Chapter 124: Just Want to Know His Mind
Mu Beichen walked over and helped Ji Yuxuan over, "Let's go, I'll send you back to the room." ”
Ji Yuxuan's arms wrapped around his waist, and the whole person was lying in front of him, his face against his chest, and he whispered inaudibly.
Mu Beichen helped Ji Yuxuan to the room, and Gu Jinyan could only go back to the room.
Ji Yuxuan didn't go out of her way to drink, but she just wanted to know that if Gu Jinyan could use drunkenness to make Mu Beichen treat her differently, then she could too.
To be honest, at noon today, when she saw Mu Beichen personally accompanying Gu Jinyan to drink, it really stimulated her.
She had never known that Mu Beichen could be so gentle and considerate to a woman, even five years ago, he had never treated her like that.
For him, work is everything, and there is nothing else in his eyes but work.
If he had used a little more of his heart for her back then, that thing would not have happened, would it?
Ji Yuxuan's alcohol consumption is very good, she knows very well that that little bit of wine will not be drunk for her at all.
But she could only let Mu Beichen and her be so close in this way.
Mu Beichen helped her and let her lie down on the bed, "Why do you drink so much wine?"
Aunt Ming went downstairs to make a glass of honey water and sent it upstairs.
"Sir, I'll take care of Miss Ji, right?" Aunt Ming knew that Ji Yuxuan had drunk a lot of wine, but she had known that Ji Yuxuan's alcohol consumption was very good.
As soon as she came back, she was going to find Mu Beichen, so she drank so that she could have an excuse to get close to Mu Beichen.
Mu Beichen got up and nodded softly.
Ji Yuxuan naturally wouldn't drink this cup of honey water, she directly reached out and pushed the cup, and it was very hard, the cup fell directly to the ground and shattered.
"Wine, I'm going to drink. Ji Yuxuan pushed Aunt Ming away, she got up and got out of bed, walked in front of Mu Beichen with her body, and stretched out her hand to pull his arm, "Beichen, you drink with me, okay?"
"It's late, stop making trouble. Mu Beichen asked Ji Yuxuan to lie down again, and Ji Yuxuan seemed to be quiet, no longer clamoring to drink.
"Then you accompany me, you accompany me. Ji Yuxuan's hand firmly held Mu Beichen's hand.
When Aunt Ming saw this scene, she cleaned up the broken glass on the ground and left.
Ji Yuxuan knew that she could do it, but Mu Beichen still couldn't bear to leave her.
It wasn't until Ji Yuxuan fell asleep that Mu Beichen walked out of her room and closed the door.
Mu Beichen returned to the study, and when he saw the materials on the desk, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and then he walked to the desk and sat down.
Gu Jinyan was lying on the bed, but she couldn't fall asleep over and over, she didn't know what the pain in her heart was.
Could it be that she really cares about him?
Could it be that she really has a heart for Mu Beichen?
No, it can't be, how could she be emotionally attracted to such a cold and absolutely unsympathetic man?
Her life and Mu Beichen should not have intersected in the first place, and her only exit in life is to leave Mu Beichen and live her free life again.
Moreover, she also knew that Mu Beichen would not have feelings for any woman, at least not now.
In the past, he fell into too deep feelings, so it was difficult for him to get out of the feelings in his heart.
Aunt Ming didn't say much to her about the woman she used to be, but Gu Jinyan knew that it was difficult for Mu Beichen to let go.
So why did she put herself in such a predicament again?
Feelings are worthless to her, and she shouldn't put her life in such a relationship again.
Just like her and Zhao Yi at the beginning, from the beginning, it was wrong.
Gu Jinyan will not let this kind of mistake continue.
No matter how good Mu Beichen is to her, he is just using her, and she is just so that Mu Beichen can give the Gu family some stability.
She broke off the relationship with the Gu family, but in her heart, she still didn't want to disappoint Grandma Gu, who was kind to her.
The next day, Gu Jinyan got up early in the morning, she had breakfast, and before Mu Beichen and Ji Yuxuan went downstairs, she had already left the villa and went to work in the company.
Mu Beichen went downstairs and didn't see Gu Jinyan, but he still felt a little lost.
"Sir, Miss Gu, she went to work early in the morning. Aunt Ming came out with coffee and put it in front of her.
Mu Beichen just responded lightly.
"Let Yu Xuan rest at home today, and you can prepare some dishes that she likes to eat. After Mu Beichen briefly explained, he also left the villa.
Ji Yuxuan actually woke up early, and one night, she slept peacefully, but was her heart really so peaceful?
Can she test Mu Beichen's mind?
No, she never knew what was going on in his heart.
She also knew very well that Mu Beichen would not have feelings for her or Gu Jinyan.
His heart still didn't let go.
Ji Yuxuan saw Mu Beichen driving away, she walked back to the sofa and sat down, looking at the photos placed on the low cabinet.
"Where am I inferior to you, why does he only love you but not me? "Do feelings really come first and come first?
No, no, Ji Yuxuan has always been losing, she doesn't want to lose, she doesn't want everything to disappear from her side, but no matter how hard she tries, she never gets it.
Ji Yuxuan didn't rest in the villa that day, she still went to the company, she thought that after she studied hard for five years, when she could be able to help him, in his eyes, she was just like a sister.
His kindness to her, his care and connivance for her, are only because she is Ji Yuxuan, but she is Ji Yuying's sister.
Gu Jinyan tried very hard to tell herself that what she had to do was to work hard, and she didn't need to care about anything else.
But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't concentrate, she walked into the pantry, made a cup of coffee, and sat there in a daze, looking at the scenery outside the window.
Sometimes, there are some things that are better not to think about it, or maybe not to think about it is the best outcome.
Wen Rulan also reminded her more than once that if she could be with Mu Beichen, it might be the best outcome.
But Gu Jinyan knew that Ji Yuxuan's existence had changed a lot.
Even the former peace has gradually disappeared.
At noon that day, Gu Jinyan and Wen Rulan made an appointment to eat together, "Jinyan, why are you so free today and take the initiative to ask me to dinner?"
Of course, Wen Rulan knows that working in the Mu Group is not so easy.
"It's not a busy day, and it's stressful to adjust to a new work environment. Gu Jinyan doesn't want to be seen by others, she is just Mu Beichen's woman, of course, many people in the company don't know her relationship with Mu Beichen.
But when Gu Jinyan is working, there will always be pressure, she is afraid that she will not be able to do it well, and she is even more afraid that it will be difficult for her to adapt to everything here.
Of course, the legal department of the M Moser Group is not easy, and it will not be easier than that of the law firm.
Wen Rulan looked at her, she could see that Gu Jinyan had something on her mind.
"You just joined the Mu Group, are you fine?" Wen Rulan and Gu Jinyan had known each other for many years, so she could easily tell her mood from her face.
Gu Jinyan shook her head, "Actually, it's nothing. ”