Chapter 011: It's hard to open your heart
"In this way, in the future, you will spend as much time as possible with her grandmother, and talk to her grandmother more to relieve her boredom. This can be said to be a balance between public and private, Yu Gong, her disease is to be cheerful in order to have a better treatment effect, and the elderly are usually most afraid of loneliness when they are sick. Yu Zhi, you take care of your grandmother so dedicatedly, the little girl must have a good impression of you. Then you take the initiative again, and I think there is a chance that this thing will be done. ”
Director Lin's words hit Lin Yufei's mind, so he didn't know where the courage came from, Lin Yufei raised his head to meet his gaze, but he still said with a little humility: "Even if I am willing, she may not like me." ”
"Young man, why are you so unconfident at a young age? When you were in college, your teacher should have said that being a doctor is the most popular way to find a wife, because everyone understands a truth, no matter how much money you make, no good health is still equal to zero. ”
Looking back, Lin Yufei has really heard this, I remember that it was the first class meeting when I just went to college, and the head teacher Lao Zhu said it, although I can't remember the original words clearly, but that's probably what it means. In this way, this is still a "compulsory course" for students in medical schools.
In the following days, Lin Yufei ran to Grandma Su as soon as he was free.
Grandma Su can only speak the dialect of her hometown, fortunately, Lin Yufei's hometown also belongs to the same area, and due to the special geographical location, the dialect integrates the pronunciation of the three counties at the junction, so although it is a little difficult to listen to Grandma Su's dialect, she can generally understand it. The communication barrier has been solved, and the sense of closeness has naturally increased a lot.
Moreover, Lin Yufei has never seen his grandmother, because when his grandmother died, his father was only more than ten years old. I have lived with my grandfather for more than ten years, but because the "ten-year catastrophe" hit him too hard, he always doesn't smile on weekdays, and only writes some articles and poems at home in addition to reading books. So except for going to his grandmother's house for a few days during the winter and summer vacations every year, Lin Yufei has hardly felt the love of the next generation.
Therefore, the friendship with Grandma Su also made Lin Yufei feel more cordial.
And Grandma Su is even more grateful to Lin Yufei, a big boy who is the same age as her granddaughter, who looks white and clean, especially the big boy who can spend a lot of time chatting with her every day to relieve boredom, and within a few days, she seems to have treated him as a relative.
Every morning during the ward rounds, Grandma Su had to hold Lin Yufei's hand and talk for a while before letting him go, whenever this time, Director Lin always smiled and said that he would check the remaining patients first, and then go back and let Lin Yufei check again.
Through chatting with Grandma Su, Lin Yufei roughly knew the basic situation about Su Yufei.
It turned out that when Su Yufei was eight years old, an accidental car accident took her parents, and what is even more infuriating is that the perpetrator escaped and has been missing.
After that, Su Yufei and her frail grandmother depended on each other, and the hardships of life can be imagined. However, the children of poor families are in charge of the house early, and Su Yufei has been very sensible since he was a child, not only does he not have to worry about his grandmother in his studies, but he also rushes to help his grandmother do housework after school every day after school.
During the high school entrance examination, because he wanted to graduate early and take on the responsibility of supporting his family, Su Yufei, who was among the best in the whole grade, resolutely gave up the opportunity to go to a key high school and then take the university entrance examination, but chose a vocational secondary school.
In July before last year, Su Yufei had just graduated from school and was hired by a state-owned enterprise in the county because of his excellent grades.
Every time she mentions her granddaughter, Grandma Su's face full of vicissitudes always has a proud look.
It is true that it is indeed a very tragic thing for a white-haired person to send a black-haired person, but to have such a sensible and good granddaughter can be regarded as a blessing from several lifetimes!
Through chatting with Grandma Su, Lin Yufei's liking for Su Yufei is increasing day by day.
It's just that Lin Yufei still didn't dare to take the initiative to talk to her.
Su Yufei would smile gratefully every time she saw him, but she didn't speak. How Lin Yufei hoped that she could take the initiative to say even if there was only one word of greeting, so that her psychological barrier might be able to be broken. But she didn't, not once, so Lin Yufei could only smile back and nod and leave the ward, that's all.
One evening, it was finally Director Lin's turn to rest, and Lin Yufei went straight to the Internet café after having dinner as usual.
Log in to QQ and open the Qingyi community, but I don't have any desire to chat and play P.
I was bored, so I decided to go to a book station to find some excitement.
I don't know how long later, just as Lin Yufei was staring at the computer screen, seeing his blood gushing and his heart beating faster, his right shoulder was suddenly slapped heavily, and he was suddenly cold from head to toe, and the mood at that time was exactly the same as when he was caught cheating on the only exam in high school and was caught by the teacher.
Lin Yufei's first subconscious action was to quickly click the red cross in the upper right corner of the computer screen, and then turned his head to see who it was.
"You don't have to turn it off, I've been standing behind for a long time, I can't imagine that you like to watch this, it's usually hidden quite deeply. Xiao Long smiled at him as if he had discovered a new continent.
"What's going on? It's that men have normal physiological needs, it's better than you promiscuity, at least I don't have to worry about getting sexually transmitted diseases. Lin Yufei replied angrily.
"Little brother, don't curse me like this, I didn't say anything! Actually, I think it'......"
"Okay, no more nonsense. Why are you here? I haven't been on the Internet for a few days, so I didn't have to come out once, so you don't have to pull me back so early, right?"
Lin Yufei hurriedly interrupted him, this kid was very excited as long as he talked about it, and then he would talk endlessly. After all, Internet cafes are public places, and although there are few people who listen to what others are talking about, you still have to pay attention to the influence.
"Director Lin just called me and told you to rush back, saying that there was an emergency patient who needed surgery, and your mobile phone couldn't get through. ”
Lin Yufei hurriedly took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and it turned out that it had been automatically turned off because of no power. In fact, when he went out, he found that his mobile phone was low on battery, but because of Su Yufei's matter, he was a little irritable, so he wanted to go online to solve the problem, but he didn't expect that there was a call to find him.
"Then why didn't you say it earlier? Lin Yu quickly got up from his seat and pushed Xiao Long.
"Didn't I see that you were so engrossed, I was embarrassed to interrupt, and besides, those of us who just came to practice can only be used as second assistants on the operating table, and it doesn't matter if we arrive late. Xiao Long put on a cynical look.
"So much nonsense! You can't go or not!" Lin Yufei urged a little impatiently, in fact, Xiao Long didn't have to go back, because he was still interning in internal medicine, and he was asked to go with him just to get a ride.
Director Lin has always taken good care of Lin Yufei, and there are several interns in the department in addition to him, but every time he has an operation, he is usually asked to go on stage, so that he can practice his hands more, Lin Yufei thought that he could not live up to his cultivation.
"Alas, it's just an internship, there's no need to fight so hard, I haven't seen you so active when I was in school......" Xiao Long saw Lin Yufei's face suddenly gloomy, so he immediately shut up in amusement, and walked quickly ahead to push his wild wolf motorcycle.
Xiao Long's words that should have just been said casually pierced Lin Yufei's nerves, four years ago, he was full of ambition to step into the door of Jingcheng University of Traditional Chinese Medicine, but due to poor self-control in learning, he was even more traumatized by the blow of losing his first love, the final exam of the first semester of the first year ended, and the red light of the three homework was high.
Lin Yufei and nearly 20 other difficult brothers and sisters in the same department (it is strange that they are all pure boys, and there is no female student) were summoned to the department head's office together, and the department head An Dongguo, who was nicknamed "dwarf winter melon" by everyone in private, announced his decision: follow the class for a semester, and if there are still those who fail the exam, they will repeat the grade.
However, unfortunately, although Lin Yufei has worked ten times harder than preparing for the college entrance examination, there is still no more and no more red light in the second semester. received a call from his roommate announcing his results at home during the winter vacation, and Lin Yufei decided to go out to work with his living expenses after school started.
Repeating a grade in college, in Lin Yufei's opinion, is far more humiliating than failing in the college entrance examination, of course, the most important thing is that the family can't explain it at all. Because every time his family asks about his academic performance, Lin Yufei always shamelessly says that he is in the middle of the stream, and he is just a little close to getting a scholarship. But now I want to tell them that I am going to repeat a grade...... This made him unable to open his mouth even if he was killed, so Lin Yufei resolutely chose to flee.
Fortunately, things did not go in the worst direction, and the merciful God still dragged Lin Yufei at a critical moment.
In the end, the school counted more than four students who took the make-up examination in the first grade, and nearly 50 of them entered the blacklist, and if they all repeated, it would obviously be very detrimental to the enrollment.
As a result, the newly appointed school leaders took the opportunity to break the school rules that had been formulated for decades, and changed from four or more make-up exams to four or more (excluding four) make-up exams. As a result, eighty percent of the students on the list escaped without danger, and Lin Yufei became one of the lucky ones.
Of course, there is also a condition attached to the school's "amnesty", that is, the original make-up examination fee is only 50 yuan, and Lin Yufei, the students who were pulled back from the marginal line of repetition, need to pay 200-400 yuan per make-up examination fee according to credits. Of course, you can also choose not to pay, but then you can only sit in the same classroom as the next level of students.
Although this "huge amount of money" is unbearable for most of Lin Yufei, compared with the shame of repeating a grade, everyone will obviously choose the former without hesitation. You can ask your classmates or friends to borrow the money first, and then pay it back slowly, but once you lose face, you can't make up for it.