 I didn't know how to explain it to my grandmother for a while.

My grandmother gave me another piece of meat: "This world is sometimes like this, a few families are happy and a few are sad, you see what she is like as a star wife, who has the final say in life, old age, sickness and death, only cherishing the life in front of you is the most important thing." ”

I know that my grandmother's words should have been said to me, and she always encouraged me without leaving a trace and let me face life positively.

"What day is Grandma?" I decided to change the subject.

"Duoduo, today is Friday, the eighth day of the seventh month, and the thirtieth day of the seventh month. What's wrong? I suddenly want to ask about this, can't I remember? I don't feel dizzy?"

"Well, okay grandma, no dizziness, let's eat, I'm almost hungry to eat a cow." ”

"Hmm. ”

As I ate, I wondered: Why do I remember yesterday? Yesterday was July 26th. According to the actual date, yesterday should be July 29th. Three days have passed between the two!

The real me, that sick body, had gone to see God three days ago. And what am I now? What am I in the funeral home?

Everything in the world turned upside down and I fell into a moment of confusion.

The TV screen continued to show records about my life, of course he was not the focus, the focus was on my Mr. Chen Jiayang.

Footage of Chen Jiayang winning the Best Actor in Cannes was playing on the TV. At that time, I was sitting next to him, and when the British host read out Chen Jiayang's name, a beam of light shone on us, and the steady and restrained Chen Jiayang hugged me tightly and cried with joy.

The eternal beauty is fixed at that moment, the brilliance of the starlight, the supreme honor, and the peak.

Chen Jiayang kissed the Little Golden Man Trophy on the podium, and expressed his affectionate thanks in a hoarse and low British tone:

Tha

k you, my dea

Love

. Tha

k you you all of my i

the

oom. I love you eve

y day.Gu Li......

His sentences are sonorous and powerful, and his sentences are shocking, and listening to his acceptance speech is like a unique one-man show, telling the story eloquently, and the feelings have ups and downs. The audience was in tears and applauded warmly, impressed and overwhelmed by his personal charm, and fascinated by the love in his eyes.

At that time, I sat below, looking at my hero in fascination, on the stage of a foreign country, offering his most sincere sincerity to me, we are the golden boy and girl in the eyes of outsiders.

And here and now, I am. I really don't know if it's a dream now, or is it a dream just now, the years and tears that I and him have paid in the past, and now we have become old people?

The world is vast, don't think about it, and never forget?

I can't switch between reality and fantasy in my dreams, and I can't get haunted by dreams and reality.

The sudden split, leaving no room for retreat, there is no way out, there are thousands of threads, do you really want to turn into Zhu Yingtai and Liang Shanbo? My heart is like a knife. I love him like that, I can't do without you, you are the only one and the same in my life.

What I want, love you, really love, love.

……

I was woken up by the ringing of the phone, and my grandmother answered the phone and turned to me, "Duoduo, your classmate Liu Na has come to see you." ”

Who is Liu Na?

A girl with an apple face with two ** braids jumped over happily, and when she saw me, she pounced enthusiastically, and I was confused.

She called out in surprise: "Duoduo, are you okay?" Grandma said that you have a cold and illness, and you have time to go shopping with me, it's so boring to go shopping alone." ”

Grandma smiled and hugged Liu Na: "Why haven't you grown up yet, it's still so hot, your sister Liu Na has a good cold, give me nonsense, run around, do you understand?"

Grandma walked over Liu Na's shoulder and made a look like I was giving me a hint.

I hesitated with an "ah", "Liu Na, ......"

It was a heartless girl, more noisy, like to talk about all kinds of gossip, stupid and scheming, without saying a word, she pulled me into the room, and closed the door with a mysterious look.

"Why are you so skinny all this time?" she looked at me in surprise.

"Nothing?" I casually covered up, "maybe I have a cold and fever, so I think I'm losing weight." ”

"What?" she screamed in shock again, "You still lose weight with this figure, so wouldn't I kill myself directly with my body." ”

"Okay, okay, miss, please be careful, what gossip are you looking for me today?" I desperately didn't want to continue the topic, so I lowered my voice and said, "You can take me out to play." ”

Liu Na seemed to suddenly remember the main purpose of coming today, she scratched her head, looked nervous and asked, "Duoduo, what are you planning to do now?" Does Li Miancheng know that you are not on the list?"

Who is that Li? I squinted my eyes together, silently remembering the name in my heart.

There is a feeling that you are singing and we are on the stage, and all kinds of unfamiliar characters are beginning to emerge in my life, and I seem to be pushed to the center of the stage, staging an absurd TV series.

The funny thing is that everyone got the script in advance, only I didn't know the lines, I was confused and clumsy, passively following their plot and rhythm, and using pompous acting skills to maintain the performance.

Worried that they would see through it, I saw it as an outlier and was directly classified into the ranks of psychopaths.

Liu Na noticed the change in the micro-expression on my face, and muttered to myself: "Blind love is really deadly, the world is so big, there must be Oba within three steps." Why hang yourself on the tree of Li Miancheng, but I want you to be admitted to Hong Kong Chinese University before continuing to fall in love with you, I have never heard of such a strange reason, I dare to say that he absolutely does not have you in his heart, if it were me, I would have let him pass a long time ago! Duoduo, you are the class flower of our class, and you are worried that you can't find a boyfriend? Don't be fooled by him this time, no matter what, let's apply for another school next year, and go to study with me to participate in foreign Chinese universities. ”

I swallowed. In a moment of confusion, he finally found his voice, "Liu Na, I listen to you, by the way, that ......"

"What's that?" Liu Na looked at me.

"That...... Watching the TV report today, the news of the death of Chen Jiayang's wife Gu Li, do you know the gossip news inside?"

"Huh?" Maybe my question was too jumpy, and she looked at me for about three seconds of confusion, and her head thought for a moment before she reacted.