Chapter 117: A Blessing and a Curse

The old Chinese medicine doctor withdrew his hand, sighed, and looked at Feng Chengyu: "Why can't you get along with this girl?"

Feng Chengyu pursed his lips, his expression was a little not good-looking: "Old Cai." ”

"Take her to cure your heart disease?" Cai Lao glanced at him and smiled, "This matter is not in a hurry, how good is it to take your time?"

Feng Chengyu didn't answer, lowered his eyes to look at Ding Dong's frowning brows, and couldn't help but reach out to stroke her eyebrows.

"I can't wait. ”

As he spoke, his eyes softened a little.

Can't wait to make her accept herself, can't wait to improve the relationship between the two.

Ever since he knew what had happened, he could no longer contain the urge in his heart.

He doesn't believe in fate, but he is willing to believe that the reunion between the two is destined.

It was God who punished him for the sins he had done, so let him make amends for her.

Cai Lao looked at the movements of his hands and couldn't help but sigh.

"I've never seen you care so much about any girl, I really don't know if it's a blessing or a curse. ”

When Feng Chengyu heard this, the movements in his hands paused slightly.

After a moment, he laughed slowly, and his tone was soft: "It's a blessing and a curse." ”

Cai Lao prescribed Ding Dong some soothing Chinese medicine, gave a few more instructions, and left.

Feng Chengyu instructed the maid to go to the pharmacy to grab medicine, and he stayed by Ding Dong's side.

After the initial momentum, she is now in much better condition, but she sleeps very unsteadily, her brows are always tightly wrinkled, and fine beads of sweat ooze from her forehead.

Feng Chengyu opened the window to let the air circulate in the room, and then Kazui lay down beside her, looking at her face carefully.

It had been a long time since he had looked at Ding Dong so closely, and although he had taken the opportunity to kiss her several times before, her resistance was obvious.

Strange to say, since he knew that she had suffered so much, he felt that she couldn't get tired of looking at it.

Every time he saw her now, he felt as if this was the last time between the two.

I always felt that he couldn't catch her, and I always felt as if she would disappear from her life in the next second.

Feng Chengyu sighed, leaned over, and secretly kissed her bloodless lips.

Warm nephrite.

He hooked his lips, put his arm around her waist, and fell into a deep sleep.

Ding Dong's body temperature tended to normal, and when he gradually woke up, it was already late at night.

Because she was sweating when she slept, she only felt that her whole body seemed to be sticky and greasy, and she couldn't use her hands and feet.

When she turned her head and saw that Feng Chengyu's sleeping side face was so close at hand, she was startled and almost kicked him out of bed.

But seeing that he was sleeping so soundly, Ding Dong still hesitated for a moment, and then carefully removed the hand he put on his waist, got out of bed, and prepared to go to the closet to find clothes to take a bath.

As soon as her feet landed, a big hand fished her back into the bed.

The man on the bed rolled over and held her directly in his arms.

His eyes were still closed, but the strength of his arms was terrifying.

"Don't sleep more?"

His voice was hoarse, and his warm breath sprayed on the top of her head, tickling.

Ding Dong didn't move, and his body was not as stiff as before, just let him hold him without saying a word.

She suddenly felt that his arms were inexplicably reassuring.

It was as if something was suddenly relieved.

In her nightmare dream, she dreamed of many things, but the most was the past with Feng Chengyu.

She knew that there were things that she couldn't blame him, it was just a trick of fate.

Now that he was willing to do so much for her, there was no reason for her to continue to hate him to the core.

Although her suffering was caused by him, in the end, it was not his intention.

Ding Dong sniffed the smell on his body, and lost his mind for a while.

"Liao Xin said, the most difficult days you had in it were spent by remembering me. ”

He opened his mouth in a low tone, with a faint hint of imperceptible joy.

Ding Dong buried his head in his chest and did not move.

After a moment, she replied in a light tone, "At first, yes." ”

When she first entered prison, she also complained that she couldn't accept such a life, and once thought about finding a short-term view.

And during that time, the beautiful past with Feng Chengyu became her only salvation.

In the dark and cold cell, she shuddered and couldn't sleep every time she thought about what might happen to her after dawn.

Because once you fall asleep, it will soon be dawn.

After dawn, those people will find other ways to fix her.

She knew she wouldn't die in that kind of place so easily. But sometimes I think about it, it's better to live like that, it's better to really die, it's a hundred.

But she thought about it, what other good things were in this world?

There are also Ding Xiaowei and Feng Chengyu.

These are all concerns that she can't let go.

So in the most difficult days, she relied on the insignificant memories between them to barely support her shaky willpower.

Hearing the sound of her steady breathing in his arms, Feng Chengyu opened his eyes in a cold moonlight, and his deep eyes were like cold stars in the middle of the night.

"And then?"

He asked.

"Later, I began to hate you. ”

Ding Dong's voice was as light as a gust of wind, falling on his eardrums, but it was as heavy and painful as thunder.

Later, she thought about it, and she was in this situation thanks to Feng Chengyu.

She hated him, and hated the good memories between them.

Memory was a strange thing, and she tried her best to forget the little memories between them that didn't last long, but she remembered them more deeply.

Thinking back on it inadvertently makes her even more painful.

So she warned herself over and over again that it was all Feng Chengyu's fault, and it was all because of him that she would end up in this step.

This hatred was fresh day by day, and suddenly exploded when I saw him again.

She wanted to scold, but in the end she chose to forbear under his gaze.

She knew that she couldn't fight him, so the words in her chest turned a thousand times, and finally turned into a few fluttering words.

She was in too much pain.

seemed to feel her state of mind, and Feng Chengyu hugged harder.

If he could, he would love to give her everything he had, as long as she was happy.

But the pain in the heart, how can it be so easy to heal?

He could only take his time, cast the net step by step, wait for her old illness to fade away, and then reach out to her when time washed away the past so that even the scars could not be seen.

"In the future, do whatever you want. ”

As he spoke, he reached out and gently stroked her hair, over and over again, very gently.

"I support you with all my might. ”

Ding Dong didn't speak, just gently closed his eyes in his arms.

Maybe at this moment, she can trust him for a while.