Chapter 184: You should love without hesitation
Of course, Gu Jinyan still has some petty selfishness in her heart, at least, if she withdraws from this relationship now, it will be a good thing for her, and she wants to leave when she is not deeply trapped.
However, what should the Gu family do?
Mu Beichen could see how contradictory Gu Jinyan was in his heart, but even so, he was still stubborn, everything five years ago would have to be resolved.
"If you want to go back, go back anytime. Mu Beichen looked at her, he really needed to have a good chat with Ji Yuxuan, of course, he should also give Gu Jinyan a few days, after all, he would never give up what he should do.
Chu Rui handed the small duffel bag to Gu Jinyan, "Miss Gu, this is the change of clothes that Aunt Ming prepared for you, and your car has been parked downstairs, you can still drive to and from work every day." ”
Chu Rui did all the things that Mu Beichen explained, not to mention, these were all small things for him.
Gu Jinyan took the duffel bag and nodded, "Thank you." Assistant Chu. ”
"Miss Gu, if you want to thank you, you will also thank the president, these are all ordered by the president, and he still cares about you very much. Chu Rui said to Gu Jinyan.
Gu Jinyan looked at Mu Beichen, who didn't speak, "Mr. Mu, thank you." ”
"As long as you're not going to stay here forever. Mu Beichen's words sounded like he had already followed her, if she didn't go back, wouldn't he force her to go back?
Although Gu Jinyan had such a thought for a while, she knew that she couldn't be too optimistic about Mu Beichen, who knew that he would suddenly change his mind.
"I'm measured. Of course Gu Jinyan knows that there are some things, how can she hide?
As long as Mu Beichen doesn't let go, as long as the Gu family still needs to let her give everything, she will not have her own life, and she will never be able to escape.
"Hmm. Mu Beichen nodded, then turned around and walked to the elevator.
Gu Jinyan stood at the door until he walked into the elevator, and she returned to the room and closed the door.
Shen Xinyue came out of the bathroom, wiped her hair, and asked her, "I seemed to hear the doorbell ringing just now, is someone coming?"
She'd been living here for a few months, but no one had ever been here, after all, she had no relatives or friends, except for her unfriendly colleagues.
Only Gu Jinyan is the closest to her.
"It was Mr. Mu who came, and he brought me a change of clothes. Gu Jinyan's heart suddenly felt warm, if Mu Beichen didn't do this, she would think it was normal.
After all, Mu Beichen has always been so cold, he will never care about so many small things.
But he actually did it now, he was worried that she didn't have a change of clothes, so he asked Aunt Ming to prepare them, and personally sent them to her, even if he said a word, it didn't matter if the driver sent them.
He was also worried that it would be inconvenient for her to commute to work, so he parked the car downstairs in the apartment.
He has done so many things for her now, Gu Jinyan's heart is moved.
But she was afraid that such a move would make her fall into the whirlpool of Mu Beichen's feelings.
"The president is too good, isn't he?" Shen Xinyue looked envious.
"Xinyue, you don't understand, some good things can't be easily accepted. Gu Jinyan shook her head slightly, at least, she still had a little bit of sanity now.
Shen Xinyue didn't understand, "The president is good to you, that's because he has you in his heart, why does he have to do this kind of small thing himself?"
A woman just wants to get some care from her beloved man.
And everything Mu Beichen does now is what a man should do to the woman he loves deeply.
If Mu Beichen just wanted to make everything so formulaic, then he could completely ignore it, and he didn't have to do it, and if he explained it in one sentence, there would be more people under his hands to help him do all this.
Gu Jinyan sat on the sofa, stunned, she didn't want her to admit all this that Mu Beichen had done.
But he did it, so was her heart moved?
She is not a hard-hearted woman, and the softest feelings in her heart have long been moved by Mu Beichen's small behaviors.
But her heart shouldn't have made her stick to it like this.
Regardless of whether there is Ji Yuxuan or not, Gu Jinyan knows that Mu Beichen has always had a woman she loves deeply in her heart.
If there is no place in his heart for a long time, and his heart has been filled by another woman, then no matter how good he is to Gu Jinyan, it is not the love of men and women.
"Jinyan, actually, you're moved, right?" Shen Xinyue could see from the small expression on Gu Jinyan's face.
It's just that it must be because of some things that Gu Jinyan is unwilling to admit it, and she is afraid to admit it.
What happened in the company today, although it was very unexpected, it was real.
Mu Beichen has feelings for Gu Jinyan, but the two of them seem to have their own hearts in their hearts, and they don't want to admit it.
"Maybe?" Gu Jinyan herself didn't know, how could she be sure?
Whether she loves it or not, it will end after all.
"You're too careless about emotional matters, aren't you?" Shen Xinyue envied everything between Gu Jinyan and Mu Beichen, but sometimes, she felt that she still couldn't understand them.
"I don't have it!" Gu Jinyan denied, "If I love it, then in this life, it will only be that person." ”
Her feelings don't change when she says, she is afraid that she will fall in love with someone deeply, but now, she is really scared.
"Then I think the president is a good fit. Shen Xinyue sat on the sofa, "Seeing that the president is so considerate to you, you must be very moved in your heart, and you want to cry when you are moved, right? If there is a man who is so good to me, then I must love him very much, and I must be willing to give everything for him." ”
Shen Xinyue fantasized that such a man would appear in her life, who loved each other deeply and stayed together for the rest of her life.
Gu Jinyan got up from the sofa, "You'll meet it." ”
"Really?" Shen Xinyue looked forward to it, "But I don't seem to have met such a good man until now." ”
"When fate arrived, I naturally met. Gu Jinyan said as she took her pajamas, and then walked to the bathroom.
Shen Xinyue was still leaning on the sofa, wiping her wet hair, and then sighed heavily, "How can it be so easy?"
Emotional things are indeed not easy, and they often come unexpectedly.