"Pendant!"

"Qin'er, is it you, is it really you?" Jiang Han tightly held the pendant in his hand.

His soul trembled.

The heart is trembling.

His will is incomparably firm, his spirit is like a rock, and he will not be shaken in the slightest after ten thousand tribulations, but now his heart is trembling at the moment, because the moment he saw the pendant...... He understood that the goddess in the mouths of all the people in this wild world was probably really Qin'er.

"Jean. Jiang Han muttered to himself.

He only felt that everything in front of him seemed to be blurry, and everything was back to what it used to be...

Chapter 51 Life is like a dream

If only this was a dream, it would be good.

...

How many years have passed, and the scenes of the past seem to be pouring into my heart again.

My name is Jiang Han, there are so many delicate rivers and mountains, and the cold light of nineteen states with a sword... Of course, this is not the reason for the name, but because it was too cold on the day I was born, my father gave me the name in passing.

I don't remember much about my childhood, so I won't talk about it.

I just remember that following my father to practice martial arts since I was a child is a real martial art... It's a pity that, according to my father, the world has changed, and I can only practice martial arts, and it is difficult for anyone to log in to the real martial arts.

Therefore, I practice the Fa to nourish my body and live a long life.

It's just that from my childhood observations, practicing this martial art can't live long, like my great-grandfather, he didn't live long, only one year longer than the turtle he raised...

No matter how many childhood experiences I have, it's hard for me to remember... For example, other children go to school together, play marbles, play small cards... It's all good memories of the past... I'm just a kid

Above... Just nagging.

Let's start with the source of the story.

These stories are sweet, regretful, sad, and gloomy.

It was a September day.

That year, maybe it was 00 years, or 00 years, I don't remember very well, but I know that my big river city was called a furnace by my father.

In the season of autumn tigers, dog days have just passed.

I, who have just transformed from a little kid to a big kid, can be called a young scholar if I am civilized, I am twelve years old, and I have entered a top middle school campus within a radius of a kilometer.

I'm happy because... Finally, I don't have to bring a red scarf... God knows how many red scarves I bought, and even more so because I don't have the money to climb over the school wall... The school railings have been kicked off by me... Who called it not refurbished for ten years.

So I'm very happy.

I forgot the name of the school, I forgot which classroom it was, I also remembered, I only remember that it was the fourth class, I sat in the penultimate row because of the late report, it wasn't because of my poor grades, I can swear... This vow is not stressful for me.

It is a kind of fate to be able to meet, and it is a kind of luck to be able to meet!

The Buddha said that it takes 500 times to look back and pass by in this life, and I don't believe anything else he said, but I believe this one.

Just because I found you.

That year, I was 12 years old, and I had a glimpse.

At that time, I squinted at it.

A girl sitting in front of me had a braid that I thought was ladylike.

Perhaps this is the fate of the catastrophe that has long been predestined.

At the time, you loved to laugh, and I liked to see you smile, but I just liked your smile... Then you smirked, and you said that you were a fool... I'm so angry, I can't refute it.

People, the more innocent, the younger, the more unreasonable it is to like someone, because we are ignorant, because we are frank, we can also be called naïve. When we grow up, it is difficult to have purity, purity in the true sense.

And this is how the road of me, and your rivalry began.

Just because, ever since you called me a fool, I started pulling your pigtails... I'm sure many of the people in my class have done this, but unfortunately none of them dare except me.

Who called you a little fairy, who called you a beautiful song, who called you good grades, not to mention that you also have an aunt class teacher, the old class in our mouth.

So, you're always being held.

But I'm not used to you.

Actually, I didn't do anything out of the ordinary except for the occasional pigtail pull... Perhaps, it was because you gave me a piece of your bread because I didn't eat one time; Perhaps, because I was criticized by the old class, you comforted me and told me that the old class was for my good; or perhaps, I forgot to bring my admission ticket when I took the high school entrance examination, and you and I searched for a kilometer along the road under the scorching sun; or maybe...

Our experience is not all good, you have also been angry, you have quarreled with me, you have also had a stiff relationship with me, you have been angry with me and cried... Luckily, we all have the attribute of optimism, and any more quarrels will melt in two or three days at most...

Luckily, in the three years of middle school, I always sat in front of and around you... When you think about it, it was a wonderful experience... It's just that the cruelty of life is that you don't know it at the time when you experience the best.

Companionship is the longest long-term love, and time is the best magic... In three years, you inadvertently walked into my heart with a smile.

At that time, I didn't dare to confess, because I knew that you didn't dare to accept my confession.

I don't dare, because I'm afraid you'll refuse.

You don't dare, because our future is unknown.

The high school entrance examination is the first diversion in our lives, which does not change because I practice martial arts, even if I later achieve my own achievements because of martial arts... In the summer of the age of fourteen, it was the first major event of our lives.

I have forgotten the process of the exam.

I just remember that you accompanied me to find the admission ticket for a whole hour...

The results of the high school entrance examination are very fortunate and unlucky.

Luckily, I played extraordinary...

Unfortunately, you play by mistake...

The day I got the results, I was very happy, and my dad and mom thought I was doing too well in the exam... Actually, it's because I found out that you are only twenty points more than me...

I think the Avalokiteshvara that my mother took me to worship before the exam played a role, and judging from the division of the score band, you will definitely enter the same school with me... The top city within a radius of 10 miles.

Well, there are three high schools in our district, provincial key, municipal key, and general high school.

It's just that the greatness of fate lies in the fact that while giving you a sweet date, it usually gives you another slap in the face.

I was very happy the day I got my results.

You're silent, and I, I don't seem to think about the loss, all I think about is that we'll be together for another three years in the same high school, maybe... At that time, I was called selfish.

When I was parting from school, because I was accompanied by my parents... You didn't talk to me much, you just gritted your silver teeth and said, "Jiang Han, goodbye... Bye. ”

I also said goodbye...

I didn't expect that after that goodbye, it would be six years later... And we, how many six years.

More than two months later.

When I happily reported to the school, I stood in front of the huge roster board and looked back and forth a dozen times until the doorman sensed something was wrong and asked me what was wrong... My mind was still a little confused.

Your name is not on the roster.

And you, obviously half a month ago, told me that you received an admission letter.

I ran to your house like crazy, only to find that there was no one left.

I ran back to my former junior high school, found the old class, and asked where you had gone because she was your aunt. Actually, Lao Ban was not yet thirty, and she seemed to understand my thoughts, so she only said a word.

"She didn't do well in the high school entrance examination, so she went back to her hometown, far away... Look no further. ”

The first day of high school coverage.

I got to school and ran ... The school called home, and my parents looked for me all day, but in fact, they were just wandering around the campus of junior high school, wandering the streets and alleys we used to go to together, wandering in the book city and park we visited... I'm just looking for a breath of togetherness.

And fantasize that you are not far away... Somewhere, I can meet you again.

I was at the time, and it was clear that I couldn't stop you and your parents from choosing... I just, would love to... See you again, even if it's the last time in this life.

It's a pity that what I'm living in is reality after all.

That year, I was 15 and unforgettable.

Back home.

That day, I forgot my father's scolding, forgot my mother's inquiry, I only remember that when I was lying alone in bed at night, I cried, wordless tears... As far back as I can remember, since I was five years old, I rarely cried anymore because my father wouldn't allow me to cry.

He said: "The Jiang family's species, practicing martial arts, doing people, and bleeding, where is there anyone to cry?"

And this time, I cried... It's just because of fear that I'm familiar with your voice and smile, and I'm familiar with your life... I don't know what a dark day would be without you.

That's how I entered high school.

After the first day of high school, it seems to be back to normal... Normally follow my father to practice martial arts, go to school normally, and all life seems to be back on track.

But secretly, I'm constantly looking for ways to get in touch with you.

I found my old classmates, went to your old address again and again, went to your old class... I thought of everything I could think of... However, the old class may have tried to cut off my thoughts, and I didn't get what I wanted after all.

Where you go... It's too far, too far.

Maybe you know, or maybe it's your own decision.

Exactly half a year later.

One morning, when I was on my way to pick up the newspaper and milk, I received a letter from you... You don't know how I behaved that day, when I hid in the house alone, I was holding the envelope and my hands were shaking.

You don't know how long I've been waiting for your letter.

I unravel your letter.

I still remember vividly that the letter was blue.

The letter is short.

There is only one line of words.

"Jiang Han, I heard my aunt talk about you, and I know you're looking for me...... But, it's too far away, it's impossible after all, forget me!"

I can't believe it.

Half a year later, what I was waiting for was a letter like this, and I sat on the stool for a long time, all in my mind were your shadows, all your past.

Actually, sometimes, I would rather not have so many memories in my head, because memories are beautiful, but they can only make me more miserable and sad now.

In the afternoon, I was lying in bed.

I remembered how we met, and the way you smiled, it looked so good.

I remembered the way you pulled your pigtails, you frowned and pouted and whispered to me for being a fool, I rang out and we went to the amusement park together and experienced a rainstorm, I took off my clothes to cover your head, and you kept holding my hand...

"She didn't do well in the high school entrance examination, so she went back to her hometown, far away... Look no further. ”

The first day of high school coverage.

I got to school and ran ... The school called home, and my parents looked for me all day, but in fact, they were just wandering around the campus of junior high school, wandering the streets and alleys we used to go to together, wandering in the book city and park we visited... I'm just looking for a breath of togetherness.

And fantasize that you are not far away... Somewhere, I can meet you again.

I was at the time, and it was clear that I couldn't stop you and your parents from choosing... I just, would love to... See you again, even if it's the last time in this life.

It's a pity that what I'm living in is reality after all.

That year, I was 15 and unforgettable.

Back home.

That day, I forgot my father's scolding, forgot my mother's inquiry, I only remember that when I was lying alone in bed at night, I cried, wordless tears... As far back as I can remember, since I was five years old, I rarely cried anymore because my father wouldn't allow me to cry.

He said: "The Jiang family's species, practicing martial arts, doing people, and bleeding, where is there anyone to cry?"

And this time, I cried... It's just because of fear that I'm familiar with your voice and smile, and I'm familiar with your life... I don't know what a dark day would be without you.

That's how I entered high school.

After the first day of high school, it seems to be back to normal... Normally follow my father to practice martial arts, go to school normally, and all life seems to be back on track.

But secretly, I'm constantly looking for ways to get in touch with you.

I found my old classmates, went to your old address again and again, went to your old class... I thought of everything I could think of... However, the old class may have tried to cut off my thoughts, and I didn't get what I wanted after all.

Where you go... It's too far, too far.

Maybe you know, or maybe it's your own decision.

Exactly half a year later.

One morning, when I was on my way to pick up the newspaper and milk, I received a letter from you... You don't know how I behaved that day, when I hid in the house alone, I was holding the envelope and my hands were shaking.

You don't know how long I've been waiting for your letter.

I unravel your letter.

I still remember vividly that the letter was blue.

The letter is short.

There is only one line of words.

"Jiang Han, I heard my aunt talk about you, and I know you're looking for me...... But, it's too far away, it's impossible after all, forget me!"

I can't believe it.

Half a year later, what I was waiting for was a letter like this, and I sat on the stool for a long time, all in my mind were your shadows, all your past.

Actually, sometimes, I would rather not have so many memories in my head, because memories are beautiful, but they can only make me more miserable and sad now.

In the afternoon, I was lying in bed.

I remembered how we met, and the way you smiled, it looked so good.

I remembered the way you pulled your pigtails, you frowned and pouted and whispered to me for being a fool, I rang out and we went to the amusement park together and experienced a rainstorm, I took off my clothes to cover your head, and you kept holding my hand...