Chapter Eighty-Six: Becoming Mrs. Feng
"You have two options: keep going, or get out. Feng Chengyu reminded her.
Ding Dong was silent.
She knew that choosing the latter was equivalent to choosing Feng Chengyu.
But what Feng Chengyu is thinking, who can know?
"......What if," she began, a little apprehensive, "I mean, what if, I hold back?"
What would have happened if she had chosen Feng Chengyu?
"Dating me, then getting married, becoming Mrs. Feng. He said.
Ding Dong was stunned in place, wondering if there was something wrong with his ears.
Is he kidding?
Although his attitude towards himself has changed, Ding Dong doesn't know what he thinks of himself now.
Now that she heard such an answer from his mouth, she did not know for a moment what to behave.
After many years and so many things, what he wanted was to be with her.
She felt something in her chest crumbling. There was a strange roar in her ears, and it was difficult for her to recover.
With thousands of thoughts stuck in her throat, she wanted to ask a lot of questions, but in the end she didn't know where to start.
Do you like me, or do you say this to make up for what you owe me in the past? Or are you still acting and just reckless?
But in the end, it only converged into one sentence: "We can't go back." ”
She is no longer the heartless, smiling Ding Dong.
In the past, Ding Dong had already died in that desolate autumn and on that inaccessible rooftop. Her dignity, her self, has long been lost in those broken pasts.
They were never people of the same world, it was she who trespassed in vain, tried in vain to get close to the ten thousand rays of light, and was finally wounded and devastated.
"Give me time. Feng Chengyu stretched out his hand and interlocked his palm with her.
His palms were warm and dry, and there was a small, throbbing sensation that reached the bottom of her heart, like tiny worms, gnawing at her emotions, itchy, unbearable, and seductive.
"I'll make amends. He said, looking into her eyes with heavy eyes, focused and affectionate: "I will make it up to you little by little for those pasts." ”
It's not just the disasters he brought to her ordinary life, but also the emotions that she has been missing and that she needs most in her heart.
She didn't comment, just looked back at him stubbornly, a flash of struggle in her eyes.
What an unsettling promise.
She almost believed it.
But she just wants to live a stable life, she doesn't want to participate in the intrigue of these upper-class people, and she doesn't want to beware of persecution and crises that may come at any time.
She is just an ordinary woman, and what she wants is nothing more than three meals a day, which is plain.
And it is this simplest wish, but Feng Chengyu has no way to achieve it.
He still has big plans to show and a lot of careers to work hard.
He has a bright future, and she has nothing to do.
Even, she will become his biggest fetters and scruples.
She was silent for a long time, not saying a word.
Fu Sinuo was really fast, and as soon as Ding Dong got home, his mobile phone prompted that he had received his email.
Feng Chengyu was still standing beside her, and saw her look down at her phone, and then "rubbed" back to the room, and closed the door with a "bang".
He narrowed his eyes slightly, followed him, and knocked on her door.
Ding Dong opened the door and looked at him, but he didn't mean to let him in.
"The document from Fu Sinuo?" he asked, "I'll show you it." ”
Ding Dong thought about it, but still leaned sideways to give him a place.
Speaking of things in the business field, she is still not familiar with Feng Chengyu, if it is a document-related to the project, let him see it, and check it.
The laptop had been opened, revealing the same materials that had just been sent to her mailbox.
Feng Chengyu sat directly on her bed, spread the notebook on his lap, and looked carefully.
Ding Dong sat down beside him and also leaned closer to see what was on the screen.
It was a development plan for the suburbs of City C, and the content was roughly to build a playground on the southern outskirts of City C. That piece of land belongs to the name of the Fu family, because it is located in a fortress, the initial use caused a lot of controversy, and then I don't know why it was gone, so far, that land has been abandoned for many years.
Ding Dong was really excited to see it, but suddenly realized that the computer seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him.
Raising his eyes, Feng Chengyu was smiling in his eyes, and the corners of his lips were slightly hooked to look at her.
And her whole person, who was already slowly getting closer and closer to him because she was chasing the screen before, almost leaned into his arms at this moment.
She stiffened, and subconsciously wanted to crawl away with her hands and feet.
But he grabbed her with a big hand, took her directly into his arms, and firmly imprisoned her.
The scent of her hair was so enticing that he stopped looking at the computer and instead held her with his hands and pressed his chin against the top of her head.
She was as stiff as a stone, and her blood seemed to be congealing at this moment.
"What are you doing?" she held out her hand in resistance, pushing his chest in a stiff voice.
"Don't move. He said, sniffing at her hair with some affection.
She really stopped moving, and quietly let him hold herself like this.
He didn't move much, just hugged her motionlessly. Her body is fragrant and soft, soft as bones, and she only feels comfortable and relaxed in her arms.
At this moment, he almost completely forgot the tiredness of negotiating with his partner at the table during the day, and just stayed quietly with her, feeling that the exhaustion of his whole body seemed to be washed away.
He opened his eyes and looked at the wardrobe not far away, and his thoughts gradually faded away in a trance.
I vaguely remember the night of the power outage, when he pushed the door open, she was standing in front of the closet, her young body exuding an irresistible charm, just looking at him in dismay.
Even in the dim light, he could still see clearly.
In his heart, he has a desire for Ding Dong.
As for when this longing began, he did not know. It's just that after learning about her past, after knowing that there are so many misunderstandings between the two, the devil in him broke through the cage.
A thought struggles and twists in regret and uneasiness, growing stronger and stronger.
I want to get her, I want every inch of her to belong to me.
Feeling his tighter and tighter strength, Ding Dong struggled in his arms.
He came to his senses and let go.
His arms immediately became empty and dazed, and he looked at her, with a little bit of confusion in his eyes that he didn't have time to take it back.
She didn't look at him, her eyes were a little evasive, as if she hadn't had time to collect her emotions.
Looking at her pale pink cheeks, Feng Chengyu heard a sigh from his chest.
The next second, he leaned over and kissed her hard, his big hand clasped the back of her head, making her unable to move.
"Stay by my side. ”
In the midst of the tangled ambiguity and the fiery gasp, he said.