An Yao slept very deeply this night, she didn't rest well last night, and she got up early in the morning, her spirit has been in a tense state, and she is very tired physically and mentally. Only when watching Pang Fei sleep, An Yao can sleep peacefully and steadily.

Pang Fei prepared breakfast, but by the time An Yao got up, it had already become lunch.

An Yao was very guilty, "Oh, it's all my fault, why did I sleep for so long." You said you were too, why didn't you wake me up sooner. Look, this meal is cold. ”

Pang Fei said indifferently, "It's cold, it's cold, I'll make you lunch." ”

With that, he turned around and went into the kitchen again.

Looking at Pang Fei's departing back, the corners of An Yao's mouth couldn't help but outline a shallow smile.

Although this is a waste of Pang Fei's mind, seeing Pang Fei so uncomplaining and unrepentant, she is really down-to-earth in her heart.

When she came to the kitchen, An Yao helped Pang Fei together.

Pang Fei asked her not to be busy, just go outside and stay outside, An Yao didn't want to, she just wanted to help Pang Fei, that is, to be with Pang Fei.

Pang Fei had no choice but to obey her wishes.

Lunch was prepared by An Yao and Pang Fei together, and the taste was indeed worse than that made by Pang Fei alone, but An Yao felt that it was exceptionally delicious when she ate it.

Because, this meal was cooked by her and Pang Fei together.

Since she and Pang Fei met, this was the first meal she and Pang Fei had cooked together.

In the past, she didn't know how to cherish it, but now, she knows how difficult it is for two people to be together, just like to experience this different feeling.

Nan Nan also eats very happily, her small mouth is always full, and her little face is full of happiness and contentment.

It was also the first time for her to eat a meal made of baba and sesame linen, which was really delicious.

"If it's delicious, eat more. Pang Fei sandwiched the dishes between the mother and daughter, and he also felt very happy.

Soon, An Yao finished eating, put down the chopsticks, and asked how Nan Nan ate?

Nan Nan patted her bulging little belly and said with satisfaction, "I'm also full, you see my belly is almost as numb." ”

"Hehe, little girl, then you go outside to play for a while, I'll talk to you. ”

"Hmm. ”

The little girl left quickly, like a lively and lovely bird.

Pang Fei didn't notice An Yao's expression, and served her some soup, "Drink some of this, it will help you digest." ”

"Let's drink it later, Pang Fei, we haven't seen each other for a long time, let's have a good chat." ”

After chatting so late last night, An Yao hasn't talked enough?

However, as long as An Yao wants to talk, Pang Fei will accompany her at any time.

"Of course, what do you want to talk about?"

"I want to talk...... I want to talk about you. ”

"What's the matter with me?"

"Your cultivation thing. Pang Fei, tell me, what you really think in your heart, do you still want to continue cultivating?" An Yao asked.

Pang Fei suddenly fell silent and didn't speak for a long time.

As An Yao said, the truest thought in his heart was, of course, that he wanted to continue cultivating, but An Yao's reaction last night made him feel distressed, which made Pang Fei's heart shake again.

All his purposes are to better protect An Yao and the children, but if what she did made An Yao and the children panic, then what was the point of him doing this?

After thinking about it, Pang Fei said, "An Yao, don't worry, from now on, I won't be leaving you and the children." ”

An Yao looked at Pang Fei, and her eyes couldn't help but moisten.

She ran over, snuggled in Pang Fei's arms, and sobbed quietly, "I know that the way I look makes you daunted, and I also know that you definitely want to continue cultivating in your heart, but you are worried about me and the child, so you are actually very difficult." ”

"However, I am just afraid, I am uneasy, and when I think of the days without you, my heart is as empty as if someone has taken a piece of it. In the past, I always refused to admit it, and always said that you were no longer by my side, so I was at ease. However, when you really left me, those days were really like years, and it was too hard to endure. ”

"I just realized that you have long been integrated into the bits and pieces of my life, it's not that you can't do without me, it's that I can't do without you. I even thought that if you don't come back from now on, I'll go to you after I give birth......

Pang Fei hurriedly covered An Yao's mouth and said with a dark face, "Don't say this kind of nonsense, you can't have anything, you have to give me a good life." An Yao, you listen to me, no matter if I Pang Fei is no longer by your side, you have to be good, do you hear?"

An Yao pursed her lips, tears flowed down unconsciously, "But this is too difficult, without you, my life has no soul at all, every day is like a walking dead." There is your shadow everywhere in the house, and no matter what I see, I will think of you. It's you who are so good, your dad himself has integrated into the bits and pieces of my life, and then he also asks me to live strongly. Pang Fei, don't you think your requirements are too high?"

"I'm not a saint, I'm just an ordinary person, an ordinary woman, I have flesh and blood, and I have feelings. It was you who warmed my cold heart a little bit with your tenderness and care, and now that I am finally spent by you, you ask me to let go of everything related to you as before. Hehe...... I'm not a robot, I can forget everything by pressing Eliminate Building. ”

Looking at An Yao's teary eyes, Pang Fei was distressed.

He gently wiped away the tears from An Yao's face, sighed and said, "If I can, I want to spoil you and love you for the rest of my life, so that you can be carefree." I'm like doing my best to be nice to you and make your days as happy as possible. ”

"So I'm going to try to live, to live with a dead face, and as long as I can not die, I will never die. I also hope that I can always be the emperor to protect you and your children like this, so that you will never have a strong day. ”

"Poof", An Yao was amused by his words, but this kind of laughter made him feel inexplicably sad.

Pang Fei could have not had to work so hard and be so tired, it was all because of her that he would continue to improve himself, strengthen himself, and let himself live as much as possible.

His kindness to An Yao has gone beyond the ordinary good, but a kind of good that transcends life and a good that sacrifices himself.

While An Yao coveted this feeling, she felt distressed for Pang Fei.

If he didn't have himself, Pang Fei wouldn't have to work so hard and not be so tired.

However, to love someone is not to give her the good she can give, isn't it to take care of her and love her?

An Yao wanted to cry and laugh, but tears kept falling down like beads with broken threads.

"What kind of fate do you say the two of us, from the very beginning of meeting to the present, there has never been peace. God can't get used to seeing us together again, that's why he always makes trouble for us?"

Pang Fei thought for a while and said, "I think God is jealous of us, he thinks that our ** love is too happy, and his eyes are red, so he always wants to create some trouble for us and wants to go to graduate school." But he failed every time, because we were not afraid of any test. ”

"Whew...... I miss the ordinary days before, I never felt that there was anything good about those days before, and I was always full of complaints and disgust, now I think about it, I was really in the blessing at that time. Obviously living so happily, but always have to make something. ”

"Well, now that I've finally made trouble, I'm just doing it myself. ”

"You are not allowed to say that about yourself. Pang Fei reached out and stroked An Yao's head, coaxing her like a child.

When he came back this time, Pang Fei obviously felt that An Yao's changes were very great.

The previous grinning and heartless An Yao is gone, and now An Yao has become sensitive and fragile again.

When you care about some people and things, you can't be calm.

An Yao is like this, and so is Pang Fei.

What Pang Fei can do is to do his best to stay by An Yao's side.

Only staying by An Yao's side is the biggest reassurance for her.

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about these sad topics, you see I'm back, this is a big joy, we should all be happy, why are we always crying. Pang Fei helped An Yao wipe away the tears on his face and said with a smile.

An Yao tried to squeeze out a smile, "I don't want to do this either, maybe this time is too difficult and too difficult, which makes my heart too fragile and sensitive, and I always feel uncomfortable when I don't say some words." ”

"I try to restrain my emotions as much as possible, trying not to think about the bad things. Pang Fei, let's go see Lele. ”

"Okay. ”

Speaking of which, it's been a long time since I've seen Lele.

I don't know how that kid is doing in the academy, is there any contact between him and Xiao Lingzi?

When she heard that she was going to see her brother, she was also happy.

In the afternoon, the family drove to the academy to visit Lele.

An Yao prepared a lot of things for Lele, from daily necessities to clothes and shoes.

During the time when Pang Fei was no longer there, she was in a bad mood and had no time to watch Lele.

The conditions in the academy are very difficult, Lele has never suffered much since he was a child, and he doesn't know if he can afford it in that kind of place.

Thinking about it now, An Yao feels that she is really confused, no matter how bad she is, she should not neglect her concern for the children.

This is thanks to being by her side, in the end, it can be better, and since Lele was thrown into the academy, she and Pang Fei have never visited, and I don't know if that kid will mind or be angry?

The car finally arrived at the gate of the academy, Pang Fei went to register, and then came back to help An Yao carry things in.

There is a rule in the academy that family members can only wait in the reception room to visit.