After I proposed to go to the toy store to buy a 100,000-rpm motor, Zhang Rixuan asked me with some incomprehension: "Is it really necessary to do this?"

"Do you think it's naïve for me to compete with a child?"

Zhang Rixuan was silent for a while before replying: "It's not naïve, on the contrary, I think this kind of behavior is a cover for despair in life." ”

Zhang Rixuan's words made me stunned, I can't help but recall when I started to become so boring, to this day I still remember, after breaking up with Angel that day, I lost sleep on the verge of collapse, and then used the money from the lottery to buy this remote control car online, and bought other toys endlessly in the days to come, thinking that I was desperate at that time, maybe Zhang Rixuan was right, all the naivety and boredom are just to hide despair.

I subconsciously lit a cigarette for myself and took a deep breath before asking Zhang Rixuan: "Why do you think so?"

After another long silence, Zhang Rixuan replied to me with a gloomy expression: "Because I once experienced that kind of despair, so later I learned to play the guitar and learn to entertain myself!"

At this moment, not only myself, I seem to have heard the sound of Zhang Rixuan's wound cracking, but our despair is different, my despair stems from the breakup with Anqi, and her despair stems from Zhang Quan's death, but it is just as painful and heartbreaking, so we live in the hole of self-fiction, and heal the wounds in our hearts in another attitude......

I finally said to Zhang Rixuan: "So, you will accompany me to be boring and naïve with me tonight, right?"

Zhang Rixuan smiled abruptly and said, "Let's go, let's go buy a 100,000-rpm motor, and I wish you a successful tomorrow." ”

......

After buying all the materials needed for the renovation at the toy store, Zhang Rixuan and I returned to the old house, and I immediately plunged into the complex renovation work.

In order to be able to win big tomorrow, I reduced the weight of the car, removed the crash bar, improved the battery slots, and replaced the relatively smooth tires......

And the sky gradually darkened in my busyness, Zhang Rixuan didn't know when to make two bowls of noodles and brought them over, and said to me, who was fully engaged in the modification work: "Let's eat something first, and I'll get it later." ”

I finally raised my head to look at her, smiled and asked, "You have done a good job in logistics support, if you win the little fat dun tomorrow, I will credit you for a credit and give you a big chicken leg." ”

"Don't take it too lightly, if Little Fat Dun goes back and modifies the car and changes it to a high-speed motor, you still can't win!"

I disdainfully "cut" and said: "Don't be funny, not everyone can modify, and his car has no traces of modification, so the conclusion: Xiaopang will not change the car." ”

Zhang Rixuan smiled and said, "Okay, then I will continue to have full confidence in you." ”

I nodded and took the instant noodles from Zhang Rixuan's hand, and the two sat cross-legged on the ground and ate, at this moment we are like two ignorant children, living a simple but interesting life, and the worldly struggle is far away from us at this moment, but I know that the current worry-free, after all, will not be maintained forever, after this night, we will still fall into the whirlpool of survival and struggle.

In the process of eating noodles, Zhang Rixuan suddenly said to me: "Jiaming, can you give me a remote control car?"

"What do you want? But I have to say that it's too expensive for me to give it away. ”

Zhang Rixuan thought for a while and said, "It's sold on the Internet, let's go and take a look on the Internet." ”

I nodded, got up and turned on the computer, so I sat at the computer table with Zhang Rixuan, and picked it up on the Internet while eating.

I was only willing to give Zhang Rixuan a car of about 300 yuan, but she fell in love with a oil-powered four-wheel drive car, the price was as high as more than 4,000 coins, which was seriously beyond the price that I could bear, so I advised: "You are a beginner, this kind of oil-powered racing car is difficult to control, can't you buy a simple practice first?"

Zhang Rixuan shook his head and said, "I like to conquer those who are challenging." ”

"Then you can buy it yourself...... You're so rich!"

"But I want you to give it to me. ”

"Don't be strong, I really don't have ...... money"

Zhang Rixuan immediately said to me with a look of disappointment on his face: "If you want to, forget it." ”

"That's not right, am I unwilling? I can't afford it!"

Looking at my embarrassment, Zhang Rixuan smiled and said to me: "Why are you so serious, I'm joking with you." After thinking about it, he changed the topic and said to me: "You said that if you combine the physical sales of traditional department stores with online sales, how operable is it?"

"Why did you suddenly have this idea, did our online shopping behavior just inspire you?"

Zhang Rixuan nodded and said, "I want to hear your opinion." ”

"It's difficult, because there are too many things that need to be integrated, after all, the platforms of physical sales and online sales are too different, and online sales have been monopolized by several e-commerce giants, and it is impossible to form a competitive position in front of them without strong capital and human resources......"

Zhang Rixuan nodded again, and didn't say anything more, after all, what I can think of, she must be able to think of, but her idea makes me feel: Zhuomei's confusion in business planning at this stage also reflects to a certain extent the high degree of inconsistency between Zhang Rixuan and Mi Zhongde in terms of business awareness, and Zhang Rixuan's interest in online sales platforms proves that she is eager to break free from Mi Zhongde's shackles at this time, and maybe she will meet Mi Zhongde soon.

......

When I modified the car, the night became bottomless, and Zhang Rixuan was already lying on my bed and sleeping, I gently covered her with a quilt, and sat on the edge of the bed to look at the car I had worked so hard to improve.

Looking at it, watching, I smiled, maybe Zhang Rixuan will never know that the reason why I compete with a little chubby dun is not because I am a childlike sleepless, because with the agreement with little chubby dun, I can stay with her for a day tomorrow.

You know, lately, I've been struggling to find some suitable reason to date her, but many of the reasons that come up with it seem that I have ulterior motives for her, and I am afraid that she will perceive this ulterior motive and keep her distance from me.

Now, with this reason, I can finally take her to play with me and take her crazy with my peace of mind......

Sitting back at the computer desk and opening the web page, I looked at the oil-powered racing car that Zhang Rixuan wanted me to give her, and then took out my wallet from my pocket and counted that there were less than 3,000 yuan left.

Of course I wouldn't use the bar's money to give her a car, but I really wanted to give it to her, so I reassured myself that there would be another way.

Thinking about her surprise when she received the car, I smiled from the bottom of my heart, isn't this the "you're happy, so I'm happy" in my crush?