzi directly.
Except for Mr. Lan, most of them call him Lan Yan.
remembered that in the past, Ji Nuan always relied on his side and shouted her brother one by one, and the scene at that time made her feel that it was the warmest scene in her life, if she went back to the past, she would choose again......
Will she leave with Lan Gongzi if she chooses again?
Ji Nuan thought that she would still choose to stay.
Because the timing of her meeting Lan Gongzi was not right at that time.
At which stage did she meet someone seem to have her own arrangements in the dark, Ji Nuan did have negative feelings of guilt, humility and so on in her heart, but she was still grateful for her current life.
I am grateful to meet a blue boy in this life.
"Mrs. Lan, what do you seem to want to say?"
"My brother said that the Lan family can't be divorced, they can only be widowed. ”
"Not bad. The Lan family's family rules have always been very strict. ”
"Then whether it's good or bad, my brother can only be me in this life?"
Lan Gongzi's eyes flashed, and he said, "It's okay if you want to understand it like this." ”
"Brother, after Chen Shen's matter is resolved, I will only be a member of your Lan family, and I will definitely learn how to be a good wife in the future. ”
Lan Gongzi replied to her, "I don't need a good wife. ”
"What does my brother need?"
Lan Gongzi silently thought in his heart, I need a lover.
A lover who can accompany him for a lifetime, love each other for a lifetime, and be in love with him, a lover who can alleviate the loneliness of the first half of his life.
Lan Gongzi smiled slightly: "Nuan'er, I'm used to being lonely. ”
Ji Nuan looked at him puzzled, "Huh?"
His long, white and slender fingers caressed her cheeks, slowly moved to the corners of her lips, and paused: "Habit doesn't mean liking." ”
She looked at him sincerely, "I didn't understand what my brother meant. ”
"You'll understand in the future. He said.
"Can that brother tell me now?"
"It's useless to tell you now. He said.
"What if I can help my brother?"
"No, you can't help me right now. ”
Hearing that Ji Nuan shut up, she thought that she was disgusted and incapable, and the glimmer of light in the room fell on Lan Gongzi's face and made him look lonely, and it was only at this time that Ji Nuan really caught his eye.
Ji Nuan thought, he seemed to be really lonely......
She suddenly blurted out involuntarily: "Brother, you have me." ”
Lan Gongzi's eyebrows were soft, and he raised his eyebrows, "Huh?"
"I will accompany you, and you will no longer be alone. ”
Lan Gongzi suddenly boasted inexplicably: "It's really grown." ”
Ji Nuan was puzzled again: "Huh?"
"Nuan'er grew up and began to know how to comfort me. ”
Ji Nuan suddenly remembered that his former self never seemed to care for him.
In the past, it was a happy new year on New Year's Day.
But he was even more cold, and he didn't even bother to return a happy New Year.
Ji Nuan smiled: "I can't blame me for this. ”
Lan Gongzi seemed to understand what she meant, he was very happy at this time, and smiled softly: "Well, blame me." ”
Ji Nuan suddenly found that the two of them had chatted calmly for a while, if she hadn't been so heart-wrenching before, she suddenly felt that the Lan Gongzi in front of her seemed to be different from the Lan Gongzi she knew before.
She didn't know exactly how it was different.
Lan Gongzi withdrew his hand from her face and asked her in a low voice, "Sleep?"
Thinking of last night's incident, Ji Nuan's face was hot for a while.
She hurriedly stammered, "You, you go to sleep first." ”
Lan Gongzi asked clearly, "Afraid that I will eat you?"
The person who withdrew last night was obviously Lan Gongzi himself!
She shook her head violently and said, "No, I'm not worried at all. ”
Lan Gongzi asked, "What's that?"
Ji Nuan can't say that he has been embarrassed because of last night's incident, right?
"I can't sleep, I'm restless, I'm afraid of pressing you, you first, sleep first. ”
Facing Ji Nuan's stammering fear, Lan Gongzi hugged her into his arms, her cheeks against his hot chest, as if she had been thrown into a fire pit, Ji Nuan's whole body was about to be ripe.
Especially the man who hugged him said lightly, "It's not like you haven't pressed me." ”
Speaking of this, Ji Nuan remembered that every time she slept with him, she seemed to like to press him.
The next day I woke up lying on top of him, my head resting on his chest.
She wanted to refute something, but Lan Gongzi suddenly followed her hair and said, "Be good, sleep with me." ”
Shrewd......
It was the first time he coaxed her to be good.
Ji Nuan felt that his body was about to explode!
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