Love you in her place

I drove home with her to get the guitar, and then the two of us came to a square by the lake, which would be very lively in the summer, but it was late autumn at this time, and few people came here to find recreation after the evening.

Zhang Rixuan and I sat cross-legged on the lawn, the street lamp reflected gently on us, and the wind seemed to become soft under the filter of the light.

I tried the guitar and asked Zhang Rixuan: "Let's go into the part where you order me to sing, let's say, what song do you want to listen to, I will try my best to be satisfied." ”

"You can do whatever you want. ”

I thought about it for a while, and finally chose a song "Winter" by the Good Sister Band, and the reason why I warmed up with this song was because I liked the lyrics of this song very much.

"A little colder, the winter of snowflakes, that year I passed by your door, the street we walked together; a little farther away, the hazy season of youth, your smile condensed in the wind, like snow flooded my eyes, how many years have passed, the flowers fall and people are scattered, I want to ask the white clouds, whether there are raindrops made of your lovesickness; the moon falls and the sky is full of frost, once the sea has changed into mulberry fields, spring goes to autumn and comes again, can you still miss me......"

I ended the song with a long tail note in self-absorption, Zhang Rixuan applauded me with a smile and approval, I smiled, habitually lit a cigarette for myself after singing, handed the guitar to Zhang Rixuan, and asked, "Can you play?"

Zhang Rixuan handed me her hand and showed it to me, she did a manicure.

"You mean you can play, but you can't?" I asked.

"I used to go to school abroad and studied a little bit when I was bored. Zhang Rixuan nodded and said.

"I think your temperament is more suitable for playing the piano, and a woman with CC's temperament plays the guitar well. ”

"You have a very clear division of a woman's temperament. ”

I exhaled the cigarette in my mouth and laughed, "All I have in my life is the pleasure of studying women...... Alas, how else would we survive the changes of the seasons over and over again!"

Zhang Rixuan smiled, which was in response to my words, and I extinguished the cigarette butt, lay on my back on the lawn, looking at the starry sky, a little tired from the autumn wind, it may have nothing to do with the wind, but the night is too quiet at this time.

The fragrance of Zhang Rixuan's body drifted into my nose with the breeze, I felt comfortable and comfortable, gradually closed my eyes, and fell asleep.

Zhang Rixuan, who had been by my side for a long time, finally pushed me and said, "Jiaming, can you sing another love proverb for me?"

I sat up and looked at her, remembering that I had played this song in her car not long ago, and she was crying, and I realized that there must be a story in this song that she will never forget.

Afraid that she would cry again, I asked, "Are you sure you want to listen?"

Zhang Rixuan nodded heavily.

"Okay, but after singing later, you're going to tell me the story of you and this song, ...... last time"

Zhang Rixuan interrupted me and said, "You sing." ”

I didn't get Zhang Rixuan's affirmative answer, but this was reluctantly coming, as long as she was willing to listen to it at the moment, I would sing it to her, everything will be natural, and let this autumn night continue to be simple.

I plucked my guitar again and played this song of great love in the lowest voice.

Just sang the sentence: "Love is something that no one can understand, love is the eternal melody, love is the process of laughter and tears falling, love used to be me and your ......", Zhang Rixuan's tears had fallen, and her face was full of heartfelt grief.

I didn't stop singing because of this, I know that Zhang Rixuan must not want me to stop, because there is her nostalgia in this song, and it would be cruel for her to interrupt her nostalgia at this moment.

I finished singing this song with a soothing rhythm slowly, and Zhang Rixuan was already crying like a tearful person, in my image she is a strong woman, never crying easily, but this song touched the softest place in her heart.

The quiet night, the blowing wind, and the crying woman made me feel pity for this man, and I gently hugged Zhang Rixuan beside me into my arms, stroked her hair, and wiped away the tears after crying for her.

Zhang Rixuan didn't struggle, she leaned on my arms for a long time, choked up and said to me, "Do you know...... This is one of my father's favorite songs...... When I was 15 years old, he took me to listen to Luo Dayou's concert in Nanjing, and the scene was very noisy and noisy that day, but when I sang this song, the audience was quiet, and my father whispered to me: He will always love me, I am the most loved person in his life, but ...... He didn't keep his promise, he was a liar...... But I really miss him...... He must be lonely in that world......"

Zhang Rixuan couldn't cry anymore, she leaned against me tightly, like an insecure girl, and at this moment I finally understood why she was so disgusted with others not keeping their promises, because her father Zhang Quan did not keep his promise to love her all the time, but life is so impermanent, a great promise about love was ruined in a car accident...... But I believe that if there is really another world, Zhang Quan will definitely stick to his promise and always love his daughter Zhang Rixuan.

I was at a loss when the breeze blew, and I didn't know how to comfort me, so I said in a deep voice, "Don't cry...... Soon, there will definitely be a man who will love you and guard you in place of your father, and the love will be longer, longer, and there will be no end. ”

Zhang Rixuan did not respond to my comfort, but leaned closer to me, I couldn't help but look into the distance, and asked myself: Is there really a happy river in this world? If there is, at this moment I am willing to take this woman's hand and jump into this river, even if I am exhausted, I must hold her and swim to the end of the river.

……

The night was deeper, the breeze passed by us by the moonlight, Zhang Rixuan finally left my body, she straightened her sideburns that were wet with her own tears, looked at the darkness in the distance without street lights, there was no weakness in her expression, she turned to look at me for a long time, and said to me: "Jiaming, I hope you will go back to Suzhou, but I will not force you, if you do not find a suitable job in Xuzhou, and feel that Suzhou is more suitable for your own development, you come to me, I will help you arrange it." ”

I put the guitar in the box and jokingly asked, "I'm going back to Suzhou, would you like to give me that house?"

Zhang Rixuan was stunned for a moment and said, "If you are willing to go back, I can let it be given to you." ”

I smiled, put on my guitar, and whispered to Zhang Rixuan, "Let's go, I'll send you back to the hotel...... By the way, do you really want to stay in Xuzhou for a few days? I can take you around our Xuzhou attractions. ”

"No, I've already said what I should say, I've done what I need to do, you can choose the rest, I'll go back to Suzhou tomorrow morning." ”

I am not surprised that Zhang Rixuan left in a hurry, after all, Zhuomei such a large group needs her to manage, even if she has only spent a day and a half in Xuzhou, but this has been long enough for her to manage every day, and I only hope that she can solve the conflict of interests within Zhuomei as soon as possible after she goes back, so that she will save a lot of worry and peace of mind!

When I walked side by side with Zhang Rixuan to the car, I said to her: "What time will I leave tomorrow morning, I will see you off." ”

"7 o'clock, but you don't need to send it, I drove my own car, very convenient. ”

"Anyway, you also came to Xuzhou to find me, so you want to send it. ”

"Then whatever you want. ”

I nodded, and the night seemed to get darker as we walked and talked.