After a while, the boy came back, and he couldn't hide his excitement and said to me: "You didn't lie to me, you're really a super beauty!"

I smiled and said, "Then tell me what she looks like, and I'll see if you recognize the wrong person." ”

"As you said, the long hair hangs down the shoulders, the purple-gray clothes, and then it's very beautiful, but I don't like to deal with people, but I still stuffed the letter to her!"

I nodded and jokingly asked, "Do you think I can catch her?"

The boy looked at me meaningfully and said, "I feel hanging!"

"Really...... Let's go to school, don't be late!" I said with a smile and patted the boy on the shoulder.

After the boy left a "good luck", he hurried to the distant platform.

In the autumn rain, I lifted the shoulder bag that had almost fallen off my shoulder, looked up at the giant billboard of Jumei Shopping Center, and silently wished Zhang Rixuan that she would be able to survive this crisis without danger, and that was all I could do for her.

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Back to Polaroid Department Store, I am very calm, calm work, calm to participate in Li Yang's exchange meeting, calm communication with colleagues, my calm comes from I have seen my own results, so I have enough psychological preparation for everything, and after the end of this promotion plan, I will resign from Baoli, maybe I will continue to stay in Suzhou to find a job, maybe I will return to the city where I was born, let Ban Dad arrange a job for me in their unit, and live a life in peace and security.

Focused work, time flies, soon it's time to get off work, I went to the lounge to make a cup of coffee, after a short break to continue to work, today Li Yang has informed Liu Ao that I proposed yesterday "love is not extravagant" This promotion theme, Liu Ao's side passed very efficiently, even if the process was started, and this theme because I proposed, so the main writer of this promotion plan is me, as a reward for Liu Ao's care over the years, I must do my best to do a good job in this plan.

When I left the company at the end of the day, it was already 10 o'clock in the evening, I was hungry, I bought some burgers and other things at the KFC store downstairs in the company, and ate them while walking on the street.

But I didn't really feel relaxed because of this, the traffic and people on the streets still set off my loneliness and helplessness in the city.

I also want to have a home in this city, a girlfriend who can become a wife in the future, but after struggling for all these years, I realized that I was so powerless to these small dreams, and I realized that I was so small in this huge city, so small that a breeze could away, and then leave unwillingness and gloom, drifting away from the city with the wind.

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I thought I would live here for a long time, but when I handed over the letter to Zhang Rixuan this morning, I had already decided that I would not live here for too long, although I subconsciously still want to struggle to survive in this city, but it is not so easy to find a new job, everything depends on the luck after resigning, if I can find a job as soon as possible, then I will continue to struggle, if I can't find it for a long time, I can only choose to leave.

After washing, lying on the bed, my thinking was very chaotic, and I didn't dare to plan my future life, so those high-spirited life motivations a few days ago degenerated into a decadence to get by.

Listening to the sound of rain falling outside the window, I began to think about Janeway again, thinking about the future that I had dreamed of with her, but now I think of it is so pale and weak, and it is only myself who bears this paleness and weakness, at least without me, Janeway will also live very well, she doesn't have to worry about material, she can use material to fill the emptiness of emotion, in fact, her emotions will not be empty, now she has Xiang Chen, and even her emotions have found sustenance, which is good! It's really good, I will always think about my pain, and then send her blessings silently.

I took out the guitar from the guitar box, plucked the guitar strings, and sang Eason Chan's song "Backpack", and I just sang and sang along with the melody that the guitar played...... I cried myself, crying inexplicably, because no house, no job, and no woman were just trivial things for me in the past, but now I have shed cheap tears for these trivial things, isn't this inexplicable enough?

The sound of the rain outside the window seems to be louder, and after this rain, I am afraid that the sky will be colder again, and winter is coming, and then the world will be covered with ice.

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Time unhurriedly moved forward for three days, these three days have big and small things, small things: I received two knitted scarves sent by my father, as well as rice and flour, big things: I worked overtime day and night to efficiently complete the promotion plan with the theme of "love is not luxury", I handed over the plan to Li Yang, Li Yang handed over to Liu Ao, with the submission of the plan, the day I submitted my resignation letter to Liu Ao also entered the countdown, I will leave the Polaroid Department Store.

This evening after work, I want to call Zhang Rixuan and prepare to give her the knitted scarf, I think she will like it, because I gave her one of the two knitted sweaters sent by Ban Dad last time, and I have seen her wear it several times, so she should also like this knitted scarf.

Regardless of the relationship between us, this knitted scarf is the heart of Mom and Daddy after all, and it should be given away.

After having a good reason, I immediately dialed Zhang Rixuan's phone, but no one answered for a long time, and when I gave up calling, she called back.

I hurriedly answered the phone, and she said to me apologetically, "I'm sorry, I was in a meeting just now, do you have something?"

I didn't answer immediately, but asked tentatively, "What, has your company been busy lately?"

"Well, something happened to the company recently, and it's being studied and dealt with. ”

"Oh. I answered, but I knew that Zhang Rixuan had really received my letter, and now she may be dealing with Mi Zhongde's power plot against her.

Zhang Rixuan urged me again: "Say, you call me, what's the matter?"

I paused for a moment before saying, "My mom knitted a scarf for you, and my dad sent it by courier, so you can take it when you have time, or I'll give it to you." After thinking about it, he added, "It doesn't matter if you want it or not." ”

Zhang Rixuan did not refuse, she said: "Then you wait for a while, I still have some things to deal with, you come to our Zhuomei, find a place to drink something first, and I will go to you after I finish handling things." ”

I was very "calculating" and said, "You have to ask me for something to drink! I went to bring you something." ”

"Good. Zhang Rixuan answered and hung up the phone, it seemed that she was very busy at the moment.

After the call, I packed my scarf in a bag and left the office and walked across the street to Jumei