(13) Prepare to go

Su Mu was also very angry, he didn't contact Ling Feng again when he was tired of crying, and after packing up his things, he confirmed the information of the ticket again, then set the alarm clock, and went to sleep.

Neither of them said goodnight to the other.

When he got up in the morning, Su Mu regretted it a little.

She shouldn't have bought a ticket yesterday, and there is no way to refund the ticket online at this time, if she wants to refund the ticket, she can only go to the window, but if Ling Feng's family sends him, it is impossible for him to go to the window to refund the ticket by himself, and she can't refund the ticket on his behalf without Ling Feng's ID card, which is equivalent to wasting a ticket money in vain. Although it was only about thirty yuan, but throwing it away for nothing was really distressing for Su Mu. In addition, yesterday's incident was not resolved, everyone was sleeping with their breath blocked, and according to Ling Feng's character, he must have felt that he could treat this matter as if it had not happened, and today he must have contacted Su Mu like no one, which made Su Mu feel even more angry.

This is almost the norm for the two of them to quarrel recently.

At the beginning, Ling Feng made a mistake and might take the initiative to admit his mistake, and Su Mu might not care if he said a few good words. But later, instead of controlling himself, he made more and more mistakes, and after Su Mu forgave him a few times, he found that he had no corrective behavior at all, and he might even feel that he didn't have to pay any price for doing something wrong, so it became more and more difficult to forgive him. Su Mu thought that in this way Ling Feng would be able to recognize the problem, but he didn't expect that later Ling Feng didn't even want to admit his mistakes, and came up with a set of theories that would be difficult to coax even if he admitted his mistakes, refusing to admit his mistakes and not saying anything, and trying to remove the problem from his body, and implicating the problem back to Su Mu, saying that she was disobedient, saying that she loved to cry, and that there was no point in coaxing her.

Su Mu didn't know why Ling Feng had such thoughts, even if she put him into the category of adolescent rebellion, she felt that his actions and thoughts were unreasonable.

Is rebellion the intention to insist on those mistakes without being reasonable? Is rebellion to satisfy oneself and ignore the feelings of others? Is rebellion the one who knows that he has done something wrong but still dare not admit it, and insists on blaming others for his mistakes?

What kind of environment does this child grow up in to have such a thought?

It's a little scary, isn't it?

Because she was afraid that she would be late, Su Mu's alarm clock was set a little earlier, which gave her time to adjust her mood in the bed, so as not to make herself ready to go out in a very irritable situation. After she eased up for a while, Ling Feng happened to call her to get up, and her attitude was really as she thought, as if nothing had happened, which made Su Mu angry at the same time, but also felt very helpless, and it was not easy to say anything.

Originally, she had already planned it, anyway, we were going to go together, so don't quarrel anymore, this just went out and quarreled, and I didn't have to think about having a good life for the whole trip, but I didn't expect him to call again not long after he hung up the phone, telling her that his family still wanted to send him there, and asked her to go with him.

Hearing him say this, Su Mu's suppressed fire rose again, so he said to Ling Feng with a particularly bad attitude:

"I've bought all the tickets, and I'm not familiar with your family, and I don't plan to see my parents again for the time being, and the impact is not very good, so I'll take the car by myself, and I'll see you at the airport when the time comes, anyway, it's too late." ”

"If you want to follow you, you will follow, what so much nonsense. ”

As soon as Ling Feng heard Su Mu say this, he also became angry, and shouted directly at Su Mu. Of course, Su Mu didn't like to listen to it, so he went back without hesitation.

"Don't you know how to write the word embarrassing? Have you forgotten how you usually introduce me to others? Some outsiders are embarrassed to say to you, 'This is my girlfriend,' have you considered my feelings? Usually a 'wife' screams, there are outsiders who are my friend, what do you tease me? If you say you don't want to see me, you don't want to see me, why do you still want to listen to you if you don't consider my feelings?"

"When did I do this? What nonsense are you talking about? Besides, why does it make you feel awkward? It's just a car ride together, and it's not my parents who sent it, it's my brother, whatever. ”

"You have done less of this? You can say that you have never done this kind of thing? What kind of logic? I told you, I remember all the things you have done to hurt me very clearly, I am too lazy to talk to you one by one, and you feel that you have no face when you say it. I have my own high-speed rail ticket, I can go by myself, don't ink me, have time to pack your things and go. ”

After Su Mu said these words, he hung up the phone, then directly muted the sound, and packed up his things. After everything was ready, there was still some time left, so Su Mu checked things again, and at this time, she suddenly found that her ID card was missing.

This is a big deal, without her ID card, what else is she going out to play, it's inconvenient to go anywhere. She rummaged through all her clothes pockets and bags, and turned out all the things she had packed before, but she couldn't find her ID, which almost put her on the verge of collapse in an instant. She tugged at her hair vigorously, trying to calm herself down and think about the last time she used her ID card.

As I said before, the most unacceptable thing for Su Mu is to lose something, and in the same way, if something can't be found, and it's not sure if it's lost, it will also make Su Mu's mentality explode. So at this time, Su Mu couldn't calm down at all, and the time was about to come, which made her even more irritable, and even for a moment she wanted to refund the ticket and cancel the entire plan directly.

But the fact is that she definitely can't do this, because the plane ticket is set with Ling Feng's mobile phone, even if she wants to refund the ticket, it has to be Ling Feng to refund it, and she can't refund it at all. In addition, she vaguely felt that her ID card should have been that Ling Feng hadn't returned it to herself when she used it last time, so she called Ling Feng while packing her things.

And before that, Ling Feng didn't read any of the calls and messages she sent.

"Is my ID card with you?"

Ling Feng was already very angry because Su Mu didn't answer the phone and didn't reply to the message, but when Su Mu called back, he still spoke in such a tone, which almost made him angry.

"You're sick, you have such a temper when you come up, haven't you seen the message? Who told you not to answer the phone?"

"Let me ask you, is my ID card with you?"

"Look at the information yourself, and, what time is it, can you hurry up, I don't know if I can't catch the car for a while?"

Su Mu's sanity was still there, and her reaction ability was not bad, so when Ling Feng finished saying this, she knew what he was about to express, and she didn't say anything more, she hung up the phone directly, and looked through her mobile phone.

"Why don't you answer the phone?"

"Your ID card is with me, and I will send you to the station in a while, at which entrance are you entering?"

"What the are you doing, can you answer the phone?"

"Forget it, my brother can't send me for the time being, I'll go with you and see you at the train station in a while." ”

"Are you muted again, how many times have you been told not to mute, don't you understand, do you? Also, which train station are you in?"

Su Mu finished reading these while going downstairs, and after that, she didn't say much, and directly replied to Ling Feng with a "see you at the west exit", and took a taxi to the train station in a hurry.

Because of the delay, the original budget was reduced a lot at this time, but Su Mu was embarrassed to urge the driver, so he could only sit there and pray silently in his heart not to be late.

Just when Su Mu was in a hurry in the car, Ling Feng called her again.

In this case, Su Mu hated that someone called her the most, she was used to contacting others after she had solved everything and dealt with her mentality by herself, but at the moment she still had to meet with Ling Feng, so she tried her best to suppress her temper before answering the phone.

"What are you doing, so slow?"

"If you have something, you just say, don't ask these useless questions. ”

"I came in through the east exit, you came in through the west exit, and I picked you up at the door. ”

"Haven't you ever been to the train station? How can I get in without a ticket? How can I get a ticket without an ID card?"

As soon as Su Mu said this, Ling Feng reacted, he originally thought that he didn't have to toss, but he didn't expect to say this. The key is that he came with his father, and he was really embarrassed to tell his father that he still had to pick up Su Mu, because Su Mu's ID card was in his hand, and she couldn't come in without it.

But if he didn't pick her up, it would make him embarrassed for a while. Of course, Su Mu didn't know that this was the case, she got off the train and hurriedly walked to the exit of the station, seeing that she was about to check the ticket, but she hadn't seen Ling Feng yet, she couldn't wait to call and accuse Ling Feng.

But when it comes to this matter, it doesn't matter what Ling Feng does, after all, he is also afraid that she will lose her ID card, so he helped her collect the ID card, and if it wasn't for the quarrel last night, his family repeatedly said that whether to send the land or not, she couldn't do it like this.

After having this thought, she became even more irritable, and there was a feeling of fire in her heart that she couldn't get out, which made her whole person look like she exuded a kind of momentum of "don't get close to the living". Ling Feng saw Su Mu like this from a long distance, and he was a little unhappy in his heart, but now that there was really not enough time, he didn't have time to argue with her, so he directly called her and asked her to come over here.

Before that, he had already helped Su Mu get the ticket, so it saved some time. When he went upstairs, he told Su Mu that his father was here, and he needed her to check the ticket first, and then wait for him inside. Su Mu was so anxious that he didn't have time to care about him, so he nodded indiscriminately, and then went to the ticket gate to line up as fast as he could.

Ling Feng's speed was more than she expected, and when she was waiting for him, because she was surrounded by people waiting for the ticket check, it gave Su Mu a great sense of security, so her mood gradually stabilized. After that, she began to rejoice, glad that she hadn't seen Ling Feng's father just now, otherwise, now the two of them didn't know how embarrassing it would be.

Just when Su Mu was thinking about this, Ling Feng also found her, and the two of them didn't talk much, checked the tickets step by step, got on the bus, and then sat quietly in their seats.

Because I missed the rush to work, there were basically no people on the high-speed train. And Ling Feng's attitude also became better, Su Mu also calmed down, and the atmosphere between the two of them eased a little. So Su Mu lay down in Ling Feng's arms, ready to catch up on sleep first, and before that, she chose several angles, took several photos with Ling Feng, and prepared to post a few moments after the plane.

In the matter of showing affection, Su Mu has never had any cover-up, and when it was officially announced, she didn't even shield her family. But she posted very casually, but she always told Ling Feng that she didn't want to exist in his circle of friends.

Of course, she knew that doing so would have a negative impact, which was equivalent to giving Ling Feng a chance to find a spare tire. But even so, she didn't want Ling Feng to send these things. Because the thought of two people breaking up, these will become a kind of joke-like existence, she will feel uncontrollably disgusted and feel very shameless.

Her friends all know her, know what kind of person she is, and will not affect their opinion of her because of this kind of thing, but Ling Feng's friends don't know her, and when they don't know the truth, they are likely to feel that Ling Feng seems to be very good to her, and it must be her problem to break up.

She had done everything she could, and she had changed herself countless times, to adapt to Ling Feng, to expect him to change, and to hope that the two of them could have a happy future. But what was the truth? The fact was that Ling Feng had used his mistakes and naivety to force her into a resentful woman, and she could do nothing about anything but blame him for his mistakes. He turned her into the kind of woman she hated the most, leaving her with no choice but to leave him.

Right or wrong no longer meant anything in this situation, Su Mu just wanted to change himself back and get out of this bad state. She has always believed that good love can make two people progress together and become better together, but now it seems that she and Ling Feng are constantly getting worse, making her can't believe that the person who is so hysterical and so crying wolf is actually herself.

She had never been like this because of a person, and if she didn't leave him, she really couldn't believe what she would become, if she wanted to keep it like this, it would be better to just let her die.