Fortunately, Zhang Rixuan washed up for a long time, I opened the window after I smoked, and soon there was no smell of smoke in the room, and everything returned to the same as before, but my boredom could not drift out of the window with the smoke, and my mind was full of the shadow of Angel when she left.

Zhang Rixuan finally walked out of the bathroom, although she was facing the sky at this time, but the beautiful words still seemed to be engraved on her face, so that in the dead of night, I felt that she was so unreal, I think: women really shouldn't be beautiful like this, she should be ordinary.

"Jiaming, today you go to race with Wei Xiao, who won?"

"Me. ”

"Oh, the 100,000-rpm motor is really powerful!"

"It's fine. ”

Zhang Rixuan didn't notice that I was reluctant to speak, and asked, "Then did he invite you to eat KFC?"

"No, I invited him. ”

"Didn't you win?...... With your conduct, you will easily let go of the little chubby dun?"

Zhang Rixuan's words reminded me of Wei Xiao's lonely life experience, and my mind was pulled back again, patted the sofa, and motioned for her to sit down and say.

Zhang Rixuan sat down beside me, as if he was interested in why I invited the little fat man to eat instead.

I told Zhang Rixuan about Wei Xiao's life experience in a low mood, and after speaking, I looked at her, but found that she was crying, and I couldn't help crying.

Only then did I realize that Wei Xiao's life experience is very similar to her, the difference is: she has plenty of material to fill her life, while Wei Xiao has nothing but a grandfather who depends on each other.

I took out a tissue paper from the tissue box and handed it to her, she wiped her tears but still cried very sadly, maybe this is the pain of empathy, I blame myself a little, I shouldn't have told her about Wei Xiao's life experience.

In the dead of night, a woman crying weakly beside me makes my heart full of torment, but I don't know how to comfort it, only the night is emotional......

At a loss, I said to Zhang Rixuan: "If you don't mind, I can lend you my shoulder to cry for a while." ”

Zhang Rixuan really lay on my shoulder and sobbed, as if he had found someone who cried even more fiercely.

In fact, I understand her psychology at the moment, she is tired, she really misses her father Mi Zhongxin, if Mi Zhongxin is still alive, she will not let Mi Zhongde manipulate Zhuomei to do whatever she wants, and she doesn't have to be so lonely to face the cruel business battle, she is still the daughter who is protected by her father.

After a long time, Zhang Rixuan finally left my shoulder, but left a tear on my coat, she took out a tissue and said to me apologetically: "Your coat will be sent to dry cleaning when I have time." ”

"No, I don't dislike your tears. ”

Zhang Rixuan's mood had calmed down a bit, she looked at me and said, "Haven't you heard a lot of tears and snot?"

"You mean, you even rub your snot on my clothes?"

"Who cares so much when they're sad, so I'm so sorry to stain your handsome jacket. ”

I looked at my jacket and sighed, "Uh...... When you say that, you seem to be really handsome!"

immediately looked at Zhang Rixuan and laughed, and at this moment, we can only reduce our emotional depression in this way.

After laughing, we were silent again, because all the joy in the suffering is temporary, and the pain has been engraved into the bone marrow, and I finally asked Zhang Rixuan for a long time: "If I guess correctly, that Sui Ran must have accompanied you and given you a lot of help when you were the most painful in your life, right?"

Zhang Rixuan nodded and said, "Well, he taught me to play the guitar, if it weren't for him, I don't dare to imagine how I would survive those days!"

I was silent, but I was a little envious of Sui Ran in my heart, if I met Zhang Rixuan at that time, I thought, I would also teach her to play the guitar......

Zhang Rixuan smiled again and said: "Actually, I am quite lucky, I have a friend like him in the United States, and I met you again when I returned to China, and because you met Meng En and Lu Yu, you are all very good to me!"

I'm a little lost, maybe Zhang Rixuan doesn't have any special feelings for me, I'm just one of all her friends.

I hid my loss and said with a smile: "Don't you forget the pain after you lose your scars, am I very good to you?...... I remember throwing away your quilt and sheets. ”

"But you're not going to do that now, are you?"

"Don't say so sure!"

"The relationship between people is based on understanding and building up little by little, at that time, I hated to send you to the police station, but now I don't have such thoughts at all, although you are still the same you, but I know you better. ”

I agree with Zhang Rixuan's statement, and I feel the delicacy of her mind, although she looks indifferent, but her inner world is as rich as mine, while I perceive and speculate about her, she is also perceiving me and speculating about me.

But what made us who we are? I don't want it to be because I helped her, but because it's the small things that have changed us over time.

The night is deeper, Zhang Rixuan is quieter, looking at her, my tired heart suddenly throbbed, at this moment I don't want to think of the past that hurts me, I want to confess to her...... But I can't open my mouth, I don't think she should be my Jiaming's girlfriend, even if she really wants to find a boyfriend, it should be the rich Sui Ran, who also gave her a lot of comfort and care when she was in pain...... So my expression struggled more and more!

Zhang Rixuan looked at me and asked suspiciously, "Jiaming, do you have anything to say to me?"

"Uh......"

Zhang Rixuan looked at me, waiting patiently, breathing seemed to be a little short, but it didn't seem to be, in short, I was full of nervousness at this moment, and I didn't have time to look at her expression carefully.

"Uh...... You can take my jacket and dry clean it. As I spoke, I took off my jacket and threw it to Zhang Rixuan.

Zhang Rixuan took my jacket and said to me for a while: "Do you want to talk to me about this matter like this?"

"How are I going to tell you?"

Zhang Rixuan didn't respond to my words again, folded the jacket and put it on the coffee table, and said to me again after a long time: "It's not early, I'm going to rest." ”

"Oh, good!"

"Then you should rest early...... By the way, when I come back from Shanghai, let's go find Wei Xiao together, I want to help him. ”

"Okay, no problem. I hurriedly answered.

Zhang Rixuan looked at me again, but didn't say anything more, then got up from the sofa and walked to his room, so I was the only one left in the empty living room.

I hurriedly ran to the balcony and lit a cigarette for myself, I was afraid for a while, but I was fortunate to restrain it just now, I understand very well: in the dead of night, people are extremely emotional, and all confessions based on emotion are playing hooligan, and I am very reluctant to leave a hooligan mark in Zhang Rixuan's life.

In fact, I am more afraid of the pain after rejection