"But you know I can't let you go. ”

Yan Huang didn't feel that he was wrong, and even in fact, except for her sister, most of the outside world ridiculed him for being able to make trouble, but he never really thought so. Maybe Ling Long still thinks that he is capable like this, so he gives him her personal career and unconditionally supports him in everything, so that he can develop so fast.

I don't know why I thought of Ling Long in an instant? Of course, Gu Xiyan's dependence on him never felt that he was much of a problem. Maybe you think this is a man?

The sense of security is never plain, steady and mature, and it is that in the face of a complex society, any possible or existing problems can be blocked and solved without you worrying.

At this moment, Yan Huang is also facing the question of whether the two are suitable or not for the first time.

This is not a bad thing, it is not a regression, maybe this is the inevitable process of the development of the relationship between the two. In the direction of the couple. Ying Xuebai realized it or not, but it made sense to say these words.

The worries of being a sibling are like the kind of parents looking at their children.

But the worries of being a couple must be different. Even if maybe his parents could give him more sacrifices than lovers?

"Am I really causing you a lot of burden and pain?"

Yan Huang looked back and hugged Ying Xuebai: "But you know I can't let go of you." ”

Ying Xuebai also calmed down a lot, rubbing his hair: "The pain can't be talked about." But the burden is really. You know what? I'm really just an artist who just wants to go up one step at a time. But you opened and closed quickly, developed rapidly, and were extremely domineering, kicked out Mr. Zheng and turned me into a major shareholder. I know you're doing things for my good, and I'm trying to change myself. To be the boss with a shelf, and even occasionally meet big people at occasions with you, I used to need to look up, but because you get along with others as equals, I also have to adjust my attitude towards people appropriately. But it's really hard for me to think about it occasionally. ”

Yan Huang frowned: "But I don't have ......"

"I know. I know. ”

Ying Xuebai comforted him: "Yan Huang, I didn't complain. But you think from my point of view, I am willing to change myself for you, but people's personalities, ways of doing things, and even the three views are determined independently, and even if they can be changed, there is a limit. I don't know how long I can last, in other words, so far you say that you are good for me, you are doing everything for me, and even following in my footsteps when you enter this industry, then what has your own personality changed for me?"

Yan Huang's tone was sluggish, and he opened his mouth: "I'...... It's not that I don't want to change it for you, I'm just afraid that I can't bear it and can't do it. ”

Then promised: "I can try ......"

"No!"

Ying Xuebai pulled him and held him in her arms: "I don't need you to change it." I'm just asking you to understand what I'm going through. And if you change it, it won't be you. ”

Yan Huang buried his face in her chest and rubbed it, this time Ying Xuebai did not beat or scold, but was more gentle.

In his ear: "So I said, if it's just a sister-brother relationship, I'm just verbally blaming you, in fact, I'm very proud of your character, temper and ability." However, this is also what I want to say, I unconsciously no longer have the feelings of a simple sister and brother for you, and it is precisely because I slowly consider you as a man, and even a couple who have been with you for a long time, that I will consider the question of whether it is suitable or not. That's why I'm asking for more. ”

Yan Huang was silent, and looked up at her after a long time: "Sister, I'm sorry." Today is the first time I have faced up to the pressure that I put on you. ”

Ying Xuebai curled the corners of her mouth: "Don't say it so seriously." I'm not complaining, we've never had such a frank showdown exchange, because you're eloquent and never take these things seriously, you think you have the money to buy this and that, give me resources to protect me from being bullied, and it's best for me not to be angry. Nothing else is a thing, but Yan Huang ......"

Ying Xuebai sighed lightly: "Even if I don't understand emotional matters, I know that it's really not so simple." ”

Yan Huang hugged her tightly: "I just want to repay the favor and let you live well." If it is really me who brought you all this, then you will return to the relationship between sisters and brothers to deal with and face it. As long as you feel more comfortable with such a distance. ”

After a pause, Yan Huang spoke: "But I really can't let go of you, I can't stand you and other men......"

"I know, I know!"

Ying Xuebai comforted him and said softly: "So I said it earlier." I won't be in a relationship until I'm 30, I won't be in a relationship with another man. If you still can't let go of me after the age of 30, and you still can't separate the relationship between men and women, it's okay. I'd rather never marry or fall in love for the rest of my life than become such an inappropriate relationship with you, and if it were more than me, you would be miserable. ”

Yan Huang was silent, and after a long time, he exhaled heavily in her arms: "I know that I am too extreme and possessive......"

"Don't think so. ”

Ying Xuebai spoke: "Actually, maybe I'm not worthy of you." Listen to me. ”

Sure enough, when Yan Huang was about to defend, Ying Xuebai signaled: "You can't ignore one thing, your career development is too fast, and your personal ability and character are too strong." My ability, vision and pattern can't catch up with you at all, and I can't understand you, support you, or even partner with you in my career and life. I'll even tie you down with you......"

"But those ......"

Yan Huang wanted to argue, Ying Xuebai shook his head: "I know you want to say that those are not important to you." ”

hugged Yan Huang: "But let me ask you, you are the most logical." If you are bound by me, you will not be able to develop your career well, and you want to protect me in every detail, isn't the basis and premise of being good to me that your career is getting better and better, you have more and more money, and your energy status and resources are getting more and more extensive? You can only choose one of the two, do you want to develop your career better and then hold up a piece of heaven for me, or do you want to be like you used to rely on others and yourself to strategize against a Boss Zhu who you don't even look at now? If you fail, you won't be able to lead me to resist. At the beginning, you had to protect the goose factory, but now you are enough. ”

Holding Yan Huang's face: "Do you understand?"

Yan Huang smiled: "Neither of us are ...... Ay. ”

Ying Xuebai hugged him: "Don't say that I always say so many words over and over again." I still promise you everything I have, even if you are not poor today, but as long as I have it, I will still give it to you. ”

leaned into Yan Huang's ear: "Keep it for you." ”

"Oops, I ......"

Yan Huang turned over and pressed her: "Didn't you tease me again?"

But this time Ying Xuebai didn't resist, and put her hand around his neck: "You can give it to you if you want." It's just what I said, this time you go to your heart. ”

She didn't resist, but Yan Huang was at a loss and slowly sat up straight: "That is to say, the matter of feelings, we are not suitable?

Ying Xuebai leaned up: "I don't think so, I say it and let you judge for yourself." You have more power, status, personality, and brains than me. Wider than what I've been exposed to. I've tried my best to change for you, but I'm not sure, or rather can I be sure, I have my own limits. What about you? Whether you can do it or not is one thing, and if you can do it, it may not be suitable for me. It's complicated, but I know that as long as you're not willful, you can figure it out, and you'll understand. ”

Yan Huang smiled: "Even if I change for you, it may not be appropriate?"

Ying Xuebai sighed: "What do you think of yourself?"

Yan Huang rubbed his head and nodded half-loudly: "I know." You're right, I used to ignore your feelings and only think that you have been resisting me, just because the relationship between sister and brother is not easy to reverse. Now I understand, you try to accept me, but I've always been like that. I thought I was repaying you for developing so well, but in fact, you have always been tolerant of me. ”

Ying Xuebai took his hand: "Don't say who tolerates whom." I accept your kindness to me, I once funded your surgery, school life, I don't take credit, but I don't shirk it. We are already relatives. I've been with you for more time than I've been with my parents. You know I grew up with my grandmother, and I didn't come home much from school. ”

Yan Huang was distracted for a moment, got out of bed and put on his shoes.

Ying Xuebai was stunned: "What are you doing?

Yan Huang smiled: "I'm going to find another woman." ”

Ying Xuebai was helpless: "Don't lose your temper again......"

"Nope. ”

Yan Huang spoke: "It's true." ”

Ying Xuebai squinted her eyes, picked up the pillow and beat him and complained: "I knew that you must have other women!

Yan Huang smiled: "But I have always had you in my heart...... Never mind. ”

Yan Huang shook his head: "Fortunately, I'm more extreme, and you promised me everything and didn't find another man." And if I find another woman, you support it, and it will be really much easier than a lot. ”

After a moment of silence, Yan Huang smiled: "What's the matter?!"

Ying Xuebai chuckled: "You caused everything, it's not me who dumped the pot." ”

Yan Huang sighed lightly: "Yes." If I can let you fall in love with someone else, maybe we really don't have so much to do to maintain the relationship between sister and brother, or blame me for not letting you go. You can't resist. ”

Ying Xuebai stepped forward and hugged him with a smile: "Isn't this good? Men like to hug left and right, you keep everything on my side, and you can still find other women openly." Don't be afraid of fighting, who will be jealous......"

After a pause, Ying Xuebai spoke: "Of course, if the other party cares about my existence, they don't blame me." ”

Yan Huang squinted at her: "It's this attitude that makes me chill." You're like a dirty and smelly rag, and I want to shake it off. It's as if I'm around you and you're extremely disgusted. You just want to send me away. ”

Ying Xuebai shouted: "Then who told you not to let go?!What can I do?!I tried to accept it!!Is it not suitable...... Ay. ”

Ying Xuebai had nothing to say.

Yan Huang nodded: "I understand, I understand!!, I understand, it's not okay?!"

Go out directly: "I'll find another woman, okay? You're still my sister!! You still have everything mine, I want it." I took advantage, I took advantage. ”

Ying Xuebai couldn't help but laugh and chased out the door: "You really want to leave, it's so late?!"

Yan Huang waved his hand: "Have a good rest." Caring for me as my sister. ”

Ying Xuebai looked at his back and stopped talking, Xue Shuangzhutuan, Liu Yue and Fang Xia came out, thinking that they were quarreling again.

Ying Xuebai was distracted for a moment, shook her head and said, "There was no quarrel this time." It's kind of open. ”

After saying that, when they returned to the house, several people looked at each other, and it didn't seem to be a quarrel. But it's probably not a happy thing.

Otherwise, how could Yan Huang, who is so sticky, not get tired of her sister at night, forget it, and leave if she doesn't live here?!

Never mind.

Their affairs, the authorities are fascinated, sooner or later it will be smooth.

They are all very sure of this, and no one can do without the other.