Chu fell into the car and cried.

When her emotions had calmed down, she took the envelope and left peacefully.

Seeing her figure disappear, Si Sheng did not leave, but after a moment of silence, he exhaled and took out his mobile phone to make a call to Song Qingming.

This time, Song Qingming took it.

"Send her back?" Song Qingming opened his mouth to ask, as if he expected things to be like a god.

"Hmm. ”

"Just ask. ”

Song Qingming said bluntly.

"In addition to wanting to take advantage of the last ......" Si Sheng didn't finish speaking, paused for two seconds before he paused to ask, "What else do you want to do?"

The phone suddenly became quiet.

The breeze was gentle, and the sound in my ears was very soft, like the sound of breathing on the other end of the phone.

In the middle of the night, Si Sheng heard Song Qingming whispering, "He wants to find a place to die." ”

"He-"

"What if it's you?"

Before Si Sheng could speak out harshly, Song Qingming asked lightly and blocked all her words.

What if it's you?

Do you choose to wait for death comfortably, or do the things you want to do but don't do, go to see the scenery you want to see but don't see, and take the roads you want to walk but haven't taken?

Si Sheng was suddenly speechless.

She won't wait to die.

After a long time, Si Sheng fell back on the back of his chair, "So, he just left." ”

"Hmm. ”

"Okay. ”

Si Sheng's gaze fell to the window, and his expression was distant.

At the current level of medical care, ALS is still an incurable disease, and although there are targeted treatment measures to prolong survival as much as possible, this period is limited after all.

The average life expectancy is 2~5 years, more than ninety percent can live for less than 5 years, and very few can reach more than 10 years.

For a young man in his twenties, two, five, ten years...... It's all so short.

And a person who is able-bodied and able to jump around sees his body being uncontrolled at all, with muscle atrophy, weakness, and respiratory failure...... The pain is slow and long, but there is nothing that can be done. There's nothing sadder than watching yourself die little by little.

The world is impermanent, and the things in this world are really inexplicable and incomprehensible.

People who love life try their best to live, but there are always misfortunes, and people who are decadent and misanthropic take great pains to die, but often it is difficult to do so.

"Did he really not leave anything for Chu Luo?" Si Sheng asked again.

"Nope. The only thing he had to say ......," Song Qingming said, "he regretted provoking her." ”

To this day, Song Qingming still remembers that on that snowy night, Qin Fan was slightly drunk, walking on the snow-covered road, laughing at him and crying at the same time.

- "You say, I'm so decent, why do I provoke other people's little girls? ”

- "Si Sheng said, if you do too many things that lack virtue, you will be punished." If I forget about retribution, how can I repay others? People have not done anything that hurts nature and reason. ”

At the end, Song Qingming said again: "He also said, after letting you know, don't go to your heart." We come from the earth and the mountains, and we will always return eventually. He wants to spend the rest of his life finding a scenery that is most pleasing to his heart and leaving in style. ”

*

Si Sheng hung up Song Qingming's phone.

On this day, she drove from the south of the city to the north of the city, and from the north of the city to the west of the city, and walked around the whole city until it was dark, she went to Qin Rong's house for a meal.

When I returned to the water and clouds, it was close to midnight.

After entering the door, she smelled the aroma of food, she was slightly stunned, turned on the light, and her eyes swept over the living room, dining room, and then saw a table full of food on the dining table.

It's already cold.

In a trance, she remembered that today Friday, Xiao Wei will come back.

After changing his shoes in the hallway, Si Sheng walked into the living room and heard the movement of the side bedroom opening the door.

Raising his eyes, Xiao Shun stood at the door and asked, "Do you want to eat?"

"You haven't slept yet?"

“…… Well. ”

After hesitating for a while, Xiao Wei nodded slightly.

"And me. Xiao Shun's shoulder popped up with a head, Si Fengmian put his arm on Xiao Shun's shoulder, blinked and explained, "You can't get through on the phone, we're afraid that something will happen to you, and we don't know where to find you." ”

The implication: I didn't sleep so late in order to wait for Si Sheng to come back.

“……”

Xiao Wei's face darkened slightly, and he moved Si Fengmian, who was leaning most of his weight on him, away.

"Oh, the phone is dead. Si Sheng casually found a reason to be perfunctory, and then asked, "Told your family?"

"Hmm. ”

Si Fengmian nodded.

Because Si Sheng made a big fuss at the birthday banquet at the Si family, Zhang Zi and Si Sheng have been out of state since they came back, Si Sheng went back to school, Zhang Zi was soulless all day long, he didn't care about him, he was very free in his actions.

Just say a word to your family and you can spend the night outside.

Moreover, Si Shangshan was already worried about Si Sheng's situation, knowing that he was here, it was too late to support him.

"Let's have a bite to eat?"

Looking at the table full of food, Si Sheng asked the two.

"Good!"

Si Fengmian nodded without thinking.

Xiao Wei still hesitated, but after a pause of two seconds, he was forcibly pressed by Si Fengmian to agree.

“……”

Xiao Wei went to the hot dish without saying a word.

Si Fengmian took the initiative to give him a hand.

But—

With a crackling sound in the kitchen, three minutes later, Si Fengmian was thrown out by Xiao Wei.

"One more step into the kitchen and break your legs. ”

Xiao Wei threw down the words with a dark face, and closed the kitchen door as soon as he could.

“……”

Si Fengmian, who was thrown to the door, was slapped on the ear by the sound of the door closing, and stood a little embarrassed, unintentionally catching a glimpse of Si Sheng's smile for a moment, coughing lightly, raising his hand and scratching his hair.

Si Sheng casually took an orange on the coffee table, threw it up, caught it again, and immediately raised his eyebrows at him, "Come and sit." ”

"Huh. ”

Si Fengmian walked over.

Peeling off the orange peel, Si Sheng tilted his head and asked, "Is it the fruit that Xiao Wei bought again?"

"Hmm. Si Fengmian sat down, looked at a few fruits on the coffee table, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, it's always the same, it's annoying. ”

Glancing at the kitchen, Si Fengmian leaned forward slightly, and asked in a low voice, "Then let me tell him?"

"Okay. ”

Si Sheng waited for his words.

"But—" Si Feng slept for a moment, and then added, "he seems to always be buying fruit in one store, just one in front of our school." ”

Si Sheng: "......"

Sure enough, it is suspected that there is a fixed cooperation with a fruit store.

"I went with him after school," Si Fengmian said casually, "There is a kid in the store, four or five years old, who is a thief with him. ”

"Girl?"

"Boy. ”

For some reason, Si Fengmian found that after he finished answering, he saw a little regret in Si Sheng's eyes.

After all, he has gotten along well with Xiao Wei recently and has a good relationship, Si Fengmian is afraid that Xiao Wei will leave an image of "no girl" and "no daughter-in-law" here in Si Sheng, so he decided to save Xiao Wei's respect.

Since the final exam of last semester, Xiao Shun's popularity in school has skyrocketed, and he knows him from the third year of high school to the first year of high school. In the first week of the semester, his desk was full of small cards, snacks, and love letters. ”

Si Sheng broke open the orange, threw half of it to him, and asked interestingly, "The little girl at school stuffed it?"

“…… There are also boys. Si Fengmian was quite embarrassed.

“……”

Si Sheng handed a petal of orange to his lips and froze.

Seeing that Si Sheng's eyes were becoming more and more strange, Si Fengmian wondered for a few seconds, and then suddenly realized that he couldn't help but explain: "No, didn't you attend the parent-teacher conference last time, just ...... Suck a wave of powder. That's what they want to bring to you, and it's usually a snack. ”

"What about my snacks?"

It's been a month since school started, and I haven't seen Xiao Yi bring snacks home.

Not to mention the "full desk", not a single bag of potato chips is nowhere to be seen.

Si Fengmian: "He threw it away." ”

Si Sheng: "......"

The two looked at each other in silence for a moment, and finally, they reached a consensus on a certain point of view, and they all began to complain about Xiao Yilai.

Three minutes later, the label of "waste" was glued to Xiao Wei, who was unaware and serious about hot dishes.

So much so that Xiao Wei came out after the hot dish and saw the meaningful eyes of the two, and couldn't help but feel creepy.

？

One or two, choreographing him behind his back?

*

All weekend, Si Fengmian stayed in the water and clouds.

Xiao Wei and Si Fengmian came and went at home, and sometimes they would fight a few words over small problems, giggling and laughing, and they were reconciled as before, which added a lot of popularity to the family.

Fast forward to Monday.

Xiao Wei and Si Fengmian consciously took the subway, and after calling Si Sheng to get up for breakfast, they left.

Si Sheng ate breakfast and slept until it was close to noon, when he was awakened by a phone call.

The call was made by Chu Luo.

"Si Sheng. ”

"Huh?"

Chu Luo's calm voice on the phone made Si Sheng sober up a little.

"Still sleeping?" Chu Luo's voice was full of laughter.

"Hmm. ”

Turning over, Si Sheng grabbed his messy hair and buried the whole person in the quilt.

"I'm leaving, I'm at the airport now, and I want to say goodbye to you. ”

Listening to the tone, free and relaxed, it seems to be relieved.

"Where?"

"......I don't know," Chu Luo paused slightly, "I don't know where he is, so I chose a random location." ”

"You want to find him?"

Si Sheng opened his eyes.

"To be honest, I don't know. I feel empty, and I don't have anything to do. Chu Luo said, "There have been a lot of things recently, and I should be distracted." ”

She has no friends, no family, and staying alone at home is always like a walking dead.

It's better to go out for a walk, rub off on the popularity outside, and find something to do for yourself.

"Hmm. ”

Si Sheng didn't persuade her.

With a smile, Chu Luo said again: "By the way, do you remember the travel list I made after I first went out with you? I have been arranging, and I say that I want to leave every year, but I haven't walked it yet." Otherwise, I'll follow this list and walk around the world, maybe ...... Where will I meet him someday. ”

Manifest......

In my mind, a passage flashed -

"Stealing a list and going to follow the address of the list. ”

Squinting his eyes, Si Sheng opened his eyes completely, looked at the bright sunlight outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and suddenly called her: "Chu Luo." ”

"Huh?"

"Just follow the list, you might actually run into him. ”

Si Sheng didn't say it too directly.

As if sensing something, Chu Luo was slightly stunned, and then breathed a sigh of relief, "Okay." ”

"Good luck. ”

"You too, have fun in time, and everything goes well. Chu Luo paused slightly, and the voice of the radio came from her mobile phone, and she said, "I boarded the plane." ”

"Hmm. ”

The phone hangs up.

Three minutes later, Si Sheng, who didn't know what to think, suddenly got up from the bed.

found the discarded slippers and put them on, Si Sheng pinched the mobile phone in one hand, picked up a coat from the coat rack with the other hand, put it on his body, and went to wash.

While washing her face and rinsing her mouth, she called Ling Xize twice, but Ling Xize didn't answer any of them.

At work?

Thinking of today's Monday, Si Sheng was in an irritable mood, threw his mobile phone in his pocket, didn't clean up and tidy himself, and walked into the living room.

Pulling on her slippers, she stood in the living room for a moment, looking left and right, there was nothing new, and she couldn't find anything to do, plus...... Because Ling Xize didn't answer the phone, Si Sheng frowned, lowered his face slightly, and walked to the entrance.

Without changing her shoes, she went straight out of the house, and she slipped to the door of the house next door.

His eyelids drooped, Si Sheng stared at the combination lock, thought for a moment, and finally remembered Ling Xize's birthday, and then silently counted the numbers and pressed the password.

The combination lock rang and the door opened.

- Ling Xize didn't answer the phone by herself, so she didn't count as trespassing.

After comforting himself like this, Si Sheng decisively opened the door and walked in.

Because Xiao Wei cooks at home, Si Sheng eats three meals a day on time, so Chen Fei and Steward Lu are not there from Friday to Monday. Under normal circumstances, Ling Xize has to go to work on weekdays, and he will not be at home unless there are special circumstances.

But—

After Si Sheng entered the door, he clearly heard the sound of the shower in the bathroom.

？

Ling Xize at home?

Not right either. Ling Xize shower, it should be in the bathroom of the master bedroom.

The sound of the shower stopped, and soon, with the click of slippers on the ground, the bathroom door was opened, and a slender figure walked out.

"Third master, don't you say you won't go back at noon-"

The sweet and beautiful voice stopped abruptly the moment he saw Si Sheng.

------Off topic------

I want a cool life, and, an open-minded attitude.

*

Weakly said, there is one more.

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