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Ling Feng didn't expect Su Mu to get angry, he lost his temper in an instant when she yelled at him like this, and then lowered his voice and said to Su Mu in a very aggrieved voice:

"I knew you would be busy today, so I didn't dare to disturb you, so I spent a day in the dormitory, just waiting for you to take the initiative to send me a message. It's Christmas, and those who have girlfriends are looking for girlfriends, and those who don't have girlfriends are all going out to play together, and I'm waiting for you in the dormitory. As a result, I waited for you for a day, and you didn't take the initiative to send me a message. I thought that if you were busy, even if you didn't have time to send messages in the morning, you would definitely tell me at lunchtime, because you promised me that you would send me photos during the meal. But you didn't send me any news at noon, so I thought you were too busy to eat again. I think if you're too busy to eat, you won't be able to eat even if I order food for you, and it might be cold if you put it aside. You always have trouble ordering takeout, and you definitely won't order a new one, so just make do with it and eat it cold, then your stomach will definitely be more uncomfortable, so I didn't order food for you. Then I just kept waiting, waiting for the courier to arrive. I think you will definitely be able to send me a message to ask me when the courier arrives, but the courier has been showing that it has been signed for a long time, and you haven't sent me a message or called me. I thought that you might also be busy and didn't have time to pick up the courier, so I continued to wait, but I still called you first. Do you say you really have me in your heart? Even if you have a little bit of me in your heart, why don't you take the initiative to contact me? ”

When Ling Feng said this, Su Mu felt that he was so aggrieved that he was about to cry. And when he finished saying these words, Su Mu felt that he had an indescribable feeling in his heart. She didn't dare to tell Ling Feng all of her mental activity that afternoon, nor did she know how to find a reason for herself to explain why she hadn't contacted him, and she didn't even dare to believe that all of this was true in Ling Feng's mouth.

Things fell into an awkward stalemate, and there was no beauty in the two of them. Su Mu held the phone, not knowing what he was going to say for a long time, and Ling Feng also remained silent, as if waiting for Su Mu to explain.

Minutes ticked by, and soon, this Christmas was coming to an end. Ling Feng's roommates also returned to the dormitory one after another, and some of them wanted to continue to party in the dormitory with the smell of alcohol, so the atmosphere of silence was stirred up by them. They kept calling Ling Feng's name and asking him to get involved. Ling Feng refused three times and twice, but they pulled him directly off the bed.

When Ling Feng stood between them, they saw that Ling Feng was still holding the mobile phone in his hand, and began to coax Su Mu to lend Ling Feng to them for a while. Su Mu didn't have any reason to disagree, so he finally spoke and said to Ling Feng:

"Go play with them, we'll talk back later. ”

Su Mu felt that he had never spoken to anyone in such a gentle voice, and even he was surprised. Ling Feng was also stunned by Su Mu's attitude, and after his roommate reminded him a few times, he hung up the phone.

Losing the voice on the other side of the phone, Su Muping lay down, holding the phone in both hands and putting it on his chest, and began to recall the bits and pieces that had happened with Ling Feng in the past few days.

From the initial resistance, to the slow acceptance, to the expectation that I can work hard to make changes for the other party, this series of changes seems to have progressed too quickly. In less than half a month, she seemed to have experienced an emotional experience that others would take a long time to complete. And the other party is still a little boy who is nine years younger than him and has not even graduated from high school, which is really unbelievable. Maybe such a storyline will often appear in novels, but in real life, it is indeed too rare, rarely seen that her family and friends are against it, and rarely even she herself can't believe that all this is true.

Although people say that love at the age of seventeen or eighteen is the purest and most desperate love, but the age gap between the two of them is so big, they have different knowledge, and their three views are inconsistent. Even if he thinks now that he will be able to guard her and never give up, but what about in the future? In the future, when he goes abroad, goes to college, and steps into society, he will meet more people, and then he will feel that there are too many people in this world who are better than her and more suitable for him than her, in this case, can he still keep her and keep his promises?

Most of the temptations that a man can withstand are because the temptations are not strong enough, so how much can he withstand the temptations?

She didn't even dare to think about it.

So do you want to go on?

Su Mu once again had the idea of quitting, and even in her heart, she had already conceived what she was going to say when she broke up, she picked up her mobile phone several times and wanted to call Ling Feng, but every time she felt that they should have fun together at this time, and she shouldn't call to affect their atmosphere.

Waiting left and right like this, Su Mu fell asleep in a daze. By the time she was glad to come, it was already the next morning. When she realized this, she bounced out of bed and immediately took out her mobile phone to confirm the time, for fear that she would miss the alarm clock and be late for work.

After making sure that there was still half an hour left before her normal time to get up, she buried herself in the quilt again, and then, with a nervous mood, opened the message that Ling Feng had sent her at three o'clock in the morning.

"Wife, I like you, very, very much. I know that I am talking about helping you with the burden, but I can't actually help you, but I still hope to protect you and make you less tired. That day, you posted a talk that really made me sad, I thought that you had opened up to me since you called me husband, but after reading it, I found out that you didn't. But I'm sad not because of you, but because I hate myself, blame myself for not being good enough to get your approval. So, from then on, I want to love you more, protect you, and not let you be hurt in the slightest, although I am just talking now, but I believe that one day in the future, I will really take action, and I hope that one day in the future, you can accept me completely. So, can I make a small request now, and you can just take it as an encouragement to me, and take me to heart a little more? Just a little bit, okay?"