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Su Mu thought that this was just what Ling Feng said when he was angry and angry with himself, but he didn't expect that from the next day, he really started calling on time and on time. Not only that, he also asked Su Mu to take pictures of his three meals, as long as one meal is left, then Su Mu will definitely be able to receive the takeaway he ordered.
Su Mu had never been asked to do this by others, and she was really uncomfortable at the beginning, and she politely refused a few times. However, I don't know if it was a problem with her ability to express herself or if Ling Feng's hearing was a problem, her protest never had any effect. In desperation, Su Mu endured it, every time Ling Feng urged, she would honestly take pictures of him, and never said anything to refuse.
After a period of time, Su Mu actually developed the habit of eating on time, and even when it was time for Ling Feng to eat at noon, she would automatically feel hungry. This made her feel a little ridiculous, and one night while chatting, she talked to Ling Feng about it.
Ling Feng didn't show any surprise in this regard, as if this was something he had known for a long time that would happen. Su Mu felt that something was wrong at that time, so he asked Ling Feng bluntly if there was something hidden from her. Ling Feng didn't twist either, and generously explained to Su Mu:
"You're too thin, you've worked so long, you haven't eaten on time, can your body stand it? What if you starve your stomach? Oh yes, I think of one more thing, from today onwards, you have to weigh yourself once every night when you go home, and if you lose weight, see how I clean you up when I go back. ”
Ling Feng's words made Su Mu look confused, she held the phone in a daze, and it took half a minute to calm down, if it weren't for Ling Feng listening to her for a long time without a sound, and calling her again, it is estimated that she would be able to maintain this expression until she fell asleep. And after she reacted, she immediately muttered with some dissatisfaction:
"It's too much, and it has nothing to do with me, why do you care about me so much. ”
Although Su Mu's voice was very small, he was still listened to word for word by Ling Feng on the other end of the phone. So he immediately changed to an aggrieved voice and retorted to Su Mudao:
"It doesn't matter what you mean, don't I want to try to make the two of us have a relationship? If you don't give me a chance, how can it be related......
Listening to Ling Feng's crying voice, Su Mu felt for a moment that the person who had done something wrong seemed to be her. It was she who didn't give others a chance to be justified, and she used this reason to hurt people desperately. People tried so hard to take care of her, but she always turned them away, just didn't agree.
Indeed, if Ling Feng's performance was seen and heard by Su Mu's "relatives", they would definitely accuse Su Mu like Su Mu thought. After all, in the eyes of these people, Su Mu is twenty-seven years old, and he doesn't have a boyfriend, not to mention, and he doesn't have a stable job, which is really worrying. If there is such a person who is willing to take care of Su Mu, Su Mu still refuses, it is really too hypocritical for her to see how many catties and taels she has.
Maybe many people think like this, but even putting aside the matter of age, Su Mu still feels that the two people should rely on not only the love of one party, but also the feelings of two people for each other. After all, love is mutual, even if it takes a long time in the end, from love to family affection, it is also a kind of love. It's really not a terrible thing to not get married in your twenties, and it's not even a problem to not get married in your fifties, the most terrible thing is that you can't stand the fingers of those boring people in your twenties, so in order to cope with others, you casually find someone else to marry, and then live alone and helpless for a lifetime.
Su Mu didn't want to live like this, even if she had experienced countless failed relationships before this, even if the people around her were laughing at her for these were fantasies, she didn't want to wronged herself and marry someone who was just the right person. She really doesn't believe that sweet love can happen to her, but she always believes that such love exists in this world. Maybe marriage itself is about gambling, and not getting married doesn't necessarily mean winning, but it certainly won't lose.
These were the principles that Su Mu had always believed in, and in the face of this principle, Ling Feng had become an exception.
Although Su Mu didn't like to be managed like this, but putting these aside, Su Mu was really moved by this little child. It's probably because no one has ever been willing to pin all the time except study on her like him, and no one other than relatives has ever cared about whether she remembers to eat, whether she gets home on time, and whether she is tired from work. Although Su Mu wasn't sure if Ling Feng was sincere to her, she still gradually lost her wit under such care.
She began to stop resisting answering his calls, and began to share with him naturally what happened during the day, and even when his roommate teased the two of them on the phone, she didn't have any more guilt in her heart. And more importantly, at a certain moment when she was bored, she actually began to fantasize about the days when the two of them would be together in the future.
If she hadn't woken up at that time, maybe she would have had a new identity a few days ago, but the thought was so terrifying to her that she unconsciously thought about what would happen if his family knew her age.
He doesn't care about her age doesn't mean his family doesn't care, she doesn't care what the world thinks of their age difference, but she has to care about his family's attitude.
She hates trouble so much, and in her eyes, what she hates more than trouble is the contradictions between people. If they are really together, she will not only have to deal with the elders in her own family, but also accept all kinds of problems brought by the elders in his family, which is a nightmare for her, and it can make her live worse than dead. The most important thing is that his family will definitely not agree, if it is noisy, everyone will not care about her who he actively pursues, because in the eyes of adults, his age is the time to rebel, and he can use "he is still a child" to escape responsibility at any time, but she is different, she is nearly thirty years old, and agreeing to his pursuit is just nonsense in the eyes of outsiders, not only irresponsible to himself, but also irresponsible to this child.
Anyway, if something goes wrong, it will be her responsibility at that time.
Thinking of this, she suddenly had the idea of retreating.