Back in the old room where Zhang Rixuan and I had countless arguments, I chewed on the couch to relieve the pain, Zhang Rixuan poured me another glass of boiled water, and then sat down opposite me.

She asked me, "Are you feeling better?"

"It'll be fine after a while. ”

Zhang Rixuan nodded and said, "Then when you are better, I will send you back." ”

I sat up in pain: "Where am I going back?"

"Didn't you stay with your friend for the time being, and I'll take you back there. ”

I replied angrily, "Can't you play a humanitarian role, I'm a sick guy now!"

Zhang Rixuan still said indifferently: "This is my house and not a hospital, why do you have to pretend to be your sick number, or if you feel that your physical condition is very poor, I can send you to the hospital." ”

I lay back on the couch, unwilling to talk to her, and the two sides fell into a cold war because of disagreement.

After a short while, the phone vibrated in my pocket, I turned over, took out the phone from my pocket, and looked at it but it was an unfamiliar number, belonging to Shanghai, I answered the phone in confusion: "Hey, who are you?"

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the line before he said, "It's me, Angel." ”

My mind suddenly stagnated and went blank, and I couldn't even feel a stomach ache, and it took a long time to respond mechanically, "Is there something wrong?"

"Come out and sit down, the old place is waiting for you. ”

I didn't react, Angel had already hung up the phone, and she was still the same as before, and she wouldn't give me any chance to refuse, so I didn't refuse when I broke up with her, and I didn't ask the reason.

The phone has been hung up for a long time, and my heart is still shaking, but one thing is certain, she invited me, I will definitely go to the appointment, no matter how bad we are, we are still ordinary friends.

I finally put the phone in my pocket and said to Zhang Rixuan: "I'll go out to meet a friend, you can help me keep a door." ”

"Let's go quickly, you don't have to leave the door, see if there are any other things of yours in the house, and take them with you." ”

At this time, I didn't have the heart to argue with Zhang Rixuan at all, I looked at her again, and then walked out the door, and my stomach was still aching for a while, maybe the pain in my heart was even more unbearable.

……

I stood outside the community waiting for a taxi, but I wondered where Angel was talking about the old place, was it Munn's music restaurant, or was it by the moat? I couldn't be sure, which also showed that we have too many memories of Suzhou, too many places that we have lingered in, and each place is an unforgettable past.

In the end, I chose to go to the moat, which used to be where we would walk every evening, where we laughed and looked picturesque.

A quarter of an hour later, I came to the moat, the most of the road we had ever walked, and I sat down on the lawn, lit a cigarette in the midst of stomach pain, because my heart was uneasy, I didn't know why Angel suddenly asked me out, I didn't know how I was in the mood to face her, and I didn't know what to say after the meeting...... Look, look, this is the passage of time, weathering all the intimacy of the past into the ignorance of the present!

Half an hour had passed, and Angel hadn't come yet, and in the cold autumn breeze, I finally realized that I had come to the wrong place, and perhaps at the moment Angel was waiting for me in the music restaurant in Mun.

I immediately took out my phone and dialed it, but Angel's phone was busy, and the moment I hung up, Angel's phone called again, probably just before we dialed each other's phone at the same time.

Answering the phone, Angel told me that she was in Munn's restaurant, I told her that I was by the moat, I said to go to her, she said come to me, I naturally obeyed her, so I ended the call and started a new wait.

I'm a little disappointed, I didn't even choose the old place in Anqi's heart, our hearts have long been incompatible, so the breakup is inevitable.

……

The autumn breeze covered the night, the neon reflected everything around me, and I lit another cigarette by the moat that looked good, and watched the smoke fill and finally disperse.

After another 20 minutes, I saw the Cadillac CTS parked on the shore, this top-of-the-line CTS was a graduation gift from Angel's father to her three years ago, and it was this car that tore us out of the simple campus romance, until now I still remember deeply: when Angel drove me for a ride in her new car, how I forced a smile on my face, as if I painfully predicted the final outcome of me and Angel at that moment, in fact, I did expect it.

Angel opened the car door and walked out of the car, her clothes were very thin, just a short women's leather jacket, slightly loose gray and white slacks, her hair was very simple and tied up, and she was dressed very casually, unlike the last time I saw it in a bar, I didn't dare to look at it directly in a luxury brand.

I couldn't meet her with my eyes, so I turned my head and took a heavy breath on the cigarette in my hand, just one puff, and half of it was smoked into a cigarette butt.

The familiar woman's scent on Angel's body wafted into my nostrils, and I finally raised my head to look at her, and said bluntly, "What do you ask me to do?"

Angel sat down next to me, "Do I have to have a reason to date you?"

I tried to relax a little, smiled and asked, "Didn't you go to Nanjing with Tai Jing? Why did you come back so soon?" ”

"I have my arrangement. ”

"Well, you have your plan. I followed Angel, but I didn't know what I could say to her, so I lit another cigarette and looked at the wind-blown river, alternating between dazed and apprehensive emotions.

Angel pulled the cigarette out of between my fingers, looked at me and said, "Don't smoke in front of a lady, you should be a gentleman." ”

The corners of my mouth twitched, Angel actually asked me to be a gentleman, time does change a person, she used to like to play with me, go crazy together, and even smoke the cigarette I was smoking, at this moment, I realized: she has really gone too far from my world, and I can't learn to keep up with the times, just stupidly stand there and watch, so I smoked in front of her so abruptly.

After the silence, I finally said to her, "Say, what the hell is the matter of asking me out, you and I shouldn't just sit here and blow the cold wind." ”

I say this, but I am willing to sit here with her all night, and then look at her, and look carefully at her three years later, and let her know how much I like her watery eyes, the slightly raised corners of her mouth, her smile like a flower, her face like water, the smell of women in her, the love she seems to scold but cares, the love she leans on my arms and whispers, and the heavy breath we hold together after our love......

I liked everything about her, everything I was with her, but now she was like a kite that I had dropped, and I could only hold on to the torn thread, helplessly watching her fly to the far north, drowning in the twilight sunset, and finally walking only once in my memory