Chapter Forty-Nine: Leave Me Alone
For a long time, so long that I thought neither of them would have any more words.
I really feel embarrassed like them. Ou Ruoxi is now sitting on the sofa with nothing to do, she doesn't know what she is doing, she doesn't know how to develop her next move.
This is an extreme embarrassment, and even in this case, she has no way to face Fei Yan at all, she bites her lip and bows her head and groans: "You can sleep by yourself first, don't worry about me, I'll just sit on this sofa for a night, just let me go without me, I will interfere with you." If you don't feel particularly embarrassed and surprised in the future, then I'll go to bed first, and you can do it yourself. ”
She finally said this sentence, the two realms of Chu River.
After saying this, she literally leaned back on the sofa with one eye closed, as if she had no connection with the outside world, and she isolated herself and wrapped herself in this way.
She didn't want to embarrass the other party too much, and maybe it would be best for her not to speak or speak.
But a minute later.
"I don't think you can sleep if you don't take a bath? If a person who doesn't take a bath appears in my room, I even think ...... It smells bad. It's not a great feeling. ”
Fei Yan finally opened his mouth coldly, without a trace of emotion, as if he was treating a stranger.
He sat far away at the minibar in his suite and poured himself another glass of '83 Aust
Alia Reserve Italian Red Wine, with long legs cocked casually, squinting slightly, said indifferently through the shaking glass bottle of red wine.
Ou Ruoxi subconsciously raised her eyes and saw that this man was still a handsome new actor.
Looking at him for a moment, it was as if he had crossed the thousand-year-old ice peak, and when he saw the coldness of the ice and snow, he didn't dare to look at him again, afraid that all his emotions would get an earth-shattering avalanche at that moment.
Ou Ruoxi hurriedly shook her head and refused, "You're too worried, I've already washed it just now, so normally there shouldn't be any smell." ”
"Wash, passed, over?" Fei Yan immediately grabbed the handle from between her words.
The implication is that this sentence carries a very deep question, if it has been washed, why are you still wandering in this corridor?!
What happened in between?
Ou Ruoxi realized that she had made a mistake, and she immediately stood up from the sofa, looking a little flustered: "No, it's not what you imagined, I didn't ......"
When this sentence was written, it came to an abrupt end, which meant that there were no three hundred taels of silver here.
He didn't care, since he didn't care and needed to explain these things, so there was no need to do this, it was just self-inflicted.
So she stupidly dropped a sentence: "Believe it or not, don't worry, I don't have any reason for it." ”
This action attracted Fei Yan's ridicule: "Why are you still so unreasonable? No, are you still pretending to be an innocent beautiful girl in front of me? It should be considered a light car for you, or, I'm afraid that I have any intentions for you?"
He paused and continued, "I think you should master what kind of rules this industry should go through to enter this industry, do you want to be very clear about today, I don't know how much you have experienced, but I can be very rich in cooperation in this regard, I think you must be very good at this, in today's world and materialism, this choice is your best choice, and it can be regarded as smart." ”
His language is casual but every word is fine, and he spits words like ice.
It turns out that he sees himself like this, so it is the best, and no entanglement is the best end.
However, he dared to say that he was really too much.
From the beginning of meeting to this moment, the pervasive ridicule and arrogance, the relentless disdain for oneself from above.
Separated, even if it's a stranger. How much love and hatred, why is it so embarrassing to meet today, some things are okay not to say, but it makes people feel miserable when they say it. Since you have to say this kind of thing, of course, Ou Ruoxi, as the person concerned, feels that sometimes it is unacceptable, although he is very humble, but it does not mean that he must be so humble that he can be stepped on.
Ou Ruoxi blurted out: Your eye saw me doing this, I don't have the right to speak without investigation, how do you say it, you must be sure that what you see is the truth, how can you judge the true nature of this thing, you are simply using your own behavior and your own thinking to make this judgment, I only tell you that this does not exist, and what you see is false. ”
The quick words she blurted out made her feel that a lot of emotions had been vented in this way, she had indeed encountered such a painful scene just now, and now she felt a little embarrassed to come here and accept such a suppression of her former friends.
Fei Yan was aggressive: "I hope what you say is what you do, it's better not to be like you, otherwise your situation is really unappetizing enough, if that happens, I really have enough regret for you, I hope this thing is like what you said, it's not like this." ”
saw Fei Yan's disgust with himself now, but he never expected his disgust to reach such a hateful situation.
Even if you break up for 8 years, you won't be pointing fingers at yourself, who gave him such qualifications, who gave him such an identity.
It's not the time to talk about this matter at this time, sometimes I hire myself, and there is no way to refute anything, because now I do have a request for others, Ou Ruoxi knows that at this time, I don't want to provoke this matter anymore.
So.
Ou Ruoxi smiled meaninglessly: "So thank you Mr. Fei for your concern for me, I think I am not particularly familiar with Mr. Fu, even if it is inherent for many years, there should be many things to this day, and they have their own lives, today I am very grateful to Mr. Fei for being able to give me a bowl, which I am very grateful for from the bottom of my heart, but it does not mean that Mr. Fei can point fingers at my behavior, if you feel that I am still mistaken in this regard, I don't care." Feel free to say whatever you want, I'll just listen to it. ”
Fei Yan looked at Ou Ruoxi indifferently.
8 years have passed, and I can't imagine that this woman has become so sharp. It was as if he was wearing a hard shell, and it seemed that she didn't do that by anyone outside to strike at his hard shell today.
He didn't continue to dwell on the matter with him.
For he knew that he had touched the woman's water chestnut, like a rose with thorns, sharp.
Long.
The corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and he looked at him with very cold eyes, with a kind of disdain, even a kind of disgust: "Since you have decided, you have not yet decided to make a big bet with your youth and beauty in your own way, this way may be very good for you, and there is no shortage of such people here to do this kind of thing, why did you escape from the battle just now? Do you still think that Qinggao can't convince yourself? Do you think this Qinggao can still be worth a few dollars." I never expected you to escape, and that really surprised me?"
His words woke Ou Ruoxi up like a thunderbolt from the sky.
Oh my God, did he actually see that scene? Or did he know why she ran away to him, why she begged him so much to take him in for a night?
"What did you see, what did you know?" Ou Ruoxi looked at the man in front of him in disbelief, and looked at him with a very distrustful look.
Or rather, it's more of a defensive state of mind, because he's not sure if what he's just seen is real, and if he's seen something that's real, then he's going to be a very ugly kind of frame.
It was embarrassing enough to say that it had been an 8-year-long parting, and the step just now was simply embarrassing, and with the embarrassment, it was simply invincible and embarrassing.
Ou Ruoxi bowed her head and pondered.
Thinking about it, the producer's room was not far from Fei Yan's room, otherwise she wouldn't have just run into Fei Yan as soon as she escaped.
Probably he should have seen it at that time, his rampant escape, his embarrassing scene just now, should have been seen clearly in his eyes, more harmonious, he should also know the background of this producer man.
With his toes and thumbs, he could imagine what it meant and why he was in his room.
This is simply a question that can be thought about without having to think about it.
Ou Ruoxi stopped this aspect, she bit her lip and said: "Since you know the current situation, are you still willing to take me in? Or you can kick me out now, this is your right, I have no regrets in this regard, I respect your decision, maybe you can issue such a decision." ”
Fei Yan was noncommittal and said: " For an old man, I think it's really too cruel to push you out here and now, and this is not my style of doing things, after all, for the sake of our friends, I still have to pull you at this time, and there are so many paparazzi outside, if you are exposed, and it means that you have stayed in my room for a while, then this is not clear no matter how you say it, so the words are for us to protect ourselves, or in order to keep yourself from being implicated by you in this matter, then you can stay with me for a night tonight, I just think there are many things you should know, what to say and what not to say, you should also know that in the end, there is a little bit and a point, I have a habit of cleanliness, you know it, you know what to do, right?"
He said it casually, he said it at the head of the way, and the logic of the language was simply impeccable, and there was no room for any refutation.
Ou Ruoxi always thought that he was strong enough, and he always thought that he should have enough confidence when facing him, but he didn't expect that his short words just now had destroyed his confidence.
She never expected that he was so ruthless, although he took her in for one night, but his ruthlessness felt like a thousand arrows piercing the heart, stabbing her heart.
It hurts and hurts in my heart, like a feeling of suffocation, which makes people feel a little breathless.
What to do? To stay or to go, that's a real problem.
Life has to go on, I have to take on some more responsibilities, and the people in the family still need to be kind, so bear with it, take a step back and open the sky, maybe after tomorrow everyone is a stranger, so let's bear with it.
Fei Yan didn't have any apology for what he said just now, he didn't know that his words had deeply hurt his own heart, and at the same time hurt the other party's heart, maybe this masochistic feeling made him feel this happiness.
Eight years may be a long time for him, or it may be a short time, but he needs an outlet for catharsis.
Finally, those words just now burst out without any of his thoughts.
He continued to pour wine at the bar and toast himself.
Long.
Ou Ruoxi, who had regained her composure, stood alone in the room, trying to squeeze out a smile on herself.
It's like cheering for yourself, it's like cheering yourself up, as if you don't seem to be casual about what has just happened.
"Nothing. She said to herself, "Everything will have bread, rice, handsome guys, everything will come over again, to hell with all this." ”
What if you are not right to be in this industry? But it is not a peaceful life, coming to eat, seeking a kind of inner peace, seeking a kind of inner stability, and not feeling guilty about any of his own things, so why is he alone?
After Ou Ruoxi calmed down, she looked around for 4 weeks.
Fei Yan's treatment is not bad, the actor is also the actor, so the conference team arranged the best top business suite for him, just like an independent residence, there are two bedrooms here, one of which he sleeps, then the other one should be empty.
Ou Ruoxi walked to another small room by herself. He knew that he didn't have to take care of himself too much at this time, because it would be better if everything went naturally.
After tonight, tomorrow will be a new day, and everyone will still be strangers, which is the best arrangement.
Ou Ruoxi locked the door after entering the small room, went into the bathroom and rinsed herself seriously, she looked in the mirror:
Sure enough, now it looks really embarrassed, with messy hair and messy clothes. It does raise the slightest hint of suspicion, especially at this midnight night.
"Laugh, laugh," she said to herself.
The smile was rippling, and finally a smile was revealed.
Soon, Ou Ruoxi finally let herself get a moment of happiness and a smile, although at this time the smile didn't know if it violated her conscience, but at least how to live and be happy now, maybe this is life that gave her a mask, and over time she had to live with this mask.
There was a sudden knock on the bathroom door, and the sound was a bit unprepared.
Ou Ruoxi was stunned for a moment, not knowing why: "What's going on?" I'm taking a shower, is there anything to say?"
"I've put my clothes outside, you know I'm a cleanliness person, I don't want to see a woman in my lodging in sloppy clothes, I hope you will respect my request, unless you are willing to stay here for one night, or you will have to do things according to my rules. ”
Fei Yan's words are simply poisonous tongues, he is completely bent on doing things, even if he has done good things, but he will not give anyone a particularly happy feeling in his heart, he is such a person.
Hearing his footsteps fading away, Ou Ruoxi slowly pushed open the door, and someone saw a new set of pajamas and a new set of clothes hanging at the door.
His speed is too fast, sure enough, the actor is the actor, his strength is too good, he can do everything he asks for with just a phone call, this is the style of a rich man.
By the time Ou Ruoxi came out of the bathroom, Fei Yan was no longer outside the living room, maybe he was already in his room, maybe he felt that he was a kind of person who made him feel bored, so he didn't want to see himself, so it was okay, everyone looked up and didn't look down, so it was the best fit to miss it.
He arranged this outfit for herself, which might fit her style and size in every way, which was something she didn't expect.
Ou Ruoxi had a trace of bitterness in his heart, or a trace of uncertainty, he remembered his preferences for so many years, he liked the emerald green, and he liked that style, maybe this was the last treat for the hired person.
The next day, 6:00.
Ou Ruoxi got up very early, he hoped to leave here as soon as possible at this time, because he didn't want to have any contact with him, why should he be so embarrassed to go face-to-face contact, the other party has already made his attitude and position clear, if he stays for a minute longer, he feels as if he has taken advantage of others.
It's better to never cross paths again, and that's for the best.
And when Ou Ruoxi walked to the hall, she saw Fei Yan sitting on the sofa.
He raised his head and squinted at it, his expression focused.
Seeing him staring at himself, Ou Ruoxi realized what he was wearing, which inevitably still had a trace of embarrassment, as if the person who ate had a short mouth, that feeling took advantage of others, and at that time he had to say a good word, a feeling, but he couldn't say this kind of good word anyway.
"Mr. Fei, thank you very much, not only was I able to stay overnight yesterday, but I can also get a set of your clothes overnight, but don't worry, I will return this set of clothes to you after I wash it. ”
Hearing Ou Ruoxi's words, Fei Yan's face sank, and his tone was not good: "It seems that you still don't know me, do you think I will collect the clothes you wear? Do you think my girlfriends will wear the size of your clothes? Don't you think you hold yourself too high, you must recognize the facts in everything, if you feel that this suit violates your conscience and knows your pride, then it can tell you a better way to get rid of it, there is a trash can, you can just throw it away." ”
"I'm sorry, I forgot Mr. Fei's cleanliness," Ou Ruoxi said, "I think I'll give you the money, no matter what, wouldn't it be better for everyone to calculate it like this?"
Fei Yan glanced at her: "Forget it, don't use your pride to support your proud soul, in the future, I suggest that you walk the red carpet in the future, try to be careful, don't let others see you at all, your evening dress is A goods." ”
He speaks more and more reasonably, unforgiving, I don't know why he is so ruthless and unjust, suppressing himself at such a moment.
Ten years after his debut.
Ou Ruoxi really doesn't have any savings, and she doesn't have any savings because she doesn't have too many works to support her life, and she has to support her family, so he has exhausted his ability on the red carpet this time......