Early the next morning, I left Hengdian, returned to Suzhou in the afternoon, went to the company for the first time, and then reported the situation to the manager Chen Jingming, and the incident of shooting the promotional poster for GUCI was resolved with the promise made to me by Chu He.

This evening after work, I sat in my office for a long time and did not leave the house where I had lived for more than two years, and the panic of having nowhere to go haunted me.

In fact, habit is really a terrible thing, my current pain is completely due to habit, used to the love that Angel once gave me, used to the warmth and comfort that the house once gave, I don't understand what happened all these years, why do I always lose the precious things in life, but gain so little?

Maybe I know the answer, but I don't want to admit it, so I comfort myself: now I finally see some hope in my work, and the progress in my work will definitely make my life better in the future, so pack up my mood and prepare for a new life!

After leaving the company, I didn't look for a new house, and decided to live with Lu Yu for the time being, at least at night when two men who were also lonely and frustrated could talk about music and talk about this nonsense life.

The individual wandered on the street, bored, and planned to go to the bar to find Lu Yu and have a few more drinks.

As soon as I said go, I immediately stopped a taxi and went to the bar where Lu Yu was singing. When I came to the bar, I was still familiar with the lights, and my waist was still trembling

I just found a relatively quiet corner and sat down.

Lu Yu came to me with a few bottles of beer, sat down across from me, handed me another bottle of beer, and said, "I thought you were insulated from here, what."

Again?"

I looked around and jokingly said, "Come here to breathe in some decadence, I've been a little too proud lately!"

Lu Yu touched one with me with a wine bottle, and asked with a smile: "You are used to being bitter, what's wrong with being proud of living I also smiled, raised the bottle, and said: "This is the realm of life, little comrade, you still have to slowly understand...... Drink!"

Lu Yu shrugged his shoulders with a smile, took a sip with me, and then asked me You went to Hengdian to find Chu He yesterday, right?"

"How do you know that I'm hiding it so tightly?" I asked, surprised.

"I chatted with Chu He on WeChat today, and she said you went.

"Actually, I went to Hengdian really for work, didn't guccI set up a counter in our department store, and I didn't designate Chu He to shoot the promotional posters of the products for them, and this drudgery fell on my head. I said and took another sip of beer

No wonder Chu He said that he was happy, maybe he really thought that you had made a special trip to find her at first. ”

Even if you make a special trip to find her, you have to worry about it

Lu Yu nodded, and didn't ask anything more, the two drank another bottle of beer, and after chatting a few words, Lu Yu left, and it was time for him to perform on stage.

There are more and more people coming to the bar to find amusement, and I am still sitting in the corner, drinking, and I lost my mind for a while, and it was the same last night with Chu He

Nothing came to my mind, and I felt a little sad because of it, which was incomprehensible to me, but it was real.

On the stage, Lu Yu and another female singer sang a song he had written, and there was intermittent applause on the scene, and my attention was finally attracted, following the rhythm of the music, snapping my fingers.

Lu Yu is actually a very talented folk singer, but his temperament is too heavy, he is unwilling to write some pop songs with a strong commercial smell, and he is not willing to participate in the draft of the bad street, so he has been singing in the bar in obscurity all these years, and his life is hard, but he himself doesn't seem to care too much about this kind of hardship, he often says: Fun does not have to be famous, but there must be persistence in the heart.

It's just that after getting along for many years, I don't know what his insistence is, but that doesn't stop me from admiring him.

The phone vibrated in my pocket to the sound of music, and I still snapped my fingers to the rhythm, and took out the phone from my pocket and connected it without looking at the number.

The call came from Li Yang, who seemed to hear the noise of the bar and said to me, "Zhaoyang, are you fooling around in the bar again?"

"Have a good honeymoon, don't be idle buddy. I stood up from my seat as I spoke, swaying to the rhythm of the music.

"Which bar are you in, I'll go look for you

Didn't you go to Sanya with Yanjie?" I asked, confused

"It's been raining heavily in Sanya for the past few days, and I'll go back in a few days. ”

"If you go back in a few days, will your marriage leave still be enough?

"I can't play for a few days, it's enough... Don't talk nonsense, you kid, tell me which bar you're in.

"Soho Bar, come on, please drink.

Then you have to prepare some silver, Yanjie will also go, and Anqi, hear the names of Anqi and Tai Jing

My heart trembled and I was stunned for a long time

scolded and said, "You're married and stupid, why did you bring them here?"

"What are you excited about, the five of us haven't gotten together for several years, besides, don't you have a girlfriend, shout out and get together together

Don't think about the mess of the past. ”

"Who did you hear that I had a girlfriend?"

"Anqi, if you don't have a girlfriend, I can't take Anqi and Tai Jing to find you unhappy, I have this bit of proportion, I just remembered that on the day Li Yang got married, I did lie in front of Anqi

said that Zhang Rixuan was his girlfriend, but he didn't expect this lie to be like a stone that was lifted by himself at the moment, and smashed it into his feet, and he couldn't hide it.

In a daze, Li Yang said to me again: "Actually, it is Tai Jing's meaning to get together with you, we are all brothers from the university, don't be unhappy because of those emotional things..... now everyone is in pairs, isn't it good to get together together!"

I didn't know what to say, so I was silent.

Li Yang reminded me again, "Remember to ask your girlfriend out, I can listen to Angel say: Beauty is not like words, it can make Angel think so, I and."

Yanjie really wants to open her eyes!"

I just wanted to say something, Li Yang had already hung up the phone, and listening to the "beep" sound on the phone, I was dumbfounded!

The bar was still noisy, but I was restless, Li Yang said it to this point, I can't run away, the bad thing is that I recklessly said that Zhang Rixuan was my girlfriend that day, but at that time, I was really like a drowning person who urgently needed a life-saving straw, so I can quite understand what I did at the time, but what should I do now?

After a long time without the owner, I finally decided to call Zhang Rixuan, if she still has a little righteousness, she will definitely draw a knife to help.

I took out the phone and found Zhang Rixuan's number, but I couldn't press it for a long time, I still remember that when I moved out the day before yesterday, we had a quarrel because we didn't buy insecticide powder, and then she forced me to pay the money, I was embarrassed to leave the guitar, almost ran away, and now at this time to call her is not too manless

Is the integrity of the people?

"No matter, anyway, I'm a scumbag in her eyes, what else to talk about I muttered, and then with the reputation of scum, I was bold, pressed

The dial key was down.

Listening to the prompt tone, I was a little nervous, there was a reason for this nervousness, I was worried that Zhang Rixuan would sneer at my unethical behavior, and I was even more worried that she was unwilling to help the rivers and lakes.

A moment later, the phone was connected, and I heard Zhang Rixuan's unsmiling voice again: "What are you calling me for?"

"The rivers and lakes are in emergency. ”

Are you ready to jump into the river and lake again?"

I was choked half to death by Zhang Rixuan, and only after a while did I say: "This time it's not jumping into the river, do you remember the last time at my friend's wedding, I told a woman that you are."

My girlfriend?

"Are you too embarrassed to mention this?"

I immediately followed Zhang Rixuan's words and sighed: "Alas~~!, don't you make trouble for me about this, my friends have said that they want to see you, and now they are on their way here, you hurry up to the Soho bar to rescue me."

"Jesus can't save a man like you!"

"Don't hurt me, it's really urgent, if you don't come, I'll really be embarrassed today!"

"Who cares about you!"

"I'm begging you, okay?" I said eagerly as if I had to bow my head under the eaves.

Zhang Rixuan replied unmoved: "You ask for more blessings." ”

I was furious: "You exterminator is too reincarnated! Do you have a little righteousness..., don't let me see you in Suzhou in the future..."

The phone was suddenly hung up, and I was completely stupid when I listened to the "beep" hang-up tone......