In Yanjie's puzzled eyes, I said: "Don't look at me with your big puzzled eyes, haven't you damaged Li Yang, between young lovers, they damage each other's healthy development of beneficial feelings, who here doesn't know that I have a good character in Zhaoyang!"

After speaking, he complained to Zhang Rixuan: "Don't make trouble, if you hurt me, let's go home and flirt and scold, these are all bad friends, don't be with them."

"Zhaoyang, you are really crazy, for the sake of your own tall image, you can degrade my group of people!" Tai Jing said.

"I've always been good at that. ”

This time, Zhang Rixuan took the initiative to answer: "Then I said that you have a bad character, and I am not wrong." ”

"That's right!" Everyone agreed, and then smiled knowingly, and touched one after another with a wine glass, and the atmosphere finally became more lively. I drank the remaining half bottle of beer in one gulp, and I was a little relieved in my heart, but the corner of my eye looked at Anqi, since entering the bar, she was even more silent than Zhang Rixuan, and only occasionally said a few words to Tai Jing.

Everyone continued to chat, although I sat next to Zhang Rixuan, but I didn't dare to have a little physical contact with her, because I was afraid that she would turn her face, I only hope to end this party calmly now, and I don't want to participate in it in the future, at this moment the pain in my heart is only clear to me, I just want to stand behind Anqi and Tai Jing silently wish them happiness, instead of laughing and scolding everyone against my will like now, which makes my heart full of pain, but I can't escape.

Putting on an out-of-size mask is not only the face, but also the heart!

Lu Yu in the distance finally finished singing, he took the microphone and looked at me and said, "Zhaoyang, come up and sing two songs to cheer up your friends." As soon as Lu Yu's words fell, An Qi was the first to applaud, and then Li Yang, Tai Jing and others also applauded and whistled, and the atmosphere of the whole bar also rose.

I glanced at everyone, nodded at Lu Yu, and then walked to the stage, Lu Yu handed me the guitar in his hand, and took a bass from the hand of the band member Xiao Wu to cooperate with me, I took a deep breath and asked for a song "elopement" by Zheng Jun.

"An elopement for you... Guys. I plucked the guitar strings as I spoke, closing my eyes and some fragmented images came back to mind.

"Dedicate your youth to the glorious city behind you, we pay the price for this dream, leave love to the most sincere girl around me, you sing with me, you accompany me to flow, Lang accompany me to lose, until now I suddenly understand, I dream of true love and freedom, I want to take you to elope to the farthest town, I want to take you to elope to be the happiest person..... elope, elope, elope. ”

In the torn voice, I improvised and sang three elopements in a row, and my emotions were completely released at this moment, and we were forced before Angel was in front of the country

Desperate, hiding back to Suzhou from Shanghai, and wanting to elope from Suzhou to Tibet, at that time we naively thought that we could elope to the ends of the earth by virtue of the courage in this song, and thought: a guitar, two people, running all the way is the happiest person, but also thought: elopement can allow us to steal two people's life from the real world The music of heavy metal tears the desire, all the worldly noise is drowned in this "elopement", I have never been so unable to be hysterical, hate to tear the world, Tear through the vanity!

The sound of the music gradually stopped, the applause began to thunder, I still raised my head, returned the guitar to Lu Yu beside me for a long time, and walked to the bathroom without looking back.

In the bathroom mirror, my face was full of water stains, but I was glad that I finally hid it from the world and successfully covered up those painful and aggrieved tears.

Once, she was my faith in this Sex and the City, and now, faith has collapsed mercilessly, so all those hurts, pains, and longings are suppressed

At the bottom of my heart, I was finally overwhelmed and mutated in the time of a song, which wrenched my nerves.

Outside the door of the bar, everyone said goodbye, the three of us men were a little drunk, Li Yang took Yanjie's shoulder and walked to their car first, Anqi supported him

Tai Jing, who is not sober-willed, is the only one who keeps an imperceptible distance from Zhang Rixuan

Angel helped Tai Jing into the car, thinking that she was leaving, but she turned around and walked towards me and Zhang Rixuan.

She stood in front of me and Zhang Rixuan, but she didn't look at me, and said to Zhang Rixuan, "Go back and give him a glass of milk soaked in honey, his stomach is not very good."

Zhang Rixuan nodded, and Anqi looked at me who was a little unsteady on my feet, and then nodded to Zhang Rixuan, without saying any more, and turned to the car over there

me staring at her back, I can't come back to my senses for a long time!

"She's gone......," Zhang Rixuan next to me said to me.

"Oh. I replied numbly.

"Where do you live, I'll send you back. ”

"No, I'll just take a taxi myself. ”

Zhang Rixuan smiled and said, "I promised your ex-girlfriend to help you make a cup of honey milk, I don't like to be dishonest." ”

"Let's go. ”

Zhang Rixuan drove the car, I sat in the passenger seat, watching the car press the light and shadow of the city shuttling between the high-rise buildings, I was a little dizzy, I knew that the wine came up and was silent for a long time, Zhang Rixuan finally asked me:

"You just sang that song to your ex-girlfriend, right?

"She... It's called Angel. ”

"What, don't you like people calling her your ex-girlfriend?"

I replied with some discouragement: "It's been cleared... Isn't it better for two people in a relationship to call their names?"

Zhang Rixuan smiled and said, "I'm afraid your heart is not as clean as you say." ”

I didn't answer, stared at Zhang Rixuan for a long time, and suddenly said, "Hurry up, I want to vomit a little."

"Then you get out of the car and vomit. ”

"Go home and vomit, you drive faster. I urged again, and my words became fluent.

Zhang Rixuan stepped on the brakes, and the car suddenly stopped: "Get out of the car and vomit, isn't it uncomfortable to hold it, there is a river over there." ”

Although dizzy, but not to vomit, the reason why I said vomit was just because I didn't want to talk to her about Angel, but the inertia generated by this sudden braking almost didn't let all the wine accumulated in my stomach spew, this woman always seemed to be able to expose my lies, and then punish me.

I opened the car door and ran to the river, and then vomited hysterically, I collapsed a little, lying flat on the ground in a large figure, looking at the twinkling starry sky and dizzy.

Zhang Rixuan came to me and handed me a tissue, and said in a reproachful tone: "Let you drink so much more!"

"You just didn't ...... Kick that, that brake, and I won't vomit at all. I still don't say it very well.

"yes, then you were kidding me again?" Only then did I realize that I was not admitting myself again, and simply pretended to be dead and lay on the ground motionless.

"You keep pretending, I'll go first. I remembered the night when I was thrown by Zhang Rixuan in the wilderness, grabbed her hand, and said, "Don't go... I held Zhang Rixuan's hand and refused to let go, for fear that I would fall alone in this area where few people and cars passed by.

Zhang Rixuan was a little flustered, she struggled and asked me to let go, and I hugged her legs again, as if I had found support, comfort, and bereavement

A lost past.

"Zhaoyang, you quickly let go, you drank too much, don't go crazy with alcohol. Zhang Rixuan's words were even more nervous, and this kind of physical contact was too intimate for us.

"Let me hold for a while, don't go...", my voice was choked.

"I'm not Anqi, Zhaoyang, you are sober!" Zhang Rixuan held my shoulders and struggled violently, finally pushing me to the ground and running towards his car.

Lying on the ground again, my world was dark, and the cold wind of autumn blew me up again, and after lying down for a while, I got up and walked towards Zhang Rixuan's car, and Zhang Rixuan had palpitations, and resolutely disagreed with me to sit in the passenger seat, and drove me to the back.

The car started again, and drove towards the flickering lights in front of me with my frustration as I gradually woke up.