Maybe because of the nervousness, Zhang Rixuan and I have never been able to maintain the same pace, and our hands are all in a cold sweat in the cold winter, this reaction made me unexpected, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with Zhang Rixuan, we just held hands.

An abrupt tree stood in front of us, in order to avoid this tree, I very cooperatively leaned towards Zhang Rixuan's side, but I didn't want Zhang Rixuan to lean towards me in order to avoid it, so the two bumped into each other without tacit understanding, and subconsciously let go of the hand holding together.

We finally looked at each other in embarrassment, but this time Zhang Rixuan put his hand in his pocket.

This action made me a little lost, and I felt that I had offended her, and said to her for a while: "I don't mean anything else by holding your hand, I usually talk to Yanjie...... They're still hooking their shoulders!"

Zhang Rixuan looked away and hesitated for a moment before saying to me, "I know, you don't have to explain." ”

I finally nodded, and then reached out and flagged down a taxi, we had gone far enough to achieve the purpose of walking, and it might be a little embarrassing for us to keep walking.

......

This night, Zhang Rixuan didn't play in the bar for too long, just sat for half an hour and left first, which made me feel that I had offended her, and I also complained that I had no restraint, and I didn't want to cast a shadow on our relationship because of this incident, so sometimes it is best not to test or break it, at least we can be as noisy and caring for each other as before.

When I got home, I lay down on the bed after a simple wash, and then lit a cigarette and took the photos stolen from Zhang Rixuan's office today in my hand and looked at them carefully, and then I was amused by her pouting, cute, and cute appearance, laughing, laughing and inexplicably overflowing some pain, and I didn't understand where these injuries came from for a long time, maybe because I sympathized with her, or maybe because I couldn't get close to her.

I gradually realized that maybe I had fallen in love with her subtly...... But what a terrible thing it was to me, because subconsciously I never felt that we would be together, and if we could not be together, how pale and lonely this sudden love was, and how lonely it would be, and how unreciprocated in loneliness...... I can only watch from afar.

I snuffed out the cigarette in my hand, put Zhang Rixuan's photo into the folder of the book, and then turned off the light, and the room was dark and lonely!

......

Soon another week passed, in this week, I chose a decoration company to work with, and the "Fifth Season" theme music bar officially entered the second renovation, and I finally ushered in the most relaxed period since returning to Suzhou, the only thing to do was to go to the bar every afternoon to supervise the decoration.

In this week, I haven't been in contact with Zhang Rixuan, she hasn't looked for me again, it seems to be back to the state of strangers, the first three days I didn't adapt to this strangeness, several times I wanted to call her out, but gradually restrained, so that I completely broke off the idea of contacting her, this kind of break stems from the fact that I am no longer a man full of pursuit and expectation of love, I can give up all illusions about love, live in self-entertainment.

It was a sunny afternoon, I stayed at home and didn't go anywhere, sitting on the couch and controlling a remote-controlled car I bought a long time ago to kill my boredom, but my mind was still on the marketing of the bar after the second opening, and until now I haven't thought of any good marketing plan, because it is really difficult to convey the message of the bar to the target consumers scattered around when the funds are not abundant.

Distraught, I controlled the remote-controlled car to speed up in a straight line, hung up a reverse gear, and then steered, and the car drifted instantly.

When I was playing the next drift, the door suddenly opened, and then I saw Zhang Rixuan, who was looking at the drifting remote control car.

Finally, she asked me with a look of confusion, "Are you still playing with toy cars?"

"It's a RC racer, not a toy car, okay?"

Zhang Rixuan looked at it again and said, "I don't see any difference." ”

I put down the remote control in my hand, unwilling to continue the conversation with her, so I asked, "Why are you here?"

"Come get some clothes. ”

"Oh. I answered mechanically.

Zhang Rixuan looked at me, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he just said: "Then you continue to play, I'll leave after taking my clothes." ”

I didn't respond to Zhang Rixuan, picked up the remote control and started playing again, and Zhang Rixuan also entered his room, and walked out with a handbag after about five minutes, she came to me and was silent for a while and said, "...... I'm leaving. ”

I didn't speak, but I controlled the car to hit her, Zhang Rixuan dodged several times, and finally kicked my remote control car over with a kick, frowning and asking, "What are you doing?"

I didn't want her to leave, but I didn't know how to keep it, and when I left the couch, I straightened the kicked car and then turned it into her.

This time, Zhang Rixuan kicked over without hesitation, and said angrily: "Jiaming, are you sick again?"

"Yes, I'm sick, I'm still insane!"

"Then you should go to a mental hospital. ”

"I've given up on treatment. ”

Zhang Rixuan looked at me speechlessly......

"Or you're going to have a nervous breakdown, let's play together. ”

For this unreliable proposal, I thought that Zhang Rixuan would scold me, but I didn't want her to ask with great interest: "What are you playing?"

I thought for a moment and said, "Let's go to the square and play racing." ”

"Just your broken RC car. ”

"That's right. ”

Zhang Rixuan thought for a while and said, "Then let's go." ”

And she agreed to my request so easily, which surprised me a little and made me a little happy, and I didn't mind taking her to play RC racing like a psychopath, so I hurriedly went to the room to get a bag and put up the RC car, and then "the two neurotics" went downstairs together.

......

When we came to a nearby square, Zhang Rixuan and I found a bench and sat down, and then took out the remote control car from the bag and played, while Zhang Rixuan held his chin and watched me play.

I started to show off all kinds of skills, but Zhang Rixuan didn't applaud me, and soon I lost the motivation to continue playing, handed the remote control to Zhang Rixuan and said, "Do you want to play?"

Zhang Rixuan nodded and finally took the remote control from me with a smile, and I realized that she had just deliberately snubbed me, the purpose was to make me feel bored, and then let her play with her.

I didn't want to worry about her, so I took out a cigarette and lit it, leaned back on the bench, and pulled out the film from the cigarette case, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, and also snubbed Zhang Rixuan's reluctance to deal with her.

Zhang Rixuan completely ignored my inconvenience, followed my example, played racing cars in a good way, and pulled my clothes for a long time before asking: "How did you play that drift just now, it feels very cool!"

"Want to learn?"

Zhang Rixuan nodded expectantly.

I looked at Xiao Chubby Dun, who was controlling another racing car next to me, and then said to Zhang Rixuan: "If you use our car to knock over that little fat dun's car, I will teach you."