Under Munn's reminder, I looked back behind me, and sure enough, I saw Zhang Rixuan and her friends who were very close, to be precise, it should be a male friend, and it was a very handsome male friend.

This man is dressed as a British trendy man, with a tall figure and a handsome face, and the most memorable thing is his deep eyes, as if everyone is affectionate.

Zhang Rixuan affectionately pulled the man to our side, introduced us with a smile, and said, "This is my good friend Abner, whose Chinese name is Sui Ran. ”

Just as Mun and Lu Yu were about to greet him, he looked at me and Lu Yu and asked, "Who of you is Zhang Jiaming?"

For his unexpected move, everyone looked at each other, and I remained polite and got up and said to him, "I am Zhang Jiaming." ”

"Be polite to Betsy (Zhang Rixuan's English name) in the future, otherwise I won't be polite to you!"

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that the person who came was not good, and just wanted to have a seizure, Zhang Rixuan hurriedly grabbed Sui Ran and said, "That was a long time ago......"

Zhang Rixuan's words made me realize that she really had a very close relationship with this man, and even the things I used to bully her were told to him as bitter complaints, and I suddenly felt unhappy for no reason, and looked at Sui Ran coldly and said: "Little turtle, you have to be polite when you talk to me, I don't have a good temper." ”

Sui Ran glared at me and said, "What, do you want to duel with me?"

"Damn, the smell of foreign is really heavy, aren't you tired of crossing the ocean to bring back that old-fashioned set of cowboys from the American West? Just say fight, come, I'll accompany you." I replied with a blank face.

The atmosphere suddenly became tense, and Munn hurriedly grabbed me and persuaded: "Zhang Jiaming, don't you be so angry, people are guests from afar!"

"I don't think he thinks of himself as a guest, and I've never seen a guest do that!"

As soon as my words fell, Zhang Rixuan said to me in a heavy tone: "I have already explained to you and Sui Ran, can you have a little gentlemanly demeanor?"

Being counted down by Zhang Rixuan and Meng En, I felt even more unhappy in my heart, but I couldn't really beat that Sui Ran, I only felt that I was a little redundant, and finally said: "I know, I have never been welcome, I will go, and the province will destroy the atmosphere of your party." With that, he picked up his coat and walked outside.

......

Munn followed me out of the dining room, pulled me and said, "Zhang Jiaming, don't you think it's inappropriate for you to leave like this?

I ignored it and said, "I'm going to lose the grace to whip him a little turtle!"

"But you're just leaving, what do you think of Zhang Rixuan?"

"She's always thought I wasn't graceful, not bad this time. ”

"Why do you like to drop the chain at a critical time?"

I stopped and said to Mun, "Why don't you drop the chain and don't drop the lotus seed, you are far away!"

Meng En said to me with a serious face: "You touch your conscience and tell me, do you like Zhang Rixuan?"

I was silent.

"You are acquiescing, right? I can see that Sui Ran seems to like Zhang Rixuan a lot, you are so angry and run away, are you lacking a little grace compared to others?

"What are you fooling about, who told you I liked her...... Okay, you go back, I need to go to the bar, there are still some details of the renovation to communicate. ”

But Munn still refused to let me go, and persistently asked, "I really don't like it?"

I replied "impatiently", "I don't like it." With that, he broke free of Munn and walked to the side of the road.

But suddenly I heard Munn's sighing voice: "You are cowardly, but this is no wonder you, after all, Sui Ran is also a master's student from the University of Pennsylvania, and his family background is better, I heard that he is the future successor of a family business! It's normal for you to have no self-confidence......

After shouting "Shut me down", he urged the driver to drive away, and the driver stepped on the accelerator very cooperatively, and in a blink of an eye, Munn merged with the street lamp, and finally shrunk into a point in my sight.

......

I didn't go to the bar that night, but I went to the moat and lay on the withered lawn, smoking a cigarette to relieve my boredom.

Looking up at the stars and the moon in the sky, I finally understood why I didn't dare to express my heart to Zhang Rixuan, and was willing to get along like this as a friend.

Today, Sui Ran's appearance makes me understand more thoroughly that a woman like her is destined to be the most beautiful Haoyue in the sky, and I am just an ordinary star, and I can't even satisfy my desire to give her a petrol-powered racing car, but Sui Ran is different, as Mun said: He is highly educated, his family background is prominent, and Zhang Rixuan cares about him very much, and they are a real match together.

I have already experienced the tragedy that Xiang Chen and An Qi gave me once in pain, do I have to experience it again in Zhang Rixuan?

I'm not stupid, and I don't want to repeat the pain of the past, I'm just an ordinary star, and my other half is destined to be an ordinary star, so that I won't be burned by the shining light.

I closed my eyes and my world fell into darkness, but suddenly I saw the crystal clear city, she was shining brighter and brighter in the sky full of stars, but I shrunk smaller and smaller in her light, and then watched feebly as she carried the woman with long hair hanging down her shoulders disappeared from my sight again......

I don't want to open my eyes again because when I face this real world again, I am doomed to be lost.

Enduring the cutting of the cold wind, I lay for I don't know how long, until a familiar voice sounded in my ear, and she called my name.

I opened my eyes, but the fragrance of the woman I had engraved into my memory had first drifted into my nose, and it was Angel standing beside me at the moment.

"You...... Why are you here?"

Angel smiled and said, "Like you, I'm not happy, so I want to come here to sit." ”

After listening to Angel's explanation, this kind of chance encounter seems not accidental, because she also regards this place as a place of refuge, and one day we will meet here, maybe today, maybe tomorrow......

Angel's appearance made the sense of loss in my heart a little heavier, and I couldn't help but take a cigarette out of the cigarette case and lit it, and took a deep breath before asking her, "Why are you unhappy?"

"You came first, according to the first-come, first-served principle, let's talk about you first. ”

I was silent for a long time before I said to Angel: "If you are beaten by life, you will not be happy......"

An Qi smiled and said, "Your answer is a bit perfunctory, everyone is unhappy, it's all because they were beaten by life, I want to hear more specific." ”

After a long silence, I finally mustered up the courage to ask Angel, "After graduating from college, do you look down on me?...... I'm just a man struggling on the margins of society!"

Angel seemed surprised that I would ask her this question, and she just looked at me...... And I was even more apprehensive, because the answer she gave me next was probably the real reason for our breakup