Chapter 119: Gu Tingchen is still alive
Xi Zhan was invulnerable, he didn't shake off my hand, but just asked me indifferently, "Forgot what I said yesterday?"
I said, "I remember." β
Xi Zhan was very indifferent at this moment, I guess he regretted going to the police station to save me, I firmly grabbed his palm and said: "I understand what the second brother means, and I also understand that I am not worthy of you......"
I was about to say something more, but Xi Zhan suddenly and coldly interrupted me and asked me a particularly fatal question, "Let me ask you, if Gu Tingchen was still alive, would you still say these words to me?"
Xi Zhan is making assumptions.
Suppose Gu Tingchen is still alive.
Who thinks about the question of hypothetical positivity?!
I didn't know how to answer him, but I knew I had to, and I said firmly, "I will." β
Because the person I like now is Xi Zhan.
Gu Tingchen is my past.
Hearing this, Xi Zhan hooked his lips, a very small amplitude, I have never seen Xi Zhan smile, and it is not an exaggeration to be shocked.
I rubbed my fingers against his palm in a distracted manner, and heard his cold voice say, "Yun'er, you still feel hesitant now, but I know that I'm sorry, I can't rely on you." β
"Xi Zhan, then why are you ...... me?"
He interrupted me like an emotionless machine, and said lightly: "Don't ask me why I want to be so naΓ―ve to you, Yun'er, don't talk about my heart for you! You first have to figure out what you need, whether it's Gu Tingchen or Xi Zhan." β
Xi Zhan was always mentioning Gu Tingchen, and making inexplicable assumptions, I looked at his deep eyes and asked, "We don't mention Gu Tingchen, I'll ask you a question, do you like me?"
"I answered you yesterday. Xi Zhan looked at me holding his hand with a faint gaze, and said in a cruel voice: "I never like to repeat what I say, if you want to hear it again, I can tell you again!
I shook my head and let go of his palm suddenly, thinking that it would be over, but I remembered what Yuan You said to me, there is a long way to go to pursue him, don't be afraid of Xi Zhan's indifferent refusal.
I stared at the indifferent man in front of me with moist eyes, and said stiffly: "I don't care! I just want to like you now! I used to love others very forbearingly, and I never took the initiative to fight for anything, and I silently followed them! Now I don't want to be like before, I have to say it out loud if I like anyone!"
Xi Zhan's face was pale, as if he heard my declaration of love without any waves, I held his palm again, and said aggrievedly: "Whatever you want to reject me, I just want to follow you anyway, unless you completely disappear from my world!"
He was silent, and I threatened him in reverse: "In this way, we will return to the bridge and return to the road, no matter what happens to me in the future, I will not accept your kindness, if you want to get rid of me, you will be cut off!"
"Shi Yun. β
Xi Zhan rarely called me Shi Yun, unless he was really angry, I clenched his palm firmly, and suddenly made a very bold move, I stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the cheek.
I did this just to provoke him.
I do these are what Yuanyou taught me.
He said that being reserved would not work for Xi Zhan.
Because he can be more reserved than I am.
Xi Zhan, who was kissed by me, looked at me with a slightly stunned gaze, and then was full of complexity, and his voice was calm as if coming from a distant light year: "Gu Tingchen is still alive." β
I was stunned in place, and suddenly let go of his palm, Xi Zhan looked at me with clear eyes and said, "I have arrived in Wucheng." β
......
Xi Zhan left me alone, looking at his distant car, I suddenly understood why he kept mentioning Gu Tingchen.
Because he always knew that Gu Tingchen was still alive.
I was overjoyed to hear the news that Gu Tingchen was still alive, and I wanted to see him immediately, but what would happen after seeing him?
Could it be that I told him that I was empathetic and don't fall in love?
I finally mustered up the courage to let go of Gu Tingchen, and finally mustered up the courage to listen to Yuan You's words and take the initiative against Xi Zhan, but now I was beaten back to my original form by Xi Zhan's words, and there was no way to escape.
But I suddenly knew one thing in my heart, that is, Xi Zhan was not without feelings for me, he only did this because Gu Tingchen was still alive, and he was afraid that I would have illusions about him.
Xi Zhan thought that Gu Tingchen would return to him if he was alive.
What now?
How should I face Gu Tingchen?!
I know in my heart that only by solving the matter on Gu Tingchen's side can I have the slightest possibility of being with Xi Zhan!!
Yes, between Gu Tingchen and Xi Zhan, I choose the latter.
I like to be cared for, pampered, and blessed.
Only Xi Zhan can give me these.
Gu Tingchen and I have finally become a thing of the past.
I thought so at the time, I thought that as long as I smoothly resolved the matter between me and Gu Tingchen, I could move forward bravely, but I forgot that the world is impermanent.
I was about to turn around and go back to the apartment when an unfamiliar number called me, it was a local number in Nanjing, I heard a familiar voice, and asked kindly: "Sheng'er, where are you?"
I was shocked: "Gu Tingchen!!"
"Well, it's me. β
After a pause, he said: "I'm still alive, I'm back to you in good health, I just drove to Tongcheng, where are you?"
I had mixed emotions in my heart, and I was overwhelmed with ecstasy, and I didn't know how to face him.
But he and I will meet again eventually.
If you can't escape, you just face it calmly.
I said my address, and Gu Tingchen explained softly: "I have been in a coma for the past four months, and I am sorry that I can't return to you and make you feel wronged!"
I shook my head apologetically and said, "It's fine." β
He should have been wronged from beginning to end.
After his car accident, I swore to forgive him in front of him, but after only four months, I began to empathize!
And just now I was confessing!!
Besides, I'll have to have a showdown with him later.
Gu Tingchen was in Tongcheng, and he arrived after a while, he drove a black Porsche parked in front of me, the window slowly lowered, and I saw the dreamlike face.
Exceptionally handsome and full of life.
He was appearing alive in front of me at the moment, and I walked up to him with tears in my eyes and muttered, "It's so good, Gu Tingchen." β
It's good that he's alive.
He rolled his eyes, hooked his lips and said, "Do you miss me?"
I nodded and said, "I really want to." β
"Get in the car, I'll take you somewhere. β
He and I shouldn't have said anything to ruin my mood when we first met, but now ...... I can't afford to drag it off with him.
Some things have to be made clear.
I gritted my teeth and said, "I have something to tell you." β