In fact, since he got the advance salary and started to have a little more money on hand, Lin Yufei's Internet addiction has relapsed, and he goes to the Internet café every once in a while to spend time, write blogs, and play QQ games or something.

A few days ago, Lin Yufei met a girl who claimed to be a salesman on the Internet, although it was only the first time to talk, but there was a sense of déjà vu, perhaps because he hadn't chatted with netizens on the Internet for too long, Lin Yufei, who was once nicknamed "Chat God" by his roommates, felt that he was about to lose this ability.

HER ONLINE NAME IS RUBY, ALTHOUGH HER ACTUAL AGE IS TWO YEARS YOUNGER THAN LIN YUFEI, BUT SHE SEEMS TO BE MUCH MORE MATURE IN HER WORDS, PROBABLY BECAUSE OF THE NATURE OF HER WORK.

After chatting a few times, Lin Yufei felt that she was a very sincere person, and she was the first girl so far to read every one of his blogs carefully.

Lin Yufei came to the familiar boiling point Internet café, chose a familiar corner location, logged in to QQ, RUBY happened to be online, and was about to send a message to greet him, but he didn't expect to be preempted by her, and he couldn't help but feel a little happy in his heart.

A few days ago, Lin Yufei and RUBY inadvertently mentioned that she had participated in the QQ Landlord National Competition and won two awards, but she was quite interested, and she told him the QQ password unguardedly, and asked Lin Yufei to help her play cards and earn points.

Lin Yufei was greatly moved by this move, after all, the two had only known each other on the Internet for more than ten days, although after a few conversations, it was very speculative, and there was a great intention to see each other late, but he was a little flattered by such trust.

These days, Lin Yufei is sorting out his previous diary, good guy, from his freshman year to now, he has six thick books, and the total number of words is more than 350,000 words. Savoring the once youthful emotional experience, I still can't help but throb in my heart.

RUBY ASKED HIM WHAT HAPPINESS WAS, AND LIN YUFEI REPLIED ALMOST WITHOUT THINKING THAT HAPPINESS IS MORE OF A FEELING, ALTHOUGH THE MATERIAL FOUNDATION IS IMPORTANT, IT IS BY NO MEANS THE MOST IMPORTANT, AND THERE CAN BE NO REAL HAPPINESS WITHOUT TRUE FEELINGS. These words may sound cliché, but they are indeed the truest thoughts he has from the bottom of his heart.

During this time, Lin Yufei and his roommates watched a super-long Korean drama "Yellow Handkerchief" together, in fact, before this, Lin Yufei was not "cold" about this kind of idol drama, and it can even be said that he scoffed, and the reason why he was patient at first was just because Lu Xiuqin was in charge of the TV remote control, but then he was unconsciously moved by the plot.

In the play, Zheng Yingjun, the perfect man in the mind of a girl, is as his name suggests, handsome and chic, a talent, and a returnee in the United States, and his family has hundreds of millions of assets. However, such a "diamond king old five" fell in love with a boyfriend abandoned and pregnant with a child Yin Ziying, in South Korea, where traditional thinking is comparable to China, it is rare to be able to calmly accept this emotion, and later when the only relative in the family (grandma) strongly opposed, he still insisted on defending his love, and even broke with his grandmother, this dedication is indeed very human, and it can't help but be awe-inspiring.

However, Lin Yufei feels that these are not the most valuable, as the story progresses, when Ziying can't accept him and threatens him with death, he resolutely chooses to give up his career and choose to leave his hometown, this "excesses" further confirms that his deep investment in this emotion has indeed reached the point where he can't extricate himself.

Despite this, Lin Yufei felt that this was still just a selfish desire to possess, so he chose to escape. Running away is actually a manifestation of irresponsibility, just like choosing suicide if you can't stand the difficulties of life.

Fortunately, Zheng Yingjun did not disappoint everyone after all, on the night before running away from home, through Ziying's patient persuasion, his thoughts were sublimated, and he suddenly realized that love does not necessarily need to be possessed!

In the following days, Zheng Yingjun calmly dated Ziying as a friend. Of course, like all idol plots, due to their persistence, they finally turned around and moved their grandmother, and finally ended with a good show of "lovers eventually become married".

Lin Yufei suddenly remembered a passage reprinted in a netizen's QQ information: You can never define a time for waiting, and I don't know whether it is light or darkness behind the waiting, but I don't understand why some people choose to wait?

Admittedly, waiting is painful, especially in such an impetuous society.

Lin Yufei understands that waiting is a belief, but also a responsibility.

However, ask yourself, have you really fulfilled your responsibilities by sticking to your beliefs?

Lin Yufei couldn't help but fall into deep memories......

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On May 30, 03, the raging "SARS" was finally coming to an end, and after more than half a month later than the scheduled date, the school office of Jingcheng University of Chinese Medicine finally issued a notice: the school gate was lifted and the interns were decentralized. However, before leaving the school, a death order was issued, that is, all interns were not allowed to go home for any reason, and violators were punished with major demerits. In order to ensure that nothing goes wrong, the school simply uses all the school buses to send the internship students to the internship hospitals in batches.

Regarding the allocation of internship designated hospitals, in principle, the school adopts the method of voluntary registration, if the number of applicants is greater than the set quota, the rule of survival of the fittest will be adopted, and the so-called "good and bad" reference index is of course not the test score, but the social background or social relationship of the student. As a medical clinical major with strong practical skills, the quality of the internship unit has a lot to do with the employment after graduation, so almost overnight, the relatives who can't beat the eight poles on weekdays are tied up one by one as long as they can have a little relationship with the school leaders.

Lin Yufei is very thin-skinned, and every time the children of other families go door-to-door to pay New Year's greetings, he always curls up in the room alone to watch TV, according to the words of his hometown, "he can't stand out".

Therefore, there are very few people in the class like Lin Yufei who are completely outside of this vigorous family recognition activity. However, there is another one in Lin Yufei's dormitory, that is, his brother Xiao Long who sleeps on the top bunk.

However, Xiao Long is naturally not a "timid" person such as Lin Yufei, on the contrary, he is a well-known "romantic figure" in the whole school, except for the girls in this class, he has almost "dabbled" in more than half of the classes in the school in four years.

There's no way, who makes others handsome, the ancient Pan An Lin Yufei has never seen it, and he can't distinguish Zhong Bo, but whether it is appearance, figure and temperament, he is by no means inferior to some so-called "heartthrob" cream students.

Therefore, even if the girls in the whole school know that he is a playboy, the girls who are willing to be sent into the clutches of the devil are still one after another, no way, who made this a face-looking society, the era of "doubled".

Even the girls in this class have many people who take the initiative to show their love, Lin Yufei still remembers that one night, a female classmate called Xiao Long's dormitory after drinking some wine, and borrowed wine to talk to him.

However, Xiao Long, the "grass on the edge of the nest", will never touch it, which is one of his two principles of picking up girls, and the other principle is that his friend's horse will never touch it, that is, "a friend's wife must not be bullied".

Regarding feelings, Lin Yufei also pursues his own principles, that is, he will never give up easily, as long as there is a possibility, he looks forward to ending his life from the beginning.

It's a pity that his first love didn't give him this opportunity.

She is Lin Yufei's classmate in junior high school, named Xia Susu, as her name suggests, with a standard melon seed face and long soft hair, just like a simple and elegant picture scroll in summer. Since the day she stepped into the school, Xia Susu has become the focus of attention of all the boys in the school.

Especially the boys in this class, relying on the advantage of being close to the water and getting the moon first, they couldn't hold back after a few days, and confessed their admiration in various ways. However, Xia Susu turned a blind eye and ignored it completely. Over time, everyone knew that this was an unapproachable ice beauty, who could only be watched from a distance and not played with it.

Lin Yufei is shy by nature, and usually blushes when he jokes with girls, so he naturally doesn't dare to have any extravagant hopes for her.

However, in the last semester of junior high school, perhaps because of God's special favor, Lin Yufei was assigned to the same table with her. On the first day at the same table, due to excessive tension and excitement, Lin Yufei sat on his lap and almost didn't dare to move, for fear of accidentally touching any part of her body, so he would be regarded as a pervert who wanted to eat her tofu. If this kind of accident happened, with Lin Yufei's thoughts at the time, he would even hit the wall and die on the spot to show his innocence.

However, what is puzzling is that Xia Susu actually favors Lin Yufei, a male table with a wooden personality, not very sharp grades, and even less handsome characters. Other boys are all dead and vain, and she always takes the initiative to give courtesy, almost she always ignores him, but for him, she often takes the initiative to chat.

As a result, Lin Yufei became the public enemy of the whole class and even the boys in the whole school, but he didn't care at all, because even before he became a public enemy, Lin Yufei rarely had contact with them, and in his spare time, he basically used novels and magazines as his companion.

Soon came to the high school entrance examination, and after the results were announced, Lin Yufei was admitted to the only key high school in the county, while Xia Susu was admitted to the Municipal Normal School with excellent results, and they have since parted ways.

When Lin Yufei stepped into the classroom of the county No. 1 middle school, which was known as "one leg has stepped into the door of the university", looking at the unfamiliar table next to him, his heart was full of inexplicable sadness and melancholy.

So one day not long after the start of school, Lin Yufei mustered up the courage to write a letter to Xia Susu, at first he wanted to explore the tone implicitly based on the bland greetings between his classmates, but after writing, he found that he couldn't control himself at all, so he simply wrote down the little things he liked her bit by bit in the past three years, counted them, and filled them with six pages of letterhead. In the end, I also euphemistically wanted to ask for her jade photo.