Li Yang opened the personnel file of Jumei Mall in confusion, his eyes stayed on the first page, and his expression changed rapidly, no less than the shock I was when I saw it at first glance.

Yanjie beside him, perceiving Li Yang's abnormal performance, said "What's wrong" and looked at the personnel file in Li Yang's hand, only glanced at it, covered his mouth in surprise and then stared at me with a pair of big eyes, and said for a while: "Mom, the CEO of Zhuomei Shopping Center is your girlfriend!...... Is this an exaggeration, or am I hallucinating?"

Li Yang put down the file in his hand, looked at me with the same expression as Yanjie and said, "Jiaming, what's going on, I haven't heard you say it before, Zhang Rixuan is Zhuomei's CEO!"

"I also found out after reading this personnel file this morning, and I feel the same as you, I also think it's my own hallucination!"

Li Yang and Yanjie glanced at each other, and still asked me with shocked expressions, "How did you and her meet?"

"Remember when I told you that the old house I used to live in was bought by a woman who drove a luxury car?"

"Well, you told me. ”

"It was Zhang Rixuan who bought it, and then we took it for granted. ”

Li Yang nodded, suddenly seemed to think of the crux of the problem, and asked with a piercing look: "In less than a month, she became your girlfriend?"

I also tried to hide it: "No way, fate can't stop it!"

"The CEO of Zhuomei was chased by your Jiaming in less than a month?

Yanjie echoed and said: "At the beginning, you introduced Zhang Rixuan to us, we all thought that you had been dating her for a long time, but you didn't expose it from us, but I didn't expect that you didn't know each other for less than a month, Jiaming, your kung fu to pick up girls is amazing!"

"Can you two not talk to me in such a weird way. I glared at the two of them.

Li Yang and Yanjie asked in unison: "Then you will honestly explain to us, what is the relationship between you and Zhang Rixuan?"

In fact, the moment I showed Zhang Rixuan's file to Li Yang, I already knew that today's paper can't contain the fire, who would believe that the CEO of a top shopping mall would fall in love with an unreliable little staff, if you want to blame it, life is too nerve, why Zhang Rixuan is Zhuomei's CEO, even if she is the daughter of a township business owner, or she jumped out of the cracks in the stones, I will not face the dilemma of being debunked now.

For a long time, I impatiently said to Li Yang and Yanjie, who were staring at me: "Don't look at me like a prisoner, I can't recruit you!"

"Hurry up, if you don't recruit again, we will torture you. Yanjie said with a pink fist raised at me.

I lay on my back in the chair, finally looked at the ceiling, and said: "She is not my girlfriend, at the wedding of the two of you that day, I was very empty in my heart, so I called Zhang Rixuan, said to invite her to dinner, tricked her into attending your wedding banquet, and then met Anqi, I said that she was my girlfriend as soon as my brain was hot, and then I kept covering up the lie with lies, until all of you really thought she was my girlfriend......"

"Oh my God, Jiaming, does this mean that you still can't forget Angel?" asked Yanjie, despite the crowds in the restaurant.

"Li Yang, give your daughter-in-law a tranquilizer, noisy!" I said in the calmest tone.

Li Yang gave Yanjie a look to signal her to be quiet, and Yanjie finally looked at me apologetically, and then fell silent, leaving space for dialogue to me and Li Yang.

After being silent for a while, Li Yang said to me, "Jiaming, why do you use such a childish approach to deceive yourself?"

I smiled and said, "Are you naïve? I just want to make myself feel better, and Anqi and Tai Jing, at least everyone doesn't seem so bitter and hateful, at least they can say a few words like a friend." ”

Li Yang sighed, and then was silent, the most powerless thing in the world is the love between men and women, it is impossible to come and go, and no one can save me and An Qi's past, Li Yang chose to be silent because he understands this truth

I am also silent, helpless in silence, sad in helplessness, but not a single leaf can break the lang to take me away from the boat of sorrow on this late autumn night, so I imprison my desires, sway my soul, and look restlessly......

......

At the end of dinner, I walked alone on the streets, not to mention lost my soul, but I kind of wanted to leave the city, in fact, I wanted to leave for a long time, because this city had made me fantasize for two years and tired me for two years.

I have fantasized countless times in sleepless nights, fantasizing that one day Angel will come back to me, but the illusion has been shattered again and again, so I am getting more and more tired, and now I finally don't have to fantasize anymore, because Angel already has a heart, and I am already awake when Tai Jing puts on the necklace of love for her.

I really want to leave all my fantasies, my loss, and all my loneliness in this city, and then let the cold autumn wind crush everything that damns me, and it has nothing to do with me from now on, how fucking cool it should be!

I want to leave! I want to leave! Leave here, go back to the city where I grew up, cold sweater with my mother, hot herbal tea made by my father......

But I can't leave this city, my soul is already buried here, there is a guitar that sings lonely, there is an empty city that hides the past, and there is an old house that soothes me.

Sitting on a bench at the bus stop, watching blankly as the buses carrying passengers drove to every corner of the city, I seemed to have nowhere to go this night.

The last No. 32 bus stopped at the bus stop, I woke up suddenly, and then ran up in a panic, threw a coin, and finally had an identity called a passenger, and this night, I will follow this No. 32 bus, through 6 streets back to the old house.

......

Subconsciously, I didn't want to leave this old house, so this morning, I took a risk to go to Zhang Rixuan's room again, found a string of keys to this room, and naively thought that Zhang Rixuan really left this house to me and would never come back.

took out the key and opened the door of the house, but unexpectedly heard the sound of washing in the bathroom, and looked at the shoe rack, there was a pair of Chanel's crystal sequin women's leather shoes, which was undoubtedly Zhang Rixuan's return.

I stood quietly at the door of the bathroom, looked at Zhang Rixuan who was washing, and suddenly said, "Are you back?"

Zhang Rixuan was not frightened, he may have heard the movement of me just opening the door, but he also ignored me, and seemed to be still angry at my dead face yesterday.

"Did you rinse your mouth just now?" I asked Zhang Rixuan again.

Zhang Rixuan subconsciously looked at his toothbrush before saying, "What are you doing here?"

"I woke up late this morning, and I didn't have time to buy toiletries, so I used yours. I replied.

Zhang Rixuan's expression suddenly became cloudy, and his breath became heavier: "You ......"

"You left so resolutely yesterday, I thought you wouldn't be coming back, or I would have told you in advance, or bought you a new one. ”

Zhang Rixuan seemed to see the expression of a cockroach that day, and said angrily: "Are you disgusting?"

"I'm sure I don't feel disgusting if you're a beauty, just use it!" I'll tell you the truth, in fact, it's really a trivial thing for me, when I was in college, a few gentlemen smoked a cigarette, and they were all squeezed into their mouths and smoked, as a reference, where would I mind using a toothbrush used by a beauty, besides, I really planned to buy her a new set, who knew she would be back tonight.

"I mean, your behavior is disgusting!"

I innocently said, "I'm not disgusting with your toothbrush, so don't worry about me." ”

Zhang Rixuan's expression was even more angry, he threw all the toothbrushes, towels, and even cosmetics into the garbage basket, walked to me blocking the bathroom door, pushed me hard, and burst into a foul mouth for the first time: "Dead open!"

I grabbed Zhang Rixuan and "suddenly realized" and said, "Oh....... It turns out that I used your toothbrush, and you're disgusting...... It's really worrying to see your ability to express yourself, it's not clear!"