I immediately denied myself, Zhang Rixuan will not be the woman with long hair hanging down her shoulders, even if there is some dependence between us, it is only the result of a long-term struggle, many times this kind of struggle dispels my melancholy and loneliness, I think the same is true for Zhang Rixuan.

I finally sent a message back to Zhang Rixuan: "It's not impossible to build a snowman with you, but you have to make me happy first." ”

Zhang Rixuan still quickly replied to my message: "Then you can kick me too, and this will be evened." ”

I was once again impressed by Zhang Rixuan's strong logical thinking ability, and sent her a message back after a while: "Harmonious society, who wants to kick you...... Tomorrow I'll get some breakfast, with crab roe buns and spicy soup. ”

"Good. ”

"Hmm. ”

In the end, we ended this conversation in the dead of night with two words, and I finally got tired, washed up, lay down in bed and fell asleep for a while.

When I woke up the next day, the first thing I did was open the curtains, and as I had expected last night, the world outside the window was completely covered in snow.

looked at the time, it was just past 8 o'clock, but I couldn't help but send a WeChat message to Zhang Rixuan: "Are you here, I'm hungry!"

After a while, Zhang Rixuan sent me a message back: "I'm queuing, you wait a while." ”

I was really embarrassed to let Zhang Rixuan line up to buy breakfast for me, so he hurriedly replied: "You can just find one to buy, why do you have to queue up!"

Zhang Rixuan replied as if jokingly: "Because I kicked you, of course I have to buy the best crab roe buns in Suzhou to compensate you...... You're so delicate!"

I replied with a hint of "anger": "Then you better not buy it, come and let me kick it!"

Zhang Rixuan just gave me a sweaty expression, and there was no movement, and I got up, quickly finished washing, and sat on the desk by the window to continue the marketing plan that I didn't finish last night, but I couldn't help but look out the window a few times.

Finally, Zhang Rixuan's car appeared in my sight, and then I saw her walking down from the car with a thermos lunch box, so I also sat up, and I was ready to put on a positive image of a diligent man in front of her later, so that she would always dislike me for being bored.

......

After a while, I heard the sound of the key opening the door, and then I heard Zhang Rixuan's voice: "Jiaming, are you at home?"

"Hmm. "A simple word, but I interpret the taste of busyness, and I can't help but admire myself.

Zhang Rixuan pushed open the door and walked into my room, I buried my head lower, my fingers "crackling" on the keyboard.

Zhang Rixuan really sighed and said, "I started working so early." ”

"Men, it doesn't matter if they work in the morning or at night, and when they need to work hard, they have to work hard. I was so busy that I didn't even have the time to look at Zhang Rixuan.

"Do you still have time for breakfast?"

"Wait...... When I make this one, you can eat it first. ”

Zhang Rixuan didn't leave, walked to my side and leaned down to look at my computer, found no flaws, and then said to me: "Then I won't interrupt your train of thought, I'll eat first." ”

"Hmm. "I'm still very busy answering, my fingers are tapping faster on the keyboard, of course, this is not a show, my mind is very active at the moment, and the whole plan is very smoothly expressed by me in words.

Ten minutes later, I felt that I was almost done, and finally put the computer on standby, and then walked to the living room, where Zhang Rixuan sat at the dining table alone and ate quietly.

I stretched my body and sat down across from her, then unceremoniously picked up a crab roe bun and ate it.

Zhang Rixuan rarely took the initiative to say to me: "On the way here, many people were building snowmen on the street. ”

"Hmm. I still answered very deeply, as if I had instantly transformed into a mature man.

"The children had a lot of fun......"

"Really?"

"Yes. Zhang Rixuan responded, looking out of the window where the snow had stopped with some distraction.

I instantly understood her loneliness, the reason why the children had a lot of fun was because they were accompanied by their parents and guarded them, but what about Zhang Rixuan?

Maybe she also had a happy memory in the snow, but such a memory can no longer be replicated because of the pain of life.

Experiencing Zhang Rixuan's regret, I sped up the pace of eating, finished eating before her, went to the storage box and took out a collapsible military shovel, and said to her: "Hurry up and eat, after eating, we will go to build a snowman." ”

"Aren't you busy? You don't need to accommodate me, work matters. ”

"You've brought me breakfast, even if you're busy, I'm embarrassed to break my trust with you...... Don't worry, I'll build a snowman for you in minutes, and I won't waste time. ”

Zhang Rixuan immediately showed a smile on his face, took out a scarf, hat and other props from his bag, and then pulled me and walked downstairs.

At this moment, I realized that anyone is multi-faceted, such as me, can be boring, or can pretend to be serious.

Another example is Zhang Rixuan, who can be very serious, or she can have a childlike side, the key is to see who you are facing, maybe in front of each other, we are all unreserved, so I will pretend to be serious with her, so she will show me her innocent side.

Originally, we didn't live on the same level, but we were bound together by this room, and if it weren't for this room, we might never have intersected, but fate is so wonderful, we met unintentionally.

But I don't expect fate to take us any further, because it's good now, and I can get a lot of happiness from it that I didn't have......

But I don't think this hazy state can be defined as ambiguous, just like I said to Lu Yu before, I have passed the age of the first love, and after experiencing the baptism of love, it is difficult for me to have something called love for women...... Because if you don't love, it won't hurt anymore!

On the other hand, Zhang Rixuan, she is even more unlikely to have love for me, at most it is a kind of dependence, of course I see this very thoroughly, this thoroughness stems from my self-knowledge, because all unrealistic fantasies about her are shameless.

So it's good to be a better friend than an ordinary friend! It's more realistic.

......

When I got downstairs, I rolled out a few snowballs of different sizes, trimmed them with a shovel, and soon piled up a snowman in the shape of a human, and Zhang Rixuan didn't know where to find a branch to use as an arm, and finally put on a hat and tied a scarf to make a snowman.

Then we piled up another snowman according to the gourd painting, in order to distinguish the gender, Zhang Rixuan deliberately made the second snowman very slim and tied a women's scarf, and then looked at it with a sense of satisfaction for a long time.

I was so complacent with her satisfaction that we ended up taking a photo with the snowman and recording the most beautiful moment of her smile since we met.

The phone rang suddenly, so I didn't have time to engrave this most beautiful smile into my mind, so I took out my mobile phone from my pocket with dissatisfaction, wanting to see who was so puzzled, and called me at this time, but was surprised to find that this call was from Tai Jing.

After a little hesitation, I answered the phone, and Tai Jing invited me to have dinner at noon, because today is the day when his tobacco and alcohol counter officially opened in the Polaroid Department Store, of course I did not refuse, such a party should be attended, at least I still regard him Tai Jing as a brother, not a friend.

It's just that I'm still afraid of facing Anqi who is with Tai Jing alone, so I started Zhang Rixuan's idea again, anyway, today is the weekend, she is also free, there is no problem with going to eat together