Chapter 1088: I'm not pitiful for you, I'm -
Jokes aside, Chen Ruoling only invited Yang Fei to dinner, and the two separated, making an appointment to meet tomorrow at noon.
After dinner, Yang Fei came to the courtyard.
Jiang Hanying still lives in the courtyard, she is at ease and regards this place as her base.
When Yang Fei arrived, he saw Jiang Hanying sitting alone in the courtyard.
"How are you alone? What about your friend?"
Jiang Hanying shook his head blankly.
"Xiaoying, it's me, Yang Fei. Yang Fei was startled, thinking to himself that she was okay, right?
"I know it's you, and I don't have amnesia. Jiang Hanying said faintly.
Yang Fei breathed a sigh of relief and sat in the courtyard with Jiang Hanying to admire the moon and chat.
"The day before yesterday was the Dragon Boat Festival, how did you spend it?" Yang Fei asked.
"Yes? I don't even know it's a holiday. Jiang Hanying said in a daze, "I'm alone, what kind of festival am I over?"
Yang Fei said: "What about your grandfather? Doesn't he like you very much? Doesn't he take you home for the holidays?"
"Grandpa – passed away last month. Jiang Hanying said sadly, "The last person in the world who hurts me is also ......gone."
Yang Fei held her hand and looked at her, and a deep pity welled up in his heart.
Jiang Hanying said: "My uncle said that if I live alone and am afraid, he will let me move to his house, but I didn't agree." I'm such a big person, what's it to live in someone else's house every day?"
Yang Fei said: "Then you will live here, and in the future, this will be your home." ”
Jiang Hanying gently leaned her head on Yang Fei's shoulder, looked at the moon in the sky, and said: "I used to read Su Shi's words, the moon is cloudy and sunny, and people have joys and sorrows. I don't really understand the meaning of the words, but now that I look at the moon, I really understand it. and Wang Guowei is the most can't stay in the world, and Zhu Yan is a flowery tree. In this life, people are like flowers, when they bloom, they are extremely blooming, and once they are grateful, only the dead branches of the tree remain. ”
Yang Fei stroked her face and said, "Don't be too sad, your future is still very broad!"
"Yang Fei, you say, what are we studying hard for more than ten years? After reading the book, when we are old and have the ability to fulfill our filial piety, our parents and relatives are gone; we have the ability to work and make money, and we have to get married and have children, so we finally bring up our children, and we are old again. ”
Yang Fei couldn't cry or laugh: "What are you thinking about in your little brain? Where is the innocent and careless Jiang Hanying before?"
"The old me, I won't come back. Jiang Hanying said, "Yang Fei, you haven't answered me yet, what are we doing in this life?"
Yang Fei knew that she was in a very bad mood, thinking of what Chen Ruoling said last time, she was afraid that Jiang Hanying was really depressed, right?
"Xiaoying, the meaning of everyone's life is different. I think that when we were young, we accompanied our parents and relatives, and when we grew up, we made money to support our families, and we got married to continue our offspring, which is the meaning of life. Family, love, friendship, all these are the most beautiful parts of our lives, but they are only components. Even if there is no family affection, no love, no friendship, we have to live for ourselves. This life, this life, in the end, we are all just trying to survive. ”
"I still don't understand, does this make sense?"
"Meaning is in every moment of our lives. We can enjoy this beautiful moonlight and can snuggle up to each other and whisper. Although our loved ones are gone, we can miss them. Although our lives are short, we can continue the future by nurturing life. This is the instinct of life, and it is also the meaning of life. ”
Yang Fei is not a philosopher, and he has never thought deeply and explored such a profound philosophy, so he doesn't know how to enlighten her.
He often heard people say that the end of mathematics is philosophy, and the end of philosophy is theology, so some people say that the end of science is actually theology.
Some people, because they have penetrated into the horns of the meaning of life, have seen through the red dust and become monks, some have committed suicide due to depression, and even more have gone crazy.
Yang Fei didn't want her to fall into the quagmire of this thinking, so he stopped discussing these nihilistic things, and said with a smile: "The last time we met, didn't you say that you want to start a business and open a clothing brand company?
Jiang Hanying's thoughts were finally led to the right path by Yang Fei, smiled lightly, and said, "I'm prepared, do I want to show you?"
Yang Fei said: "Okay, let's discuss the feasibility together." ”
Jiang Hanying got up and took Yang Fei's hand into the house.
"My classmates are all dating," Jiang Hanying said, "They have all found boyfriends!"
Yang Fei said: "Xiaoying, why don't you follow me?"
Jiang Hanying's body froze, turned his head, and asked, "What do you mean?"
Yang Fei said: "I'm worried about your current state. You don't want to go to graduate school, okay? You follow me to start a business, I guide you, I invest in you. ”
Jiang Hanying smiled and said, "Do you pity me?"
Yang Fei said: "I don't pity you, I am—I love you." ”
Jiang Hanying threw herself into his arms and kissed him affectionately.
"Yang Fei, when you finally said it, I knew that you still love me, right?"
"Yes, I love you. I've always loved you. Yang Fei patted her thin fragrant shoulders and said softly, "Don't forget, in this world, the person who loves you the most is me!"
"Well, I know. ”
Yang Fei felt a wetness on his shoulders.
She cried.
"Yang Fei, do you know? My dad is gone, my mom is gone, my grandpa is gone, my heart is very sad, but I don't shed many tears, because I know that they are relatives, and they will leave me one day. In my heart, the most painful thing is still you. ”
"I know. Yang Fei said, "In the future, you must cheer up, okay? Do you know that the way you look today makes me feel scared." What I like is the lively and lovely Jiang Hanying, the Jiang Hanying who loves to sing and dance, not an autistic person or a depressed patient. ”
"Flutter!" Jiang Hanying smiled, "Do you think I'm sick? I won't! I'm still so young, my mother is still in the world, I still have uncles and aunts, and most importantly, I still have you, Yang Fei, you still love me, don't you?"
Yang Fei nodded and let out a long breath.
Jiang Hanying didn't lie to Yang Fei, she really made a comprehensive plan and wrote a detailed company plan.
She has even designed dozens of clothing styles.
"How did you design these?" Yang Fei said in surprise, "Did you draw them all yourself?"
Jiang Hanying said: "I have liked design since I was a child, I have an aunt, she settled in France, you haven't seen her, she is a fashion designer, I was influenced by her to like this one." I remember when I was 12 years old, my aunt took me to France to see a fashion show, and I was fascinated by the beautiful clothes of the models. Unfortunately, my family didn't support me on this path. ”
Yang Fei said: "I support you! Xiaoying, you are a genius in fashion design, you have talent in this area!"
"Really, as long as you can affirm me, even if everyone in the world opposes it, I will be very happy! I will stick to the end!" Jiang Hanying snuggled up to Yang Fei, and the two looked at her design manuscript.
Yang Fei looked at her beautiful side face and kissed her hair.
This scene is extremely warm.
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