Chapter 369: Tears and Beauty

Shao Ningdie kissed Zhang Yifei with a look of forgetfulness, and Zhang Yifei opened his eyes with a complicated face, no one knew what he was thinking at the moment.

After a long time, the two finally separated.Shao Ningdie looked at Zhang Yifei with a flushed face.

Zhang Yifei looked at Shao Ningdie's charming face and said softly: " I know what, I've always liked you, I've always liked you, I really always liked you, I told myself when we were very young, I had to marry you in the future, no matter what you look like in the future, I had to marry you, and I didn't know how long I cried after you and Liwu left, I just knew, I cried and fell asleep that night, and I couldn't even figure it out. We were so young at that time, I didn't know what love was, I didn't know what love was, but I just liked you."

"After all these years, I find that I have always had a figure in my heart, which is getting more and more blurry, but I can't forget it."

"And as time passes, that blurry figure becomes more and more obvious, until you appear again, I see you, I understand, I love you, I love you from the bottom of my heart, even I don't know when I fell in love with you."

"When I saw you, I couldn't believe that the man in front of me was the man I'd been thinking about for more than 20 years."

"Am I stupid?" After Shao Ningdie said this, she actually smiled self-deprecatingly.

Listening to Shao Ningdie's story, Zhang Yifei's self-blame and guilt hidden in his heart were like a sharp dagger, poking at his filthy heart full of holes.

After Zhang Yifei saw Shao Ningdie's appearance, he gently stroked Shao Ningdie's cheek: "Don't be stupid, I've always liked you, I've never forgotten you, I really haven't been."

At this moment, Zhang Yifei hugged Shao Ningdie in his arms, for fear that she would leave if she was not careful.

Feeling the body temperature of Zhang Yifei's body, Shao Ningdie leaned on Zhang Yifei's chest very quietly.

Shao Ningdie leaned on Zhang Yifei's chest and said softly: "Whenever I see you with other women, my heart will be very painful, like a pinprick pain, but I don't know how to stop you, I know that you are very good, and will definitely attract many women to fall in love with you."

"I've tried to convince myself, but every time I didn't succeed, every woman is selfish, especially when it comes to her lover."

"Since I can't stop you, I'm going to keep my mouth shut, like I don't know anything, I'd rather be the woman behind you, you're sad, I'm going to cry, you're sad, I'm going to be heartbroken."

Zhang Yifei listened to Shao Ningdie's words word by word, but his heart was aching, and the woman in front of him was a stupid woman.

"I know that a man doesn't like a woman to restrain him, and the more you restrain him, the more disgusted he will become."

Zhang Yifei slowly closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Fluttershy, I know, I know everything, I understand your good intentions."

"Just the other day I saw you pressed against a big stone slab, my heart became more painful, when you were unconscious, I was completely numb, I don't know what I am going to do without you, how am I going to live."

"And I told myself, if you do die, I'm going to do whatever it takes to have everybody go and bury you, and then I'm going down to you;

Zhang Yifei sighed softly, he didn't doubt what Shao Ningdie said, he could clearly feel the murderous aura on Shao Ningdie's body, if she really didn't wake up, then she would definitely let others be buried at all costs.

A smile appeared on the corner of Zhang Yifei's mouth, and the smile was a little bitter: "Fluttershy, if you don't like to hear it, I don't actually have any qualifications to be with you, you are pure like an angel, and I am as filthy as the stinky water in the sewer.

Let's say it, Zhang Yifei ruthlessly pushed Shao Ningdie away from his arms.

Yes, I don't belong to this world, I came here, it's just God's arrangement, it's my destiny, all I have to do is fight for this country, I came to protect this country.

Under the light, Zhang Yifei slowly raised his steps, seemingly resolutely leaving, but mixed with a trace of reluctance.

For such a long time, Zhang Yifei was completely accustomed to Shao Ningdie by his side, Shao Ningdie's calculations, Zhang Yifei's willingness to be fooled, made Zhang Yifei slowly infatuated with this home.

And Shao Ningdie's arrogant heart, like a clear stream, washes the filth in his heart, makes him gradually move away from the dark abyss, and gradually moves towards the light.

Shao Ningdie's existence, the existence of this home, makes him feel that he is no longer like a cactus in the desert, and he is no longer out of place with this world.

Zhang Yifei has never felt this kind of feeling in anyone, not even his parents have ever given him this feeling.

He liked the feeling and felt guilty for his selfishness. Her heart is dark and dirty, her life is even more erosive, but Shao Ningdie is as pure as an angel, everything is as pure as the Himalayan sky, and she is not qualified to be with such a girl, let alone defile her.

This is Zhang Yifei's idea at the moment.Very firm idea.Because he doesn't know where his future is.He doesn't know if he has a future.Whether he can give Shao Ningdie what he wants.

Someone once said, "If you can't give her the happiness she wants, then don't push her down."

Looking at the lonely back, feeling the loneliness revealed by that back, tears were like beads of broken threads, sliding over Shao Ningdie's face, she clenched her hands into fists, tightly placed them on her chest, and shouted heartbreakingly: "Zhang Yifei, you stop for me, I am your wife, we are married, you stop for me......"

Shao Ningdie's voice became smaller and smaller, and the whole person slowly squatted on the ground.

"Don't leave, you bastard, you come back to me." Shao Ningdie squatted on the ground and shouted heartbreakingly.

Zhang Yifei's figure was stunned, no one knew that the moment he turned around, two lines of tears had already hung on his cheeks.

The man has two lines of tears, one is a beauty and the other is a common man.