"I'm really scared, if one day, someone uses all kinds of coercion and temptation to get me to leave you, how will I deal with myself then? I haven't experienced any storms and waves, I just want to be with the person I like in peace. But you're different, you're so good, so good, so not for me. Your mother doesn't like me, and your friends from childhood don't like me, if you have to go through so many hardships with you, I think it's wisest to quit voluntarily. ”

The sobbing sound she tried her best to suppress came from the microphone, which was extremely subtle, Feng Chengyu could hear it, and she held it very hard.

The ecstasy that had just welled up in her heart turned into distress at this moment, and her cry turned into countless sharp blades in an instant, and a knife stabbed into his chest, and the pain lingered, making him almost suffocate.

He only wanted to force her to admit his feelings, not to make her cry, but when she spoke, he realized how cruel it was to ask her to say these words.

She has been running away from her heart, and she doesn't even want to admit that she likes him, because she subconsciously feels that they are not all the way and will not end well.

She also felt that she was not worthy of him.

She wanted to be with him, but the experience of the past made her dare not cross the line, and even made her repeatedly retreat in the face of his initiative.

Feng Chengyu felt as if his chest was stuffed with a ball of wet cotton, and every breath became extremely heavy.

After a while, he spoke, his tone was surprisingly gentle, with a little hoarseness, and there was a vague and affectionate tone between his words: "In this world, you just need to believe in me." ”

Ding Dong couldn't hold back his tears, with crystal tears hanging on his eyelashes, and looked at a place blankly. She held up her phone for a long time and did not respond, but her heart was beating extremely fast and almost out of frequency.

He said this in a low voice, as if to promise her: You can always trust me.

"The past is gone, and from now on, I will protect you. As long as I'm here, no one can bully you. He said this, his voice calm, like some kind of promise, with a demagogic power, and her heart trembled when she heard it.

"Be brave and accept me. At seventeen, you were much bolder than you are now. He opened his lips slightly, and the words he said made Ding Dong a little stunned.

Yes, on the other hand, she is now timid, worried, and not yet at the age of seventeen.

"Seventeen-year-old me, I didn't know you would make so many changes in my life. Ding Dong said in a muffled voice, his long eyelashes drooping slightly, like trembling butterfly wings, "At that time, I was only lonely, even if I lived a good life, I could still get by, because I had nothing to lose." ”

But after getting to know him, she became suffering from gains and losses, and had low self-esteem and sensitivity.

Maybe this is the initial manifestation of falling in love with someone, she feels that she is inferior to others everywhere, and every time she thinks of being with him, she will feel that it is a blessing from God.

Later, she lost her dignity and lost him, so living became the only pursuit in her life. She didn't dare to touch her feelings again, because she had already been hurt to the core.

"A lot of things are actually not that complicated, you have to get along with yourself, and you are the one who is uncomfortable in the end. She heard Feng Chengyu's voice coming from her mobile phone, low but clear, "I like you, you like me, this matter couldn't be simpler." Do you have a better choice than to be with me?"

Ding Dong didn't make a sound, breathing the air quietly, her chest as heavy as if it had been crushed by a stone, making her stuffy and uncomfortable.

But I have to admit that he was right, her best choice is to be with Feng Chengyu. He can protect her and spoil her for the rest of her life, is there a better choice in her barren and dilapidated life?

And most importantly, they also like each other.

Ding Dong hesitated for a moment, but still said out loud: "But your mother ......"

She has no parents, and she has no worries about her parents at all, but Feng Chengyu is from such a good background, if his mother opposes the relationship between the two, it means that they are destined not to get the blessing of their parents.

Can feelings that are not recognized by parents last long?

Li Man didn't like her, and she didn't like Li Man.

If the two really come to the point of talking about marriage, will she and Li Man spend the rest of their lives together in mutual suspicion and prejudice like this?

How painful it must be to face the people you hate all day long?

"I'll fix it over there. Feng Chengyu helped his forehead, and there was a hint of irritability between his eyebrows.

originally thought that Li Man was just a simple desire to control, but Feng Chengyu vaguely felt that things were not so simple.

Li Man usually does things very measuredly, even if he is displeased, he will not do too much. But in this matter of Ding Dong, she clearly seemed to have lost her mind, and she was bent on suppressing her and getting rid of her, which made Feng Chengyu wonder if there was another hidden story in this.

"Then let's wait until you're done. Ding Dong bit his lower lip, "I hate her and I, she is your dearest person, don't deal with it badly when the time comes, and there will be other things." ”

Her tone was a little awkward, but Feng Chengyu's heart warmed.

Ding Dong has always been so knowledgeable, and his mind is so delicate that it makes people feel distressed. Even if she hates Li Man, she still remembers in her heart that she is the person closest to him.

It seems that for her, it doesn't matter how much she suffers, as long as he is comfortable, everything is worth it.

"You don't have to be so sensible. He sighed softly, feeling a little sorry for her.

"Where am I sensible?" Ding Dong lowered his eyelids and said in a solemn tone, "I am selfish and timid, and I am soft-spoken, and all I can do is not to cause trouble for others." ”

The atmosphere was silent for a long time, and Feng Chengyu suddenly called her name: "Ding Dong." ”

Ding Dong didn't answer, just quietly waited for what he was going to say next.

"When I get back, we'll get married. He said.

His tone was not very heavy, but every word seemed to hit Ding Dong's heart, which caught her off guard and surprised her inexplicably.

For the first time, she didn't shy away from the question, but said to him after a moment of silence: "Don't you think it's a bit hasty to talk about this kind of topic on the phone?"

"I'm afraid you'll regret it. He actually replied seriously, "Let's change my mind first." ”

"I don't want to answer now, wait until you get back. Ding Dong poked his head out of the window and took a deep breath of the air with the smell of sea salt, never feeling so happy in his internal organs.

It was as if everything had made sense and she had nothing to worry about.

"Can I think you're acquiescing?" Feng Chengyu didn't let her go, and insisted on asking her for an answer.

"No comment!" Ding Dong said to his mobile phone, a little angry.

I wanted to maintain a sense of mystery, but he was all yellowed.